So I woke up with a vaginal infection, one at the very entrance of my hole instead of deep inside, and I didn't have anything but my bad ideas to do about it.

It felt really itchy so I wanted something drastic to clean it with, salt water didn't seem to be enough.

So I thought about using this specialized toothpaste I have, instead of containing just toothpaste it also has some herbs like thyme in it, which are known to fight off bacteria and infection, so I thought it would...

This journal might be regularly updated on commented on with new tasks that I end up doing to earn the permission to cum, there's always more of those and they tend to be at the limits of my comfort zone.

Based on previously approved hentai images I figured that the censoring rues don't apply to drawings the same way they do to photos, so I will post my doodle of this morning's task that I earned my orgasm with, a picture is worth a thousand words, hopefully it's ok.

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I am shocked that this happened, I didn't think it was physically possible.

This morning Sir kept me denied and I think either to punish me or train me to resist my urges, he kept me giving me 10 mn permissions of watching my favorite porn. Which happens to be stuff I wasn't allowed to watch for months and was craving.

The first 10 mn already felt unbearable and I didn't know how I was gonna keep myself from touching after that. After a couple more I ended up resorting...

There has been a few new rules for a while now that I never mentioned in my initial Rules blog post for the ongoing rules of my DS dynamic. Some of those rules were tricky and I wanted to have space to explore them in privacy first so I felt like keeping them to myself for months, but my organized side always wanted to update my list eventually. I however wanna keep the old blog post untouched with all the main rules, and prefer creating a duplicate for the updates.

Rules that are scratched...

Some things I did before that I'm terrified or reluctant to do now :

- having edges while denied, for days/weeks
- serving random strangers (online)
- toothbrush on clit torture
- e-stim on clit torture
- melted candles on tits
- sleeping on the floor the whole night
- sleeping (nap) stuffed with underwear
- anal insertions anything bigger than my finger

• All Sir's default rules remain the same but Sir's toy can choose to take a break from any rules if things get too uncomfortable
  
  
• Sir's toy won't be punished for not following a rule
  
  
• Sir's toy has to stretch her vagina with markers everyday
  
  
• Sir's toy can earn an orgasm by doing clothespins/clamping time :

• If she reaches 30 mn of clothespins time on a work day (if that seems too easy the first day, she will have to increase the goal to

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On my demand, and for a bunch of reasons that I won't explain here but are very valide for me no matter what others may think of it, I requested of my Dom to do something to keep me more on the heterosexual side of things, and from there I've had rules meant to keep my homosexual side in check for a couple of months now.

I've been punished a lot for breaking them, usually accidentally because whenever my lust for females was activated it's like I couldn't think anymore and remember rules....