Congratulations for achieving your ultimate fantasy, how's the feeling after more than one month?

Indeed, while this matches your desires, it also deprives your Master of the pleasure to put his fat dick into your cunt and use it for his pleasure. Have you considered the idea to apply of numbing cream on your cunt and clit to prevent you from feeling pleasure and cumming, as a way to let him use your cunt for his amusement? Turning yourself into a sexual toy devoit of perception, would be a good way to show your gratitude to him for having permanently denied you.

This is so extreme and... unbelievably hot!!!

A few questions:
- how would you rate your last orgasm? A you described it, it seems that it was, in itself, unremarkable...
- If that is the case, isn't it perversely satisfying that - while giving up with your pleasure - your last go at it wasn't even an amazing experience? That your orgasms kind of "fizzled" away, rather then explode with a loud "booooom!"?
- how do you feel like, thinking that its memory is going to necessarily fade away, up to the point that you'll barely be able to remember how does having one feels like?

I'm glad to hear you finally are over with your orgasms. You always knew that you don't need them anyways so without the constant threat to have one you will probably be a lot happier You can now fully focus on your training on being the best pet

I am so horny reading this. I am very jealous. So lucky to be owned and cared for in such a way.

Wow! That sounds scary and incredible all at the same time. Would be interested in hearing how this pans out for you in the coming months or years.

I am glad that you get to live out your ultimate fantasy. I hope that it is everything you want and so much more.

I didn't realise this was a problem for women! I cum almost immediately from penetration, so its nice to know some women suffer too.

Even though i knew it would happen it never occurred to me as an issue as you can obviously keep fucking, i didn't think about it become sensitive and painful.

I am so relieved that I am not alone. You don't read anything about the fact that there are also women who orgasm too quickly. For me, the problem is when there is clitoral stimulation, which also means during sex, depending on the position, it can be too fast. And the more aroused I am, the quicker, of course. I've come more than once during foreplay, which is very frustrating. I'm correspondingly bad at edging.

Does that work for you? Does it help you? Or what exactly has helped you, does it now take longer for you to come?

Wow. Thanks for sharing. Sounds intense

You are most welcome, any time.

Not really. Sometimes life is full of surprises and unfavorable things that can be very hard often enough. Throughout it we can either crumble or try to make the best out of it all and still see the beauty in it. Your "Thankfully that" part is a great example of that. Seeing the silver lining in everything. And you said some beautiful things that were mind expanding and not easy to say or find. But finding the words to say how we feel and understand what's bothering us, and the positive seed we can learn from it is comforting. Writing is the pretty much the closest to peace I've ever been...

Anyway, just as you were surprised they told you that, doesn't mean future surprises won't come around the bend for better or worse. Make the best of each moment and stay true. Diamonds are made from the pressure of coal. Keep making diamonds when life gives you coal. Stay graceful, but don't be hard on yourself when you fall. Keep seeing the good even when it is harder to. Smile even when it's hard. Life is beautiful. You never know what will happen. But each of us is what contributes to that beautiful expression. Thanks for giving us a shining and dignified example.

Thanks for replying, that's a very valid point you/he make(s)

Wow, really good writing

I know how it feels to write something down that you're aching to get out, and is often unheard, overlooked, or not understood. It's always great to translate those tumultuous emotions into words and relieving and peaceful in a way. Thank you for sharing. It's beautiful.

I have never understood 'begging' and whenever I come across posts 'begging' the dominants for something, more often than not, I find certain phrases just repeated for the sake of it and more emoji's and gif's than words.

This for the first time to me as a random lurker seems a genuine (and not forced) entry at begging and putting your reasons forward convincingly.

It is good that you embrace your denial, and that your owners control your edges.

I think the problem with your 200 words was that you should have put more emphasis on your owners needs and you may have been more successful.