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Originally Posted by pirahnna
Sorry for delay. I did 90 min last night .
First of all I want to say I'm not good at reports I know but I do my best anyway
There are a few things I want to mention before I start. First , just one day after I claimed 90 minutes , I've got super busy at work as u can see in my signature I must work all the time for this project it's a start up project ... Anyway I didn't complain , I'm the man of my word . Second , I have ADHD problem which means I can't sit and do nothing normaly  So cornertime would be hardest dare for me even more painful than CBT . So I had to use Ritalin to stay calm down for 90 minutes.
So the cornertime began
I got naked except my chastity device and I tied my hands I knew this time is gonna be much harder than the last . So set the alarm , I kneel and nose to the wall , cornertime began.
At the beginning I was thinking how this is gonna be , what shall I think about ? Is Sir Sam is thinking about me right now ? That would be much pleasant if sir sam and sub lucy could watcsme doing this right now. I knew 90mins would be difficult and I knew I must find something in my mind or it would be a hell.
I was so horny that day I didn't cum for two weeks and I was in chastity I couldn't help to not to think about sexual fantasies which cost me a painful erection in my chastity. I thought about many things , my mind is a mess I cant stop thinking. I have schizotypal disorder which mean I can lost in my imagination. So did I . I dont know how long I was thinking but I forgot about the time completely. I hypnotized myself first I thought it would be cheating this gonna be boring but I couldn't help myself I love using my knowledge so I did. I'm sorry sir If it is not what you wanted but I had to . I think about first 60 mins (I cant exactly tell)spend that way until I felt pain in my knees and my tied hands. I couldn't hypnotize myself anymore not when I felt really really uncomfortable so the hard part has arrived . The rest of the cornertime was boring as fuck. I really mean it , I was bored , mad and tired . Waiting for alarm was the only thing I did . I can't write the exact feelings but It was something I hate .
Finally alarm ringed and I layed down on the floor. I was tired and exhausted. I lay down for minutes and I was happy at the end IDK even why 
So this was a challenge I took but I don't think I can do it anymore. I mean even if want to I dont have time anymore so I hope sir sam forgive me for what I did (hypnosis). But it was hard really really hard. Everyone who wants to do 95 minutes must know this |
Well,... Your 1st word is sorry,... You did not know but i hate sorry. I see a beautifull report and you start excusing yourself.
Don't worry,....... It's ok,.. You did not know. Just needed to say that. I simply not like that people who do great things belittle themselves. You did great! Don't belittle yourself!
But,.... Lets not get distracted.
Wow,... You did great.
You started great. I said i would be thinking about you and i did. You had posted in the triangle-blog so i knew you were on and i appreciated it. I appreciated knowing you were taking your fricking long 90 minutes of cornertime.
In the beginning you had not much problem. Your thoughts were wandering. Yiu had excitement in realizing you would take the pole-position with a nice 1.5hour milestone in this thread. Thoughts of me, my pet,.. Lots of things to think about.
Then you went into fantasizing, creating even more good times. Don't worry... No cheating.in a sense that is what cornertime makes it to a very favourite punishment from me,... Knowing i am setting you up for a journey.
And then....unavoidably... It got hard. The final phase.
It is clear that now the times have reached 1.5 hour it is about impossible to do the cornertime without reaching a really hard enphase. All start getting physical discomfort. I have emphasized many times that you don't have to make it hard to yourself, that doing the boring nondistracted time is the punishment, nit any extra thing,.. But it just gest hard. 1.5hr is just a fricking long time to be in a single position.
And your mind did not want anymore. You ran out of fantasy, or you were distracted too much. It ran into a punsihment. A severe punishment without distraction, just a continous stream of being bored,.. Waiting,.. Doing nothing,.. Fully realizing you got punished. For no reason even.
I like it.
This cornertime has now run into a major challenge. You suffered for me. I like it. Thanks.
Your report is great. It is really great how you minutely describe your breakdown at the end. But you managed to complete the dare. Don't be sorry! Be proud! I am proud!
So...... With this major sacrifice.... 90 minutes has been done. 95 minutes is challenged!!
I know the long times that are at stake now are not easy to fit into daily rl anymore. On top of that i am pretty sure you need some "mental preparation time" before starting your time.
For that reason from now you can claim and lock your slot for 72hours.
In addition:
It is clear that the half hour transitions become favourite slots. For that reason, all contributors will stay in my signature until 125minutes have been executed. So.... Pirahnna will disappear at next contribution, but starting from 95 i will keep a list of contributors in my signature that resets at 125minutes. That way the 120minutes contribution will be shortest in my signature, 95 will be longest.
95 minutes is challenged!!! It will be hard!! It is a real challenge!!
(And oh,.. Only 5 minutes more than pirahnna. How hard can it be
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