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The Joy of Getting Caught

Posted 12-21-2017 at 06:55 PM by PrincessJessica

As part of a new, and temporary rule, I've effectively got to blog about something I'm uncomfortable talking about for the next 4 days...today it's the rather cliched getting caught experience

No matter how careful you are it's almost impossible to totally guarantee not being walked in on while in the middle of a play session; that heart racing moment of getting caught and the shock in the innocent bystanders face as they see you at your most vulnerable. Is that a look of disgust? Shame on my behalf? Just shock? It's something I try my best to avoid, both for the obvious reason of avoiding friends and family knowing about my kinks but also as I'm morally uncomfortable with including non-kinksters in my kinks. I'd never want to make anyone uncomfortable (other than myself clearly with these pesky blogs )

Cliche #1

It was late at night with my "usual" play set up at that time. My door shut (but without a lock as I don't have one, ugh) and my Mom in the other room firmly asleep. It was a particularly hot session with my first Mistress. I'm usually quite careful about creating too much noise but this was early on in exploring my CBT kink and how loud can ball spanks really be...right? If memory serves I'd been made to wear my highlighter as a buttplug (a new experience at that time) before spanking my balls for her. I was so turned on I mustn't have paid enough attention to the repeating thud as my hand firmly spanked my balls, again and again, wincing in pain after each spank. I've always avoided night ass spanks for noise concerns but I naively decided the "padding" of my balls barely created any noise.

Stood there, with my webcam setup and porn playing in the background I was particularly hard as she started to give me JOI instructions for doing so well with the spanking. I didn't hear the other bedroom door open. I didn't hear the flick of the landing lights. I didn't even hear the steps leading up to my door, evidently so gripped in the session. I did hear (and see) my door open though I've never been more scared in my life, I didn't see it coming at all so just the noise itself was scary enough even before I registered how exposed I now was in front of my own Mom. Hard, plugged and camming I felt myself go bright red and quickly closed all my open PC windows to spare myself, even more, embarrassment (my cam and the playing porn). I just stood there unable to speak as she tried to peak at my monitor. It felt like forever before I blurted out "I'm sorry" in a rather pathetic childish way a 5-year-old might do at knocking over a vase. I detected a little embarrassment on my Mums face by now as she simply rolled her eyes and said "Exactly, get to bed". Just that and the door closed.

I closed my PC down without even ending the session properly, put some pyjamas on and dropped into bed ashamed of myself...but also accompanied by a ultra-hard bulging cock desperate for attention to go with my elevated heart rate. I tried to suppress the temptation; what if she came back!? I waited 30 seconds, if that, before starting to furiously stroke spunking into my pyjamas in barely anytime at all. I can honestly say it was one of my best orgasms to date, even if I'm not sure it was worth the cost.

Cliche (of sorts) #2

I've always been interested in public dares, as conflicted as I am by the morals involved they just get me ultra-hot seeing other people take the risk of exposing themselves to unsuspecting members of the public. I've never been brave enough to try it, or even "hidden" public before but have always been curious about it. When writing my A-Z PM dares there seemed no other option but "EXHIBITION" of sorts and I settled on something scary but I didn't even need to leave my house for; edging near a window. Having done this twice I somehow was convinced to make it more difficult for myself by removing my net curtains and forcing myself to do it within touching distance of the window. No hiding; no shame.

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PM me EXHIBITION and I'll strip naked then edge myself near a window. The curtains must be open, and I'll take down any net curtains too. I must be within arms reach of the window too (I'm overlooked at the back by 8 houses )
Even if it's not conventional for PM dares I quite enjoy gently nudging limits or tickling my dislikes with mine. I don't want to do things I'd do anyway after all. As it's one of my more interesting PM dares though it's also one of the more popular ones; first run through with net curtains before evolving to it's current form when I grew in confidence although each time at night when the chance of genuine exposure was minimal (even if I am quite overlooked I can also see whose lights are on).

However, with the last time I've been dared to do this (only a week or so ago), I had enough (over)confidence to do it in the middle of the day. I glanced out first before opening my curtains wide, taking down my net curtains and scanning the back for any signs of life. All clear I confidently stripped off and was immediately hard excited at the upcoming dare meaning the edge would take no time at all to get too (I've been denied for 2 weeks too so that makes it even quicker). I strode over to the window wanking away only for disaster to strike. 2 of my neighbours were out and staring at me The guy certainly saw me as he pointed, I didn't stick around to see what the women thought though. I've never moved so fast, diving out of view and to the safety of my landing as pre-cum dripped out of me. I waited a full 15 minutes before retrieving the clothes from my room and daring to put my curtains back firmly shut (luckily they'd gone in now, likely to avoid that weird freak across the way lol).

Even with my webcam experience seeing other people in the flesh watching was incredibly exciting. Seeing the look on his face and knowing I was totally exposed to both of them for a few seconds; the adrenaline rush was incredible, even if that was tinged with a good dollop of shame. I'm still amazed I managed to succeed staying in denial as the temptation to cum after this was almost unbearable. Instead, I did a edging dare to at least make some use of that collected energy.

Although I've removed the PM dare, for now, I know it's likely to go the way of many of my other kinks. That initial fear forcing me take a retreat before realising I want to repeat something close to that feeling. The sweet humiliation rush it just too tempting to resist, but I think I'd rather stick to a slight humiliation rush with a risk of exposure, rather than going so far in future.

The Joy of Getting Caught

So do I really like getting caught? I'm honestly not sure! That feeling; the humiliation thrill in both cases was such a strong feeling that it's impossible to say no, but that shame is clearly enough to force me to retreat a little. I'm now much more careful playing at night and, although I successfully re-attempted the EXHIBITION dare, it was back to the middle of the night with lowered risk. I suppose quite a lot of my humiliation kink is finding that narrow line between that oddly satisfying feeling without going over into anything that makes me feel that shame for too long after the sessions over.
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    You write very well. And you have so much to share. Thank you
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