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Going crazy

Posted 04-25-2019 at 05:16 PM by SecretGhost

Its 2:10
Just my demons get more and more in my head and my wolf inside me cant hold it anymore

This is just a summed up situation of everything
And esp that curse i talked about in my earlier post


When i close my eyes
I see her... i see every girl i lost.. every friend...

Everything gets more and more crazy and i.just... want to go to bed without seeing them kiss


It... hurts so badly and im just crying...
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My curse

Posted 04-25-2019 at 02:29 PM by SecretGhost

Before i say anything,
This is a heads up for some people
I say stuff about my mental health and issues


Currently being held awake by my thoughts, i am going to head into another dark lonewolf point in my life soon

But i realised i have a curse, and it may sound silly but this has occurred to me because it happend over and over again

Basically the curse is... i will never have sex in my life and will stay alone

for the people that...
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A lonewolf's destiny (youtube List)

Posted 03-22-2019 at 09:17 AM by SecretGhost
Updated 04-16-2019 at 01:03 PM by SecretGhost
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Since i promised people to share my music.
so i have made 1 of my 36 lists from spotify to youtube public.

here is the link :
A Lonewolf's Destiny

this list has nearly NO advertisements

i have actively been searching for the videos that dont have ads because i want people to be able to listen non stop without any interuptions of their thoughts by stupid ads
this list in particulair has helped me gone through alot.
if something is having...
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My youtube songs the full list

Posted 03-22-2019 at 09:16 AM by SecretGhost
Updated 04-16-2019 at 01:05 PM by SecretGhost
Tags music, youtube

This Blog is a List of all the youtube playlists i have made ^^


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  1. A Lonewolf's Destiny

Lists made : 1 out of 31
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Music and mind

Posted 03-21-2019 at 08:03 AM by SecretGhost
Updated 04-16-2019 at 01:18 PM by SecretGhost

This also will be a short blog
Im going to tell a bit about my relation with music

As summary
Music can make my emotions change


I basically have music 24/7 on
And when i get a certain feeling
I set music on equal to that feeling

But sometimes i feel bad and set on happy music

But that sadly wont change
My mind...



Music is.like a drug that makes every feeling stronger
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The begin of more usage of

Posted 03-21-2019 at 02:55 AM by SecretGhost
Updated 04-16-2019 at 01:19 PM by SecretGhost

Currently i realised that im beginning to smoke more
And before i would never buy them but i still did just now

And then there is the 2nd thing

Since i live in the Netherlands
I can basically buy weed without problems
But the thing was i never really did it alone or just without my best friend

And now i basically got one, and smoked it.


Its that i now realise, i might use more sigs or weed
But im not sure...
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My Escape place

Posted 03-20-2019 at 02:03 AM by SecretGhost

This will be a bit of a short one
But still want to talk about it.

In the past i used to have bad moments
And i always go to this starbucks middle in a certain city

And used to.drink coffee there because it makes my mind at ease

I sit there even right now as i write this
With my coffee, and my music in my ears

Having my own space

And just.. get things straight


I have had a little breakdown...
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