Hi! I'm catholic too. Go to mass every Sunday pray whenever I can and well I think a good part of my life revolves around God.
I believe of his love his mercy and compassion. With this...the kink and all, I like to think I made peace with God. I can't always stay guilty for things I cant change about me
I've tried. I've tried hard and felt the worst hate on myself for it.
...though some things i do feel the need to go to confession for, for the most part I believe God doesn't condemn me. As long as I be kind, loving, a good person who is humane...it'll be alright.
Though yeah I still feel guilty sometimes but I've accepted some interpretations of the bible may be flawed and I won't know if this truly offends God unless I ask him in person so I just do what makes me happy but not to the point of forgetting god.
I actually have this rule for me and my Dom wherein Sundays are no Naughty days. Its my day to focus on God and give him a day where I don't dwell on my own pleasure. I've only directly broken said rule once but it wasn't for me, it was for love of another person.
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