I have a lot of things I should talk about and it is easier for me to do that on a random website to a bunch of strangers. You can comment on my stuff or not, but the majority of my blog posts will be personal things that are difficult for me to talk about out loud.
Thing I Hate About My Body
1. I can't do a backflip. Try as I might, I've been unable to achieve that beautiful spin through the air.
2. My achilles tendon is crazy tight so when I workout and do squats, I can't go down very far. My strong thighs are ready to feel the burn, but my ankles are like nah man.
3. My hands are really small. I'm 5'9" and my hands are as small as most girls who are 5'5". They shouldn't be this small and it's the bane of my existence.
4. I'm taller than most guys and so when I wear heels I'm hella intimidating. I swear I'm not an imposing dominatrix, please dominate me, but I don't know how to be crazy tall and still give off that vibe. It's a struggle
5. I'm flexible but not like that flexible. So I can do the splits sometimes (depends on the day) but I can't do a backbend to save my life
Notice how me being overweight isn't on that list? My lack of muscle isn't on that list. My wish to have nicer hair, thinner legs, flat stomach, smaller feet, stronger arms, those aren't on the list.
People get a lot of hate for their bodies. You're too fat, you're too thin, you're not strong enough, you're too bulky. Eat more, men don't like bones. Eat less, you're a fat slob. Workout more, men should be strong. Tone it down, you're way too into the gym.
Fuck you.
One day, I looked in the mirror and hated what I saw. I say one day but I most certainly still do this. My legs are fat, I've got stretch marks, my stomach is too big, my arms are ugly, I've got circles under my eyes, blah blah blah.
Talk to someone who is into big tits and suddenly my 38DDD/F (depends on the style of bra) is amazing. Who cares if my boobs aren't porn star perky. They aren't going to be cuz they are big and real! There is no reason to hate that fact.
My ass is big and I used to hate it then I talked to someone who likes a big ass on a girl. Suddenly, I'm a fucking goddess. Who cares if I've got stretch marks? I grew and so my skin stretched. Welcome to life!
My legs are not built for endurance. My legs are for sprinting and they are strong and dependable and I can kick a creeper's teeth in if I needed to. Talked to someone who likes curvy legs and suddenly there isn't any downside. So my calves are big, well I can probably outrun you and therefore outrun the bear chasing us.
Now, my point isn't that you should base your self worth and your appearance on what other people think. My point is that, yes on other people, I might like this look and wish I looked like that, but I don't and I probably never will. So for me? I love me with big tits, large ass, and curvy legs. I love how soft my skin is and the fact that my stomach isn't flat means that there is more soft skin. My hair isn't perfect, but it's long enough to be pulled in a scene and I love it. I've got circles under my eyes that make it super easy to give off a death glare when I don't want to deal with people.
My point is, hating your body for not being what may or may not be a photoshopped picture of a model isn't how I want to live my life. And it shouldn't be how you live yours
2. My achilles tendon is crazy tight so when I workout and do squats, I can't go down very far. My strong thighs are ready to feel the burn, but my ankles are like nah man.
3. My hands are really small. I'm 5'9" and my hands are as small as most girls who are 5'5". They shouldn't be this small and it's the bane of my existence.
4. I'm taller than most guys and so when I wear heels I'm hella intimidating. I swear I'm not an imposing dominatrix, please dominate me, but I don't know how to be crazy tall and still give off that vibe. It's a struggle
5. I'm flexible but not like that flexible. So I can do the splits sometimes (depends on the day) but I can't do a backbend to save my life
Notice how me being overweight isn't on that list? My lack of muscle isn't on that list. My wish to have nicer hair, thinner legs, flat stomach, smaller feet, stronger arms, those aren't on the list.
People get a lot of hate for their bodies. You're too fat, you're too thin, you're not strong enough, you're too bulky. Eat more, men don't like bones. Eat less, you're a fat slob. Workout more, men should be strong. Tone it down, you're way too into the gym.
Fuck you.
One day, I looked in the mirror and hated what I saw. I say one day but I most certainly still do this. My legs are fat, I've got stretch marks, my stomach is too big, my arms are ugly, I've got circles under my eyes, blah blah blah.
Talk to someone who is into big tits and suddenly my 38DDD/F (depends on the style of bra) is amazing. Who cares if my boobs aren't porn star perky. They aren't going to be cuz they are big and real! There is no reason to hate that fact.
My ass is big and I used to hate it then I talked to someone who likes a big ass on a girl. Suddenly, I'm a fucking goddess. Who cares if I've got stretch marks? I grew and so my skin stretched. Welcome to life!
My legs are not built for endurance. My legs are for sprinting and they are strong and dependable and I can kick a creeper's teeth in if I needed to. Talked to someone who likes curvy legs and suddenly there isn't any downside. So my calves are big, well I can probably outrun you and therefore outrun the bear chasing us.
Now, my point isn't that you should base your self worth and your appearance on what other people think. My point is that, yes on other people, I might like this look and wish I looked like that, but I don't and I probably never will. So for me? I love me with big tits, large ass, and curvy legs. I love how soft my skin is and the fact that my stomach isn't flat means that there is more soft skin. My hair isn't perfect, but it's long enough to be pulled in a scene and I love it. I've got circles under my eyes that make it super easy to give off a death glare when I don't want to deal with people.
My point is, hating your body for not being what may or may not be a photoshopped picture of a model isn't how I want to live my life. And it shouldn't be how you live yours
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This is probably the best blog post I have read in a while. You don't have to live your life the way people want you to - whether you are a Dom or a sub, you have the right to be who you are. Your body is gonna be beautiful to the right person - and so will your personality, the way you chew, the position you prefer to sleep at night. That person is the right person - not the ones who try to change you in to who they want you to be.Posted 11-01-2016 at 03:09 PM by Runesmith 
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Hi, I'm a random stranger off the internet, come to give you his opinion!
I think looks *are* important, but there's a whole range of tastes. And what's far more important to people is personality, how you hold yourself, how you approach and interact with other people, and so on. That's what makes the big impression on people.
So actually, that's the same comment as the one above. I thought it was going to be more original when I started typing. Never mind.
On edit: Forgot to say, I think you look hot, from your profile picPosted 11-02-2016 at 01:08 AM by yellowtop
Updated 11-02-2016 at 01:11 AM by yellowtop -
Well said! And thank you so much, I had lots of fun writing this blog and I'm glad you enjoyed itQuote:Originally Posted by Runesmith
Your body is gonna be beautiful to the right person - and so will your personality, the way you chew, the position you prefer to sleep at night. That person is the right person - not the ones who try to change you in to who they want you to be.Posted 11-03-2016 at 11:41 AM by techiegirl
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You are a beautiful girl! And I am so glad you aren't letting others tell you that you don't look the "right" way.
I have struggled with body image for a long time. I am overweight and short and stumpy and I don't think I am pretty. But I have learned that Asslvr loves the way I look and he loves who I am as a person which is even more important.
Keep being you beautiful.Posted 11-05-2016 at 10:07 AM by Butterfly
