So, I've been told I should have some PM Dares. wedgiesarah and SlutPuppy are to blame for these, credit where it's due!

Edge x - I will do X amount of edges

Blow - I will give my dildo a blowjob for 5 mins

Gagged - I will wear a gag for 10 mins (you may choose softbit, penis or ball)

Puppy - I will pee on all fours like a puppy

Plugged - I will plug up for 10mins

Add - send me a pm dare to add to my list
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I'm gone.

Don't know if/when I'll be back.

Just didn't wanna be rude and disappear.

Bye y'all.

I don't really know how to explain this. But suffice to say, it's not cool behaviour. What I really wanted to say was that attitudes like this are why there's so much sexual assault and rape and so on. I feel I responded quite reserved and politely. But I do not wish to. I wanted to shout and scream and belittle - because it's beyond rude and it's assumptive and egotistical and saying I have no say in the matter, I don't deserve to be able to make a decision myself and because they'll claim they're...

Well, first of all, can I just point out the sheer immensity in the number of loved up blogs going on in the last few days?

It's great, it really is (I'm aware how insincere that sounds, but it's not meant to...). I think I used most of my "soppy" words in comments replying to over a dozen in one big batch, but I really am happy for you all.

The couples in question (and several others besides: all of you know who I mean) are excellently paired and not just play...

It's frustrating being me. This isn't a self-pity thing (as often as I go down that jaunty lane), rather it's a simple statement. Observation dictates that it's not frustrating to only me either, but that's not the point I'm making.

It's wonderful seeing so may of you guys and gals all loved up and doing great with each other. Unfortunately, it's becomingly increasingly triggersome to my illness (those that know know whta I mean and those that don't, probably don't need to know, but it's...

So, there is a quote in my signature from the lyssen, jokingly saying I have a harem.

Well, it turned out that I ended up with exactly that. A slave and two subs.

Now, I'm neither poly, nor particularly greedy, so it may be best that I start with explaining why so many - even more so when you bear in mind that I'm not a Dominant by nature (as can be attested to in my first blog).

My first sub, lexidrake183, came about because she was looking to gain more discipline...

Now, we all have defences, that's pretty standard. Plenty of people on here have a few extra, not wanting to mingle real life with deviant activities for the general public. I understand that more than most, whereby my face is my career and even the vocal recordings are a huge risk for my work and life: added to which, other careers aren't really an option due to how ill they make me. But I'm already being tangenital.

There are many kinds of defence that we all have. There're the kinds...