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My Locktober Blog - Part One

Posted 09-29-2021 at 01:43 PM by PupJay123
Updated 11-11-2021 at 08:12 AM by PupJay123 (Updated information)

I want to thank Emmyred for posting the Wheel of Locktober Challenge (https://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=407760). I have committed to the Challenge in the Hard mode, and will be posting my progress and experiences here, as I try to get through 31 days (or longer, should I fail to complete any tasks).

While having denied orgasm for more than 30 days, my longest previous locked period is 7 days, so this will be a serious challenge. Some of the tasks from the wheel will be a challenge, too.

Wish me luck

Day -1

It's been a week since my last orgasm, and I'm going to deny myself today, so that locking up tomorrow will be so much more daunting--and at the same time, thrilling--knowing there's at least 31 days ahead. To further challenge myself, I'm going to use my 2 smallest chastity devices (alternating at cleaning): Holy Trainer v4 Nub and Mature Metal Jail Bird with the shortest, 1-1/4", length (see https://www.getdare.com/bbs/album.php?albumid=16444. I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep tonight.

Day 1

I didn't sleep well last night, but today has gone well, with a pleasant task to massage my balls for 10 minutes while watching porn. While I know each day this month won't go so well, I'm feeling more confident. So, on to the next! Days Remaining: 30

Day 2

A better night's sleep last night, and a new task. Humping a pillow for 3 minutes 3 different times today was a real test. Going to be with blue balls tonight. Days Remaining: 29

Day 3

Looking myself in the eye and saying my cock deserved to be locked 30 times today was a bit of a revelation for me. It resonated more deeply each time I said it, and on the last several times, my cock started straining within its cage. Am I just horny--Duh, of course--or could it be this connecting with something more deeply inside me? This may be a very interesting month.
Days Remaining: 28

Day 4

Hanging in pretty well today. My task today was to listen to an intense arousal hypnosis. This was relaxing as well as frustrating. Having tried several different hypnotist before, I found Nimja's voice and style effective, and will be back for more.
Days Remaining: 27

Day 5

Today was going fine until my task. Watching 20 minutes of porn while touching my cage was more frustrating than I ever would have imagined. My locked penis twitched involuntarily and a copious amount of precum drooled onto my balls. The perfect picture of unfulfillment.
Days Remaining: 26

Day 6

Today's task--listen to a hypno of my chosing--gave me the opportunity to explore more of Nimja's work. He has a very relaxing voice, but we'll see how effective this session was on me. Definitely not as frustrating a day as yesterday.
Days Remaining: 25

Day 7

The reality of what I've committed to is becoming more and more apparent. Today's task was to use my largest plug for an hour. I haven't used a butt plug--of any size--in over a year. Giving myself a few minutes prep with my fingers, I then entered the whereby.com/getdare room, stripped off my underwear and managed to fully insert the plug on my second try. The frustrating surprise was that I kept it in for a little over the hour. My balls are getting more blue with each day.
Days Remaining: 24

Day 8

This day and all that follow are now new records for my duration in chastity. The weight of the stainless steel cage is a constant reminder of my commitment and my predicament. Today's task made my situation crystal clear. While watching 20 minutes of porn, I was stroking a dildo. A dildo that I placed at my groin just above my cage. It was frustrating, exceedingly frustrating, and made it very evident that my penis is just a needy nub that brings me no pleasure, while my nipples and anus are now more sensitive than a penis. This may be the mantra for the rest of my month. But I'm still in for the duration.
Days Remaining: 23

Day 9

Today got off to a bad start--Trap! I owe 5 more task spins before the end of the month. Spinning again my task for the day was to watch 20 minutes of porn while rubbing my blue balls. A steady stream of precum dribbled onto my fingers, but I'm used to that now. I licked them clean and went about my day. My goal is to get all 5 extra tasks completed this next week.
Days Remaining: 22 + 5 tasks

