[lilith_]

I used to be able to be in vanilla relationships but now I don't think I will be able to be in one. I even had to end a D/s relationship back in December because he couldn't be the type of Dom that I wanted. He was a sweet, caring Daddy but I needed a Dom to use a humiliate me
That's still what I continue to want, especially now that I really want to fully experience the D/s lifestyle. My dream would be to live with my Dom just so it will always be 24/7. I cannot function unless someone pushes me so a vanilla boyfriend/girlfriend "how I hate that word!" would be something that I am really not interested at this point of my life, even if it was a poly relationship.