Help me get addicted! //F26//
 

Oh boy, I’m scared to write this. But I have to, and it’s a good thing I’m scared, it makes it all so much better and humiliating!

I’m a little pussy eating whore, I’m not allowed any orgasms and the hornier I am the better I am at my purpose in life.
So I need your help. It’s almost 2021 and my plan is to be the best I can be during that year. I need to get addicted... to porn, to edging and to the feeling of a constant swollen clit. I need to be obsessed with keeping myself horny so that I can use my tongue to please other girls. I understand that this might be an everyday-thing. And I’m ready.

To get addicted I need tasks and rules. Please be as clear as you can!
Every post on this thread equals 15 minutes of me riding an edge= hell.
If I come over an edge I’ll ruin the orgasm and I will ask for a punishment.

What I have:
-Laptop, iPhone and on-ear-headphones to watch or listen to porn or both. I’m so very ashamed that my pussy seems to flood every time I hear the sound of a girl licking or sucking another girls pussy. Might be because it reminds me of my true purpose. Please don’t add links to porn since GD won’t allow it. But tell me what to google and I’ll find it! (Doesn’t need to be a specific video)
-A doxy magic wand that I use on the two lowest settings. Above that and I’ll cum way to easy. I love edging with my fingers as well. Humping for frustration and humiliation.
-Two sizes of clitpumps and a penispump (my pussy is to big for a pussypump- big lovely labia and clit)
-Pull ups, ABDL-diaper, adult diapers to lock my poor pussy in a warm, wet and heavy diaper.
-Various anal toys up to 8cm in diameter.
-I’ve also ordered a speculum, holy mary pleasuring oil, pissplugs (one in metal and one in silicone), urethra sounding dilators (up to 1,8 cm wide), and some really good slightly (but not a lot) numbing lube.

Masturbate for 20mn while moaning very loudly and record yourself. I want you to be listening to your moans every time you can like when you're commuting for instance. Feel free to record yourself at different times to make a play list and mix it up a bit.

I think you should start taking walks listening to porn on your earbuds. I'm not sure what your commute is like but if applicable make sure you're listening to something that'll keep you horny

Make sure you're not taking breaks. If you need to pee while watching porn then just pee on the spot and dont clean up until you're finished watching. Bonus points if you're not wearing diapers

Make the wallpaper on your laptop and iphone pornographic in nature.

The alarms for your phone should be the sounds of sex, moaning, licking/sucking of a girl's pussy.

Make your own porn. Strip naked over 15 minutes. Spend 15 minutes covering you itself with oil head to toe. Tie your feet to the bed and hold your hands behind your head or tie one to the bed. Before going immobile strap the wand to n your clit. This will last 20 minutes. After 20 minutes you may cum any way you please. Then..watch the video every other day.

Enjoy.

This is so humiliating... it will be torture to listen to moans like that, and such a strange feeling knowing it’s my own frustrating moans. I can’t believe I’m gonna listen to my own moans when I’m commuting.

So degrading, I know I’m gonna be a horny mess from this. It’s truly perfection. Taking walks while listening to porn, feeling my thighs rubbing against my clit. Fuck...

You must every day wear a buttplug (not the largest one, but one size smaller plug) for 1 hour for the next 2 months).

A rule for you to hold. Put yourself into a diaper at 20:00 at least day a week. You are not allowed to remove it until it has leaked. Moreover, while wearing it, you need to keep all touches of yourself to a minimum. Don't pleasure yourself, keep your legs spread apart, don't rest your hands on your body, etc.

Rules simple but effective
 

Clothing:
Whenever possible strip nude before selecting new clothes to changing into. and yes that can be done in front of people too when the occasion is right (changing into night wear for example)
Your clothing should be as minimal as possible, Thigh fitting or Sexy(Dresses, skirts, Blouses)

Posture:
Never cross your legs when sitting.
Try to keep them spreed apart if possible.
When standing or walking try to push out your chest

Sleeping:
Sleeping should be done nude.
With a toy filling your ass or pussy.
and if possible you should record a degarding mentra to play on loop over night in your room (at minimum speaker volume)



https://vive-hypnosis.com/hypnosis/challenge-2/
this ould be fun too

If you want to be addicted properly, you need to find some slut hypno. Listen to it while you sleep for maximum efficiency.

From now on you must lick up as much of your juices as you can after playing...licking it off fingers, toys, scooping it up from thighs, licking up from the floor, sucking it out your bedsheets etc.

Every night before going to sleep, hump your pillow. You need to edge at least once on the pillow before going to sleep.

You have to sleep with the juicy pillow. The wet pillow and smell of pussy should ensure you will get addicted to more pussy.

If you cum, your punishment will be to pee on the pillow instead and sleep with your head on the wet pillow. Soon you will learn not to cum.

Any time you leave your home, pump your pussy up so it is nice and swollen, that way while you walk it will be constantly stimulated.

Let's get started. Every morning, as soon as you wake up, pump your clit as much as you can. Now place the penis pump over your pussy, without removing the clit pump, and pump your pussy as much as you can. Leave them on for fifteen minutes. That should get you nicely warmed up for the day.

'Not being allowed to hold piss in at all.' A direct quote from you. So that is exactly what you will now do. You feel the need to pee, you pee. No matter where, when, or what you are doing.

Also make a 'daily diary' blog post, that way you can keep track of how you are going, and we will know that you are sticking to our rules.