Pupwhore

My biggest fantasy is to be completely controlled by a lesbian mistress. To be made to lick her ass and pussy everyday. I want to have to serve to her every need. I want Everything I do from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep to be to please her needs. I wanna be made to sleep in a cage, to be treated like an animal, to never be permitted to wear clothing, to be denied orgasm constintly, to be teased, to only be allowed to cum on special occasions, to be gang banged, to be humiliated in...

I'm a nasty dirty pig whore. My ass is just waiting to be filled and stretched, my pussy needs to be pounded by a huge hard cock, and my mouth wants a dirty wet pussy to lick clean. I need structure and punishment. I'm a slut who is out of control. I don't follow orders or control myself. All I think about is cumming. I need someone to Teach this disgusting piece of shit a lesson.

So for my punishment today I did as tyrel said and called random numbers in the phone book and told them I was a dirty slut but most of them just hung up on me so I called one of my guy friends that I role play with to punish me. He made me fill my ass with ice, spread peanut butter all over my pussy, ass, and tits, give myself a huge wedgie, and lay in the middle of my living room floor and masterbate with jelly all over my hands and after i orgasmed i had to let the melted ice out all over myself and...

Since I'm such a dirty little cumbucket I have decided that until august 1st I am going to be punishing myself everyday starting today. I am doing this to teach myself respect and control. I will post a blog everyday with the punishment that I did and if I fail to write my blog anyone may pm with a punishment. I will have to ask someone every morning once I wake up whether I am allowed to orgasm that day.

Today I asked one of my close guy friends, Josh, if I could orgasm and he said yes...

I have been a very naughty puppy. I had been told not to masterbate for 3 weeks and being the whore I am I fingered my pussy and ass every day. I need to be spanked and punished. I love to be sexually tortured and punished. I need a mistress!