Another silly late night...but at least it had purpose...

I've been teaching myself to use GIMP...why? Because I have been inspired, the Trading Card game sparked my imagination...and outside of work I feel I want to do more productive things than just play games and watch TV (when not socialising).

So I have started a new project, one I hope I stick with and one I hope will give some more fun to the site...what is this project? Well I will tell you...

I want...

Hi everyone!

So, now I am really here, and gonna stick around, I thought I should just kind of let everyone know.

1. I am undependable
2. If I don't reply to you or do something I said I was gonna do, or I forget to do something, it is not about you
3. If I am slow to reply to you, it is not about you or my feelings about you
4. I can't help it

I am really sick. I am now out of work on permanent disability. I am not going to get better. I have a rare progressive disease. It...

Week 4

Posted early as Hunters Moon tonight and change body shape difficult to post with paws

Monday see week 3 and updating blog

Tuesday had to beg to be allowed to change contract add in two new rules and beg to do dare giving a ‘man an orgasm -who I was told I don’t like’ begged despite not knowing who or how I had to provide O – but big incentive to ask for this dare and contract changes so no choice.

Wednesday
The dare to give...

October was supposed to be my subby month. I was hoping to complete some subby tasks, have extra subby play time and really indulge my subby and little sides. However, that plan went to shit when a scary incident at work triggered some things in my past and left me a complete anxiety filled mess.

I walked away from getDare a few weeks ago and went into hiding. This place, one of my favorite escapes, was no longer feeling like a safe haven. Instead, it has become its own source of anxiety....

D I have been bad and thus humbly and earnestly ask for help to make me a better sub.
I would be most grateful if you would agree to change the rules attached to our Contract by adding the additional rules 4 and 5 below to the rules I must follow.
I know that changes can be made if you agree and appeal to you to allow this change, I beseech, entreat and implore, and plead with you to grant this request which is for my own good.
I understand that in asking for this change which we...

As a dare I was to write about my favourite place on getdare. I have been around a while and have found multiple spots to lay in and they are all comfortable and carry some memories.

I strated at the TORD online section where I lost and won some game. I wrote dares and got some too. Here I started adding to multiple adding threads too and made some friends. During the adding we talked a lot which I did like. In the end I made a thread for myself too which I am still working off happily....

So my depression and anxiety have been kicking me in the dick for the last ~2 months, after i've been doing really well for an entire flipping year. (Which, for my standards, was a damn good run.)

While it has hardly impacted my career and work and studying are still going perfectly fine, my personal life suffered as expected. I've always been super shy and introverted, which isn't helping things either. Also i've been so stressed out, i actually feel myself physically trembling. Which...