Day 10

Today was a really busy day. I just snuck my task in before going to bed--wearing a plug for 30 minutes. After that I'm not going to fall right to sleep, but am sure I'll have some interesting dreams.
Days Remaining: 21 + 5 tasks

Day 11

Another busy day, but I managed to accomplish my wheel-assigned task. 15 minutes of corner time while thinking about cock sucking, broadcast live on whereby.com/getdare, put me in the right frame of mind today. Later, I received some good advice and encouragement from a person who stripped me on kik. I'm cautiously optimistic about the rest of the month.
Days Remaining: 20 + 5 tasks

Day 12

Today's task demonstrated how on edge I really am. Using my Lovense Edge as a vibrator to touch my cage, I edged 3 times. Each time took less than 30 seconds, and I was a dripping, frustrated mess at the end. Now, I know--keep any vibrations away from the cage! The interesting thing was that my penis wasn't anywhere near as hard as it can get in the cage, but despite that it was nearly stimulated enough to orgasm.
Days Remaining: 19 + 5 tasks

Day 13

Today I spent just over 6 hours naked, not counting showering or sleeping. This was a meaningful task that provided a constant visual reminder of the commitment I made. I think I should do this more often, even if my penis looks more like a nub in its cage.
Days Remaining: 18 + 5 tasks

Day 14

Having to look myself in the eye and saying my cock deserved to be locked 10 times today was surprisingly easy. I'd done it 30 times on Day 3, but until today hadn't realized I've been doing it periodically everyday--pretty much anytime I see my cage. That's sinking in pretty deep. In the spare time that wasn't needed for a task today, I created my own opponent game for Battlestrip (bstrp.exposed), which was a lot of fun.
Days Remaining: 17 + 5 tasks

Day 15

Another busy day today, but did not fail on my task to watch 20 minutes of chastity porn. I could definitely identify with the locked guys, and deep down wished it was me in their place. A guy cumming through has cage from anal stimulation will play over and over in my dreams tonight.
Days Remaining: 16 + 5 tasks

Day 16

Today is the half-way point of Locktober, and remarkably, I've coped well so far. And by chance, today's task was a free day. Sure, I watched some porn, while rubbing and shaking my cage, but oddly, this was not as frustrating as it would have been a week ago. Yes, I'm always horny, but is that such a bad thing? Maybe I am actually cut out for this...and...enjoying it?
Days Remaining: 15 + 5 tasks

Day 17

I wrapped up a long road trip today, and ended my day watching 30 minutes of porn with my hands on my thighs. When the time was up, my balls were smeared with the tears leaking from my caged penis. Another unfulfilling day, and now off to bed.
Days Remaining: 14 + 5 tasks

Day 18

After a night of porn-fueled dreams, today's task was to edge as many times as I could. Armed with the new knowledge that a vibe on my cage was very effective, I started early in the day and finished right before bed. While thinking I'd go for 21, I was wiped out at 15. Literally, feeling on edge all day and as it turned out, all night.
Days Remaining: 13 + 5 tasks

Day 19

Today started ominously with my first task being to spin 2 more times. The PickerWheel first gave me the task of researching an upgraded chastity device I would like to purchase someday. A really good idea. The next spin was much worse: Double your remaining locked up time!
After getting my panic and hyperventilation under control, I told myself that I've made 18 days, I can do 26 more. I got to my research. Having been interested in a 3D printed design, I checked out Evotion Wearables and am leaning towards a ball cage device like Cage 9. To finish off my day, I decided to spin one more time for one of my extra tasks. It was very appropriate. I made a list of 10 reasons why I am better locked in chastity, shared with 5 friends, and posted here on my blog (see http://www.getdare.com/bbs/blog.php?b=94382). What a day!
Days Remaining: 25 + 4 tasks

Day 20

After yesterday, today was a relief. The task was a writing assignment--"I am a horny, dripping mess" 30 times. And that is very true statement. I'd never done a writing assignment before, but there was a sense of accomplishment when I completed.
Days Remaining: 24 + 4 tasks

