When I started actively and seriously looking for sex dates around a year ago, I had some expectations how easy it was going to be. Now, I have made plenty of experience to give it more of a mixed feelings. Even when it is only about having sex without any obligations, sex dating still is dating.

I got contacted very often, by people with profiles of mixed quality. I had chats with quick, arrogant demands without the same level to offer from their side. I got rejected, but worse I had...

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It is time for my update about my diapers. Now that April is half over, and the year is almost to a third I guess I should reflect on how the diapers have been.

Overall it has been a weird experience that has grown to be normal. The diapers are holding nicely and the leaks are very rare and only happen when I don't change like I should. For example, last night I was watching the Overwatch League and wet myself a couple times (really light wettings that I thought...

This morning, as I was laying in bed awake at 5:30 am (I have not been sleeping exceptionally well), I was trying to think of a new way to torture my worms bladder.

Over the last year and a half, Icey and I have given him some pretty devious and delicious tasks to torture and tease his bladder. It is part of our everyday lives usually since he has to ask permission before he allowed to pee.

A lot of the time we like to give him fun "challenges" to make going...

Last week, I had my fourth sex date where the date showed up in total. It was the second time with the same guy which seems to be right what I am looking for.

Though my date had to delay the day we meet on three times, he texted me ahead and shortly, comfortable and friendly texted me and expressed his anticipation. When he contacted me, he had a lot of information on his profile which fit my interests, including an interesting user name, no picture though. On our first date at a porn theatre...

I have self confidence issues.

A lot of this is because of my past, but I also know that as a plus sized woman, society's idea of beauty does not fit what I see in the mirror.

Because of this, I don't really enjoy being naked. I am not comfortable when I am naked. Even in front of just Mr. Devious, I try to pull something over my tummy or keep something in front of me.

Words like sexy,...

Part 1: Summary

Sooo this forum is addicting and lurking is an endless cycle since threads go so far back. I've spent so much time on here I've been neglecting things I actually should be doing. My Mistress got mad and decided that since I spent so much time here, she would make me follow a thread. I had to do the dare thread that was most recently posted to, write up the report, and keep it posted here for at least a week. One of the hardest things for me is having to report my punishments...

Had to post in parts because my Mistress wanted min 2000 words in my report, but blog character limit is 10000

Pt 2: Actual rolls/responses

1st roll- 186. Reroll thrice, go commando for a week, OR anally masturbate (ONLY anal stimulation).
I (stupidly) picked the first since I'm not big on anal. I also knew my Mistress would be proud of me for not picking the easy way out. Going commando for a week is easy enough, so I just have to reroll 3x and hope for the best....