Guess it is time i better define my likes and limits

likes:
humiliation, mostly doing tasks that are frustrating or embarrassing. These include making me do silly things or stuff that's just a little gross. Also making me dress like a woman
Sexy clothes, I Can't really afford new clothes, but have some sexy male clothes and some female clothes that qualify
diapers and pee, wearing a diaper is humiliating and degrading as is wetting it etc. I also hate drinking pee...

I want to thank Emmyred for posting the Wheel of Locktober Challenge (https://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=407760). I have committed to the Challenge in the Hard mode, and will be posting my progress and experiences here, as I try to get through 31 days (or longer, should I fail to complete any tasks).

While having denied orgasm for more than 30 days, my longest previous locked period is 7 days, so this will be a serious challenge. Some of the tasks from the wheel will be a...

Please keep in mind as a kink these behaviors are based on consent of all involved. You should never bully anyone for real. If you are bullied, seek help. Real bullying ruins people's life up to killing them.

That said, given my favor for add threads and PM dares, sometimes in some creatively mean ways, unfairness is one of my kinks. It's a special form of humiliation, possibly masochism, to let yourself be put under other people's powers of meaniness.

Like in these rule...

PM Dares and other sources:
November 2021
No Nut November: 30/30 days;
Denial: 1/1 days(to be done after NNN);
500/500 strokes;
20/20 edges;

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October 2021
33/33 edges;
60/60 minutes as a dog;
30/30 strokes;
40/40 ball slaps;
30/30 ball slaps with tied balls;
1/1 stories written;
1/1 naked workout session;

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Denied by Girls 2.0...

Visiting my brother who had a stroke, I have some time to reflect on my mental health issues - burdens on my soul.

I could write at length about family constellation as a kind of shock therapy - short and intense, but if it's something for you'll find to it anyway. So I'll keep it short that it's a way I find good for me for two reasons: I struggle to commit to any ongoing long-term processes like a therapy with a therapatist over months and years with weekly sessions - and still consider...

I lost in a thread and am now Agolnafu's slave for an undetermined length of time.
My task is to write about 10 lines describing a humiliation dare I secretly wish would come true.


So here it goes. It would start by being plugged and in chastity. Then I would have to be diapered and dressed up in female clothes including a teddy-like bodysuit, panties, and bra as well as a dress. Then I have to wear male clothes over it and try to disguise that I am in female clothes under...

Well, I am flying home after living out of a suitcase for a couple of weeks. I am flying all night from the east coast. I took the red-eye flight and look forward to getting back home at 8 am. I am tired of going from one hotel to another. I am sure other people would enjoy it, but it gets old. Especially when you have to haul so much stuff with you. I don't mind for a few days. Or if I am staying in one place.
The plane is quiet as people all around me are sleeping. Some are snoozing as others...