haven't reported in a while.

my arousal is a 3/10 at the moment was a very solid 10/10 not so long ago.
Okay where to begin. I guess i will start off with the amout of listens i have done this week. I have done another 9 listens fall into trance 2 out of those 9. Been doing no touch still and still have another week or so (might increase...). I have had to do anal everyday with my no touch. Today, Sunday 17th October, I had my first orgasm achieved only by anal. I did NOT have permission to cum. This makes me believe that cal's curse has only really effected me with touching my dick. I tested how long i could last when i wasn't allowed to cum but was allowed to touch. (very long ago) I wasn't able to reach climax then. The file doesn't really seem to effect me unless i fall into a deep trance (Extremely rare, only happened once out of my 47 listens). My dom is probs going to be very mad when he finds out i cummed without permission but at same time he might be happy that i was able to cum from anal only. Not really sure how thats gonna play out. Gonna be extremely busy in this up coming week so i probs will only report again next week sunday.

total listens: 47
Total None permission cums: 1
Total cums from dom: 1/2
days left of no touch: approximately 10... Might increase no clue to be honest.

Guilt?
 

So I listened to it twice the night I joined, as part of a long (few hours) edge and jerk off session. Started with Curse. Watched porn, listened again, continued watching porn. It definitely relaxed and aroused me. I was able to cum without permission that night but only after edging several times and I had to make it a point to make myself cum. I admit I was a bit nervous about it’s effects. I jerked off and came again this morning without permission. Since then, I have been feeling incredibly guilty about it. I have found myself looking at fap roulette and web teases looking for “earn your orgasm” type things. My wank this morning was very much not satisfying at all. I’ll be listening to it again tonight before going to bed.
I… I think I’m looking for a punishment for cumming without permission. Not sure how I feel about that. The idea of asking for it is both humiliating and arousing.

Thank you for reporting your progress, Mia. When/if your Dom allows we'd definitely like to experiment with more anal.

I too am curious whether or not he'll be angry about your anal orgasm. That is the proper way for sissy's to cum. He may just decide that you no longer need to cum the other way now that you've achieved this.

Thank you for reporting subject 38. We appreciate the honest feedback and I'll make note of the unauthorized orgasm. It does seem like the curse is having some effect since you had to work so hard to achieve that orgasm and didn't particularly seem to enjoy it.

We don't typically punish unauthorized orgasms as part of the study. We are after all studying the effects of the curse and there is a variance of how it affects people. However, you seem unduly affected by the guilt of having that orgasm. So I'm willing to make an exception.

You will fuck your ass with a dildo or your fingers for 20 minutes. Then you will insert and wear your largest plug for an hour. You must wear a plug daily for 30 minutes a day for the rest of the week.

Subject 33 report.
Listened 57 total.
Arousal 2.

sorry this weekend has been more busy than i thought it would and i really haven't had any urges to orgasm or even wank. just kinda blah really.

haven't really been listening to the curse this weekend, but i had to listen last night. got two listens in before i went to sleep.

i did hump once this weekend for 10 minutes.

i did edge 10 times on saturday.
i still owe 5 edges from sunday. and 5 from today.

haven't had any time to watch porn sorry.

in order to motivate myself to get things done today at my desk, i tied my cock and balls in such a way that my cock is bent down so far that it splits my ball sack (like a rope chastity cage). still like this currently. honestly ive had a urge to tie myslef like this every time my cock goes limp for the last week, but finally did it. of course im going to have to untie it in order to catch up with my edges.

sorry for not following thru very well with my tasks. i understand if you need to punish me.

(Owes 14 listens, 10 edges)

Hello, subject 33.

Well, the porn was optional since I didn't know your availability and you did already listen to your mandatory hour of porn last week.

Not completing the edges is another story though. Clearly, you're not interested in getting aroused enough to be considered for an orgasm. So I'm marking you ineligible until November 15th. Since you haven't gotten any dislikes posted it's difficult to know how to punish you.

Start by untying your cock and balls. Liking bondage is the one thing you do have listed. Why would you be rewarded for not following through with your tasks. Moving forward any time you do not complete any of your tasks you will administer a ten spank penalty to your balls.

There isn't a mandatory amount of time you need to hump the pillow so, I guess you are in the clear for that. You will however spank your balls for failing to do yesterday's edges.

Wow, I just realized this thread is now over 500 posts. To celebrate, I'm willing to give one free orgasm to the first eligible subject who responds.

Who's eligible? You'll need to respond to see.

Sorry for the late reply. I chose the third option because I wanted a full orgasm. But as I was watching the sissy porn and as there was something in my ass going in and out, I got too excited and it just went out. It was all over the floor because I was on my hands and knees and that I did not touch my cock. In my head, I was only thinking of the full orgasm that I would have the next day, but I still did not have it. I was disappointed but I could not control myself from being excited due to the many sensations. The porn was too loud, and anal just added to the fantasy. I could not hold it in and it just went out. I stopped whatever I was doing and just stood still but the porn was still playing and it just went out. I did not complete an hour of anal nor an hour of porn but it just ruined the plan.

I took a break because I had so many things to take care of this past week. I thought my arousal level would have mellowed but when I put in 3 listens between yesterday and now, my arousal level went up again to 8. May I please have those options again that I may have a chance at full orgasm?

Please I want it

Oh my goodness Baby Clit. I applaud you for ruining when you realized that you were coming. Do you normally come from Anal?

I'm afraid the unauthorized orgasm, makes you ineligible. But I could be convinced to give you a redo on the tasks.

I listened to it again last night. Thank you for giving me a punishment to complete, I feel much better now.
I'm not used to more than a plug being in there so the fucking was intense. I am now finishing up the last of my hour with the large butt plug in my ass. The first half hour I was continuing to watch porn and edge as I was doing when fucking my ass. But I only had so much time to get stuff done today so had to spend the rest of the hour getting chores done around the house.
My arousal is easily at an 8/10 and it is extremely hard to distract myself from it. I do find myself unable or unwilling to cum without permission and that just adds to it.

Well done subject 38. Obviously, you can't get permission while you are being punished. It also wouldn't be fair to give an orgasm to a person who had an unauthorized one when other subjects have been patiently waiting for one.

But keep at your punishment and then we can revisit next week. Don't forget to keep listening.

What would it take to redo the task? And no, I do not usually cum from anal but because of everything that is happening, the thoughts in my head, the arousal level, the urge to orgasm just accumulated and built up the tension to lose my control. Please help

You may redo the tasks, but they will be a little more difficult this time

1. Go ahead and touch as much as you want, but make sure you edge at least 10 times. Then you may have a ruin if you wish. Then the rest of the week is no-touch, but this time no playing with your ass or nipples and double the amount of porn you must watch.

2. Go ahead and touch tonight, but do not edge just tease yourself. Tomorrow you will roll 2 die if you get doubles you may have an orgasm. anything else and you may have a ruined orgasm.

3. No touching tonight just more anal. Play with your ass for at least 1 hour while watching sissy porn. If you can cum from anal do so. Tomorrow you may play with yourself however you like and then tomorrow after 5 PM you may have a ruined orgasm if you wish or you may forgo the orgasm tomorrow and do the anal task again. Then on Wednesday after 5 PM you may have a full orgasm.