Day 21

Waking up this morning, I realized I was no longer anxious about the extension of my lock-up. My newfound confidence was a little shaken by the task of vibrating my cage for 20 minutes. While I dripped a lot, I only had to pause once to keep from cumming and performed this task on cam for a few random viewers. Yes, I can do this!
Days Remaining: 23 + 4 tasks

Day 22

Passing the halfway point again, and hoping for no more extensions. The Pickerwheel gave me a free day today--but no unlocking. Why would I do that? To clean and swap cages, but I'll put that off until Sunday. I took advantage of my free time to watch some porn and play battlestrip (I won twice). Now, on for another 22 days.
Days Remaining: 22 + 4 tasks

Day 23

Today's task tested my endurance by having me edge with vibe against my cage 5 times. As before, this is pretty easy to do in my current state and even more frustrating. I'm going to be traveling for the next couple of days and am hoping that I don't receive any tasks that I can't complete--I don't want any more extensions...but could probably handle it. Did I really think that?
Days Remaining: 21 + 4 tasks

Day 24

The Pickerwheel gave me a free day today, which was a good thing because it gave me time to worry about going through TSA at the airport tomorrow on a trip. I don't want to risk wearing the cage through the scanner so will take it off before and put it back on after the screening. But what if they find it in my luggage? How do I explain that? It would certainly be humiliating...but I actually might like that. What's happening here?
Days Remaining: 20 + 4 tasks

Day 25

No problems going through TSA and my flight was fine. Then I spun for my tasks. Spin again 3 times! I managed to combine two of them, wearing pegs on my nipples for 20 minutes while watching a cumshot compilation. It was frustrating not having my nipples to rub while watching the porn, so I played with my hole to distract me from the pain in my nipples. The third task wasn't possible--to watch a 20+ minute JOI video while performing the instructed tasks on a dildo. I didn't travel with a dildo. A lesson for my trip next week. Failed, so add 2 more days to my lock-up.
Days Remaining: 21 + 4 tasks

Day 26

After yesterday, the Pickerwheel was merciful and gave me a nothing day. So, this gave me a chance to ponder going through TSA tomorrow. No way I was going to chance wearing the metal device through the scanner, but would they spot it in my bag? I decided to spin for one of the extra tasks I'd previously received, and lucky me got to fall asleep with porn playing in the background.
Sweet dreams. [/COLOR]
Days Remaining: 20 + 3 tasks

Day 27

I thought I made it through TSA, and then saw my rolling bag was not with the rest of my trays on the conveyor. Panic. "Who has this bag?" "Me," I gulped. They ran it through again. It was a miserable couple of minutes, but then it passed on down the conveyor belt. What a relief. I completed my daily task after getting back home--watching 20 minutes of porn while holding my key. I feel like I'm getting good at being horny all the time. [/COLOR]
Days Remaining: 19 + 3 tasks

Day 28

Today's task was an easy one, but between work and other commitments--I know, excuses--I was only able to get in 2 hours and 20 minutes of wearing my favorite plug for as long as possible.
Days Remaining: 18 + 3 tasks

Day 29

Being allowed to edge as many times as possible today was not a pleasure. It was so frustrating that I only accomplished 3 edges. The last one on a whereby room, where people commented on the drops dripping from my locked nub. I've managed more in a day earlier in Locktober, but it was just so humiliating.
Days Remaining: 17 + 3 tasks

Day 30

For a Saturday, the day was filled with a lot of distractions that kept my mind off the cage and me off my challenge. At the end of the day, I settled in to massage my balls for 30 minutes while watching porn. Then a late night phone call from family interrupted me at 12 minutes, and by the time the call was over it was past midnight. Failed, so add 2 more days to my lock-up.
Days Remaining: 18 + 3 tasks

Day 31

Happy Halloween! A day with family, watching movies and seeing some trick-or-treaters. There was still time to get in my challenge--giving a dildo the blowjob that I can't receive. Oh yes, it go deepthroated. Today marks the end of Locktober, but the Pickerwheel and my failure on some challenges has me staying locked well into the next month. So, on to NOvember.
Days Remaining: 17 + 3 tasks

Day 32

Today should have been an easy day. First thing this morning I spun the wheel, and it was "Nothing! No touching--cage, ass or nipples." Okay, I exercised, got some work done, had breakfast and then showered. And touched everything. Damn. Failed, so add 2 more days to my lock-up.
Days Remaining: 18 + 3 tasks

Day 33

Today's task was an extension of sorts--After my lock-up would usually end, spend 3 days on no touch. That will be torture, and maybe impossible! We'll see. So, since I didn't have a task requiring an activity today, I spun for one of the 3 remaining additional tasks. This was actually fun. I humped something embarrassing for 10 minutes. A desk chair that spun slowly in a circle while I was humping its back.
Days Remaining: 17 + 2 tasks

Day 34

Based on my previous research (see Day 19), today I purchased a lightweight 3D printed device from Mr. S Leather, while not an Evotions Wearable, it is lightweight and feels remarkably sturdy. Today's challenge was to spin 2 more times. Dreading the outcome, I was surprised to get 2 that were related. Listening to Nimja's #8 everyday arousal (quite a frustration) and falling asleep listening to hypno files. I put together a 2 hour playlist and fell asleep. We'll see if any of it took.
Days Remaining: 16 + 2 tasks

Day 35

After sleeping listening to hypno files, I don't feel much different today, but I did sleep well. Today's task was to rub Icy Hot, Tiger Balm or toothpaste on all exposed portions of my caged penis. I went with Tiger Balm, and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Actually, not unpleasant. In the future, I'd go with Icy Hot for a tougher challenge. I swapped to the new 3D printed cage this morning, and find it to be comfortable and light. It could work well for extended wear...and we'll see as I have 15 days to go.
Days Remaining: 15 + 2 tasks

Day 36

The Pickerwheel assigned no challenges for today, which was good, because it was a busy day of work meetings and a late dinner. Tomorrow, I fly again. Nothing picked up by TSA the last 3 times through. We'll see about tomorrow.
Days Remaining: 14 + 2 tasks

Day 37

Had to get up very early to make my flight, and this time my bag was diverted to a separate conveyor belt for inspection. Shit! I stepped up the inspection station and answered affirmatively that it was my bag. The TSA inspector viewed the image on a monitor, looked at me, paused, and then said, "You're good to go." My pulse was still racing as I thanked him. Upon arriving at my destination, another long day and late dinner. I completely forgot to spin the Pickerwheel. Damn! Failed, so add 2 more days to my lock-up.
Days Remaining: 15 + 2 tasks

Day 38

Slept in this morning and still finding the new 3D printed cage comfortable. Today's task also revealed another difference. Holding a vibe to my cage for 10 minutes was less stimulating than with one of the metal cages. Yes, still frustrating, but it failed to put me on edge. Good to know. Feeling bold, I spun for one of the extra tasks. After my lock-up would end, spend 7 days edging 5 times a day. I now have 10 days of tasks after lock-up ends...with tasks that may be tougher than being locked up
Days Remaining: 14 + 1 task


Day 39

I've been giving some thought to my after lock-up challenges. For example, what if I touch myself on one of the no touch days? Start over? Start over and add a day? Clearly, no cuming on those days. Today's challenge was to go commando. Not usually an issue for me, but I'd already dressed for the day in rough blue jeans. I took off my underwear and put the jeans back on. My balls were red by the time I undressed for bed.
Days Remaining: 13 + 1 task


Day 40

I continue to be impressed with the new 3D printed cage, and may later experiment with different size rings and cages. For today's challenge, I read some TORD stories featuring chastity. I especially enjoyed davidallen's story https://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=404427 with the public and camping aspects.
Days Remaining: 12 + 1 task

This blog continues until I've completed lock-up and all tasks and can be found at: https://www.getdare.com/bbs/blog.php?b=94297

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    I hope you have a marvelous time!
    Posted 09-30-2021 at 04:37 AM by Emmyred Emmyred is offline
 

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