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Struggling with life.

Posted 06-07-2018 at 10:44 AM by Matt: (Matt's blog)
Updated 06-07-2018 at 10:53 AM by Matt:
Tags depression, sad

Warning, this is not going to be a cheery blog...

I am finding things quite tough at the moment, so thought maybe writing about it may help in some way, although I'm not sure it really will.

I hope this will make some kind of coherent sense, as I'm not very good at writing this kind of thing.

All my life I have been very shy, never having any confidence in social situations, not being able to interact in a normal way with people. I have since discovered
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This Denial's Ruining Me

Posted 05-10-2018 at 07:53 AM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)
Updated 05-10-2018 at 08:31 AM by maleforyou

Ah, a frustrating little subby day today as I once again made an appearance on Chaturbate. A slow show was just picking up when I just lost concentration and accidentally ruined yet again. After 6 months with just 1 orgasm and a near clockwork monthly ruin, you'd think I'd be used to that horribly unsatisfying drip of accidental cum but the mental drain of forcing myself to ruin had a much larger effect than I imagined. They're fully allowed in my denial (thankfully as it's going to last over a year...
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Stripping My Way Out of Guilt

Posted 04-19-2018 at 10:02 AM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)
Updated 05-04-2018 at 08:21 AM by maleforyou

Well today was my first Chaturbate show in a while, well advertised a day in advance but luckily most people on GetDare seemed to be at work (phew). I wasn’t really looking forward to it after yesterday’s ruin, which always leaves me feeling a little down and not feeling like playing (even though Mistress is super-supportive and they’re totally allowed, even at my pace of ruining I can’t help but feel a little stupid & guilty as they’re very avoidable accidents).

I still gathered...
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My black dog

Posted 12-26-2017 at 07:51 AM by Cassandra (Mad prophecies from ancient greece)

I have a black dog called depression. Looking back, I had at least four bigger episodes of longer, deeper depression over my lifetime so far. Fortunately enough, as my brother expressed it, I am "too clever to commit suicide". Though I cannot remember having had serious suicide thoughts or fantasies. But quite vividely, I remember smaller signs of slight sadness overshadowing years of my childhood. There's longterm knockdown I experienced from the break-up with my first girl friend, bringing...
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It's All In Your Mind

Posted 12-19-2017 at 06:31 PM by maleforyou (Jessica's Blog)

It's All In Your Mind, and My Peculiar Relationship with Kinks

As part of a new, and temporary rule, I've effectively got to blog about something I'm uncomfortable talking about for the next 6 days (thanks Cassandra for the unexpected extension)...today it's something I think everyone's uncomfortable talking about; mental health (with a little kink focus of course)

(Background post: "It's All About Me")

I think it's fair to say, aged 27, that life...
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You are okay

Posted 08-10-2017 at 04:20 PM by Cassandra (Mad prophecies from ancient greece)

I consider having had two major, untreated depressions. Maybe add plenty of minor ones because I don't know how to count them. Sometimes I notice certain patterns from myself in the sayings and actions of other people. I still have doubts in what I do, even in being able and meaningful in working in my dream job as I do right now, and to a certain degree quite successful. Also, I have many plans and ambitions what to do and achieve, but then in daily life, I even struggle to work on those at all. Sometimes...
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Story: Princess Snowflake Part 4

Posted 11-30-2016 at 07:22 PM by Cassandra (Mad prophecies from ancient greece)

Part 3

He took her phone into his hands, looking confused by the mess of icons, and she slid a couple of times and tapped a video app, which she called the 'looper'. Immediately it played clips of women's asses pounded by or pounding cocks with their ass, and several hypnotic voices repeated mantra's, the most dominant was: "You need to be a dirty, little girl like the girls in your porn.". With the brush in her mouth, she reacted to his facial impression and tapped the bottom...
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