One with nature: March Dare of the Month

For as long as I can remember I’ve wanted to do something daring in public. It’s been one of my major curiosities and the porn I most often love to watch; I think partly as the extra risk just seems to elevate emotions up another level. I’ve often said if I was sure the world was going to end I’d go streaking down a high street, just to feel that adrenaline rush and mega-arousal without fear of repercussions would be bliss. Alas though the real...

Free(from a)dom

Freedom sucks. We fight