Slavery: Week 2 Reports

My second week of slavery has begun! With it comes a new let of rules, you can read here. I think the big ones that are going to be really noticeably different are sucking on my pacifier while on GetDare, keeping my crotch shaved, daily hypnosis, and eating one meal a day without hands. That and a small adjustment to my drinking requirements that I think will make me use a lot more diapers.

Today was good! I woke up fairly early feeling much better than on Monday. I did my morning rituals and got back into the swing of things and refreshed myself on my rules after I padded up. I decided to be bold as the day went on and actually wore my diaper all day! It was a little awkward at first, what with the pretty noticable buldge under my jeans. I was even more nervous about the sound that moving would make. In my apartment it sounds very loud, but outside and with other things going on it wasn't too bad.

I went in to campus for some labwork and it was surprisingly comfortable once I got over the nerves. I let out small leaks every now and then and that seemed to keep me from peeing too much (though I did pack some diapers for a change just in case). In the afternoon I was working on some classwork and I realized that the room I'm in was almost dead silent and the crinkling was audible. There were two other people in the room, but I did my best to stay as still as possible and just went on. No one seemed to notice, but it was still enough to speed up my heart a bit.

I came home afterwards and made myself dinner, chicken nuggets and ate my meal without hands. It was different, but not too difficult nor messy. I know that this won't be true when I eat some messier things later.

All in all, straight forward day!


First of all to cover the last bits of Tuesday night after my post. I did my daily listening to my hypnosis file yet. No noticeable difference at this point, but still needed to be done. I chatted a bit with Goddess Chloe before bed. I also missed a post on the don't reply thread so I also have new sleeping rule where my ankles and wrists have to be tied together and to a stuffed animal. It was tough falling asleep with that, but I managed. I imagine it'll get easier as I get used to it.

This morning came around and I quickly asked for a change for my pretty soaked diaper. Because I have to we almost immediately in a new diaper I couldn't wait as I had class in the morning. I really didn't feel like messing any diapers today so I decided to wear all day. I'm getting more used to it. That diaper lasted me until early afternoon when I got home and quickly changed. I kept up with my drinking pretty easily all day, but still went through a few diapers. I cleaned up my apartment a little bit though it definately still needs it more. I'm slightly worried that the whole thing smells like pee because of needing to keep diapers for a possible punishment, but there's no real way of knowing.

I got a hamburger and fries for dinner which was my meal without hands. This one was quite a bit messier, and it was a little degrading trying to mash my face into the right position to get a bit of anything but just bun. After I finished I cleaned up and got into a new diaper.

Later in the evening I started to get horny. I've been pretty successful being busy to stop myself from being horny since I had the... incident when I almost came in my cage. Still I got looking at some porn and erotica and got really horny. No touching but really horny.

I'm thinking that I'm going to cage up again soon. Any soreness from my balls is basically gone and as long as I monitor it better I should be safe to wear it without it getting bad again. I'm also ordering a smaller cage with a slightly bigger ring, which should help out both with not cumming as well as pain. After posting this, I'm going to relax for the evening, maybe do some homework, listen to my hypnosis and go to sleep. My schedule's much more free over the next few days so I'll probably do my tasks then.

Thursday, 16th on January

Today was a pretty relaxed day. I had trouble sleeping last night, so to help me try to fall back asleep in the morning I listened to my daily hypnosis. It didn't really work but still got that task out of the way. I had my breakfast, cereal, without using my hands. The bad thing was that as I returned to my room after breakfast, I noticed a wet spot on my bed... I double checked and it looked like my diaper leaked over night. >.<

I told Goddess Chloe and changed. We've discussed the fact that this will earn me a punishment but I need to pick up some supplies before I can really do it. We plan to do it in Saturday. The rest of the day passed without much incident. I drank my water, changed twice. I didn't really have to go out today. I'm planning on doing most of my upcoming tasks on Friday and Saturday, because the early portion of my week was so busy. All in all, kinda a boring day honestly.