lokelake.

theone gave me this idea to make a blog post about to hopefully get people to listen.

Since I been trying to not go back to my old way for months now and was successful, I think it's fair if I can get the whole gd to try to not treat me like how I used to be. To just forget what happened since I was doing my best, trying really hard and being quite successful with it, so I think in return, people should just forget it and treat me like I am new.

However, this is completely...

You get a brain freeze and you suddenly forget how to do things you knew how to do or forgot where to find something when you found it easy many times before?

This just happened to me tonight on gd. I had a brain freeze and totally forgot how to get to my inbox.

A couple of my friends went out somewhere to chill and what not but neither of them wanted to ask me to go out too. That sounds like they are bad friends to me.

On the sc2 ladder.

That's a lot haha.

Unless I counted wrong, if I did I am only off by one or two.

Yeah I know, you all have no idea what the title is about.

BUT, today, thanks to my stuttering problem, it took me 15 seconds to say "thank you" to someone. I just couldn't get it out, it was one of those "blocks" moment where my mouth forms the word but can't say it. Kept on making a noise but "thank you" just never came out till 15 seconds of trying.

The blocks are the worst especially when conversing with someone.