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I want a second Dom but I can't have him

Posted 01-02-2019 at 10:27 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

Why is it always so hard to figure out how to begin a blog? Anyways...

I have been looking for a second Dom for a while now. Well, I haven't been actively looking for more than a month, but you know what I mean. My Dom is really busy with work, his other relationships and life in general, so I feel like I also need one more person in my life.

But I am such a fucking difficult person. I can't seem to feel close to anyone and if I don't feel close then I can't submit. It's
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Nudity, sex work and confidence

Posted 12-26-2018 at 07:52 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

I know I will probably get a lot of hate for this. I'm also pretty sure the 2-3 people who vote all of my writings with 1 star will now become 10+! Hell, I might even get banned if I don't say that THIS IS NOT A PROMOTION OF MY SERVISES. This is just me being proud of myself. If it's against the rules please delete this instead of me

Tumblr helped me so much accept my body and be comfortable in my skin. All the pictures that I used to post there, all the attention they were drawing,
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The reasons why you don't see me around

Posted 12-09-2018 at 03:07 PM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)
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If you have noticed I am not very active anymore. That is because of various reasons. The truth is that the last weeks have been shit. I am really really apathetic and I don't do anything at all. I am bored of everything and I don't feel horny. Getdare bores me, homework bores me, work bores me, life bores me.

I just got prescribed a new medication that makes me feel like a total zombie, sure yeah I don't feel anxiety or have flashbacks but I also don't feel any excitement, happiness or
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One of my biggest insecurities is one of my kinks!

Posted 11-15-2018 at 01:20 PM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

A few days ago I received a few "asks" on my blog on Tumblr. I will post here one of the questions that I received along with my reply because I find it so interesting how deep insecurities can also be our kinks!


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What the most humiliating name you love to be called
Okay, thatís a very interesting one! Just a note: this is only acceptably by PARTNERS. Do not go and call me these things because youíll get blocked.

I love anything that
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Yes, I'm an attention whore, probably the biggest.

Posted 10-01-2018 at 03:14 PM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)
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* I know this is probably a flaw. I know this probably makes me annoying. I know this is stupid and I know that it is something I need to work on *


If you haven't noticed, I'm a total attention whore and that's one of the few things I'm not ashamed to admit. I just love attention and I do whatever I can I get it. I'm aware, yes. It's highly problematic.

I never really got attention from the people that should be giving it to me. I never got a hug or a kiss or a praise...
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Apathy and misery and boredom and anal gapes and exposure

Posted 09-30-2018 at 04:27 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)
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Every day I send little updates of my day to my partner. I send him an update whenever I am done with one of the rules, or when my mood changes for no apparent reason, and stuff like that. But I'm noticing that it's the same messages every day.

"Update: just finished lunch, gonna study now."
"Update: I have a headache and I am very anxious."
"Update: I just had dinner"
"Update: I just fucked my ass and I have a bigger gape! Look!"
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Shame in BDSM

Posted 09-18-2018 at 03:58 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

~ This blog contains TRIGGER WARNINGS so if you don't want to read about intense stuff delete this tab ~


Shame is a feeling that I struggle with a lot. I might be open here about my thoughts and all that but that's because I'm anonymous and it feels good to blog about these things without my real name appearing next to it. In real life things are a little different.

Generally I feel ashamed for a lot of things. I'm ashamed of the fact that I can't sleep with other
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