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PM Dare Diary – Introduction

Posted 03-26-2018 at 08:34 PM by Yasna

I have taken a long break from this site, several months. When I left I was overwhelmed and confused, not knowing how to feel about a newly discovered apparently dominant tendency … And there was work and study and a short love affair. But all that is really not important right now.

Last week I remembered … How much fun I had with my "Rules" thread last August. (You can read it here: http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=318857) I had not only fun when I was adhering to the rules and doing the tasks. I was thoroughly enjoying writing about it. So I came back, had a peak here and there, and then I stumbled across threads that left me dumbfounded. Threads in which women asked for predefined punishments or tasks. (Like this one http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=323793, or this http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=335878, or this http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=334885; thanks for the inspiration!) And the punishments and tasks were accumulating rapidly. As these women were supposed to be denied as long as there were open items the release of orgasm disappeared into a remote distance. I was ploughing through the seemingly endless pages. And I was thinking: "I could never do this!", "I could NEVER do this!" And I am right. I know myself. I could never do this. At some point I would become overwhelmed and run away. And not orgasm for several months? Hell, no! I know I would cave in at some point.

However, there was another thought when I was reading through these threads. "I want to do this!", "I really WANT to do this!" Imagining being in a similar situation of long-term control and frequent punishments and arousing tasks made me incredibly horny. I took a couple of days to think about how I could recreate such an experience, but tailor it to my needs and (let's face it) weaknesses. A version which would offer me at least some sense of control. And some orgasms. :-)

So I came up with the idea to do something similar with PM dares. With dares and rules that could be altered to avoid an aggregation of tasks that would just scare me off, eliminate unpractical tasks (or add new ones) and adjust to differences in my work load over time.

And with regards to orgasms … I think I've found a passable, yet (for me) very challenging solution. (1) I will have a day off orgasm control on every first of each month (except April, 1st). On this day I'm free to have one orgasm if I choose to. (2) You can try to keep me in permanent denial for the rest of the time, but the DENIAL for a day dare doesn't accumulate, meaning it has to be renewed by somebody every day. If I don't get this dare over the course of 24 hours I'll be free to orgasm.

Finally: Mandatory masturbation tasks have preference over all other tasks, meaning I can't reduce any of the other tasks before they are fulfilled. I decide myself whether and how and how long I masturbate once all obligatory masturbation dares are done though.

I planned to adhere to these rules for 120 days as a start, from April, 1st to July, 30st. But why not start right now?
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