How did you realize you liked kinky things?
⋆ I've always had dreams and fantasies about being dominated and tortured. I was 11 years old before I read about BDSM and understood what those fantasies were about. A part of me wished that it was still legal to spank and punish children at school. I had this stern teacher that everybody feared. He actually had a soft spot for me - but that's besides the point. I almost couldn't look at him without wishing he would punish me with an old school spanking. Yet at that point I still hadn't confirmed that I was into those things in real life. My first boyfriend was vanilla - and fuck was I bored! One night he had read about breath control and wanted to try it out (he choked me rather softly, so nothing too dangerous for an unexperienced guy)... He didn't like it because he was scared he would hurt me. And I had enjoyed sex for the first time. I knew I needed more of it. Much more of it.
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Female ⋆ 20 ⋆ Submissive
Likes: Nipple and clit torture, deep throat training, bladder control, moderate pain
Dislikes: Humiliation, anal, orgasm denial
Limits: Pictures, public, permanent marks, scat play
Someone said I was delusional - I almost fell off my unicorn
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