My Bondage Teasing Torture (The Edge-a-Minuteman)

This is a report on my first ever real self-bondage session. To see how I tied myself up and how the edging through TENS works read my previous blog entry: My Bondage Teasing Torture (The Setup)

In the beginning I just enjoyed the stimulation and the scenes in my ear. It was especially fun when the stimulation came parallel to a climax in the porn. Though of course I couldn’t climax myself. But the first 10 or 15 times I was glad it didn’t because I wanted to enjoy the whole setup. I can only estimate how long it was until it started to be torturing as I lost every sense of time. Even though there was one stimulation cycle per minute I very soon lost count of the cycles. Especially when it started to be less pleasurable.
At that point the sexy voice became a little annoying, because I was so excited and the bitch was only making me hornier without getting me off. The teasing began to get to me and make me mad.

It was only at that time I really began to feel that I was in bondage. I realized how restricted my movements were and that I really couldn’t do anything to change my situation. With the situation beginning to be less quick fun and more of a long session the whole scope of what it means to be actually bound began to dawn on me. When tying myself up or being tied by my ex-girlfriend I never was in a situation I actually wanted to change what was happening and couldn’t. Binding myself I could always escape. With Ex never teased me like that or did anything else that would have made me feel like trying to get out of the situation.

The time between stimulations seemed to be getting longer and longer and I started to concentrate hard on the stimulation so it would finally put me over the edge. But it never worked. At the end of a stimulation cycle I would give a loud moan of frustration and my cock was twitching with excitement. It felt so hard as if it would burst any moment. I could literally feel the precum dripping from my penis onto my belly. I lost all track of time. The more cycles like that I had to undergo the less I could think straight.

But at some point I just became exhausted. I couldn’t concentrate on the audio anymore and didn’t hear what she was saying. In the pauses my cock would even start soften a little. But whenever the stimulation started again I concentrated on it again in a panic because the painful seconds of the maximum would be much more painful when my cock wasn’t all hard. So I was forced to keep somewhat conscious in the situation and wasn’t able to zone out and let it happen.

I didn’t foresee this when I had set the tens to be painful but by a lucky accident I managed to make this a real torture without an escape.

Well... actually I could have escaped the stimulation since I had placed the tens in a way I could pull the plug as an emergency safety off. (Which is very important when doing e-stim) But that also meant I wouldn’t be able to turn it on again for the rest of the time in bondage. Even though I was beyond being tortured by teasing and more in a state of overstimulation, the thought of staying in this bondage with the audio on and have no stimulation making me feel good for who knew how long it would be until I could free myself…. It was just not an option.
It was exactly like having a stomach ache from too much ice cream and still keep on eating it because throwing away ice cream seems just downright wrong.

At some later point I was somewhat content with the stimulation. A feeling that was a little like fucking without being really turned on. It goes on for hours and though you’re not bored and you find the whole thing sexy, you’re just not excited enough to finish. And so it just continues to be fun, but not that crazy great fun it would be if you were pushing each other toward great orgasms. (I don’t know if that makes sense to you but to me it does, since I had a share of those eternal sex workouts^^)
So yeah I think content is the right word to go.

At that point my left arm began to hurt a lot from being stretched over my head. Over the time of 3 or 4 cycles/minutes the pain became so strong I began to worry to tear a muscle. I began pulling the rope for the key violently. I had pulled it before to check if I could get free but this time I tried to force it out. It didn’t work.

Somehow in my overexcited state of mind, completely focused on the BDSM setup of my situation I chose to not use the scissors and get myself free some other way.
(I don’t know how sound minded that decision was, given the pain in my arm and that I was so horny I couldn’t focus on one thing for long. But I think in self bondage SSC only gets you that far. I mean the alternative would be not to do stimulation in self bondage… or don’t do it at all, for risk of dozing off or sinking in deep meditation and waking up not being able to move the necessary muscles to get free… yeah, not gonna happen :P)

I quickly realized that the time in the stretched position made my muscles more loose and all my limbs more flexible than when I started the bondage. So I could actually reach to the tin can through the bars of my head board. I forced my fingers in the slit the top of the can was after I had pressed it together. I tried to pry it back open again to release the sock. It took me a while because whenever I would have built up the strength in my fingers, the next cycle would start and like a good little slut I just had to give in to the pleasure. But after a few edges I managed to concentrate long enough on the can to get the key. It than took me another 3 edges to get the padlock open.

Free at last!!!

In a lucid yet dreamy state of mind I used my now free hands to slowly stroke and caress my cock and my balls. It was so loving and tender and I worked with the electro stimulation. I took 4 cycles. The last one being perfectly timed together with the woman in my ear describing how I was cumming in her ass while she was blindfolded and tied and covered in whip marks and candle wax *yummy*

The orgasm was incredible. One last time I got to the edge and while the stimulation decreased I used the gentle stroking and rubbing to very very veeeery slowly and gently push me over the edge.
The resulting orgasm wasn’t at all wild, shooting and pulsating as it usually is. My cock was far from the throbbing twitching mess it was earlier. Instead all the built up energy was released in long literally breathtaking tidal waves. My cum didn’t burst out but streamed out, flowing onto my belly onto the little crust of by now dried up precum.
The orgasm waves were incredibly long. They kept coming for more than half a minute because I was still in a wave, just beginning to come down, when the tens started over again!

The stimulation forcibly amplified my orgasm to an extreme level. I wanted to scream in insane pleasure but couldn’t even exhale, my whole body was tense. For the whole 8 seconds of the high stimulation I was completely lost in limbo/spaced out.
It was that kind of numb tranquility I usually have for a glimpse of a second during a normal orgasm.
That fleeting high point of the orgasm, that barely conceivable point where pleasure becomes satisfaction through the climax just as inexplicable as the point where the future becomes the past through the present.

And I was in this state for a whole 8 seconds until the electricity decreased. And with the current my whole body seemed to shut down. No heavy breathing, no twitching. Just lying there almost vegetative and completely happy and satisfied.
I was aware enough to manage to use my kill switch on the TENS unit though. I didn’t want to find out what would happen if it started again after all of this. And by switching off the TENS unit I also got the time. It was 72 minutes from when I had started. So it was 68 edges in bondage plus the 4 bringing me to orgasm.


I just lay there for a while, enjoying my state of mind. But just thinking of what I just had done made me horny again and I wanted to quickly release that excitement and continue being satisfied. So I rather quickly but nonetheless with great fun got myself another – though this time normal - orgasm. Now I finally could just enjoy my happiness and after chatting with a getDare friend about my experience I slept away with a huge smile on my face.


Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed my report!!