... for real.

Over the years, I have encountered so many people wanting to be forced to do things. While I want myself to feel forced their expectations come over to be forced for real. That's just not possible. Real non-consensual is illegal and should get the violator in trouble for good reasons.

For whenever it is played, hello sunshine! But that means we need a crystal-clear agreement that it is played. It needs everyone's conscience that what other and I offer to...

Disclaimer: This is not intended as a judgement of others but a mere reflection on myself.

I never tried consensual blackmail as the blackmailed. I am just the too cautious type for that. I think probably for a good reason. The world has gotten quite global and big. The internet is full of people and with that comes a significant portion of temporarily or consistently malicious people. You never know. If I'd gave away real material to blackmail me with -naked pics with face, contacts,...

I casually played blackmail with about three partners. Nothing big. Actually, I didn't need to chase people for that, quite the contrary. I get the potential thrill about being (playfully) blackmailed. On the other hand, so far, it had that huge issue.

Now inspired by this post by RiskyFlame I got some new thoughts.

If you are being blackmailed without your consent, contact the mods for help and your local authorities. Don't give in to any illegal blackmailers. You risk...

I've been posting this to the forms so much I figure I should just make a blog entry for it


I don't have a camera on the PC, nor any porn. But losing all control and power of my computer is something I can't stop thinking about...
especially the idea of my inputs being locked and even enabling PrivacyMode so I can't see anything.

Connect to me and let me know what you want to do with my PC then I can give you control.

You can:
- Install...

As part of a new, and temporary rule, I've effectively got to blog about something I'm uncomfortable talking about for the next 3 days...this time it's my first, and only, mistress

When I entered the "kink universe" I never really expected to want a Mistress or Master, the thought of giving up potentially control of your life to the same person either near permanently or even for an hour or 2 in a session didn't really appeal. How would it not get repetitive and stay fresh? Could...

Lana, Zoe and me were going home from school. We shared a good part of our ways, though usually I was going on my own. I wasn't much of a socialiser, nor one of the popular boys, especially regarding girls. But the two girls of my class level had asked me to join them. I knew them only from sight, when our classes met on the floor changing rooms or on the schoolyard. Actually there were quite pretty, showing off their smooth legs under their skirts with a sunshine smile. I just didn't know what they...

Summer vacation, which meant the Gulligan family was gathered at the parents mansion. Their oldest daughter Clara and the second son Oliver were usually away studying at Harvard and Yale, while their youngest James was busy with school or going out with friends. Gathered also might not be the exact right word, since the Gulligans were so filthy rich that every member had a voluminous part of the house for its own. They only met for lunch and to discuss "family matters", a grave word in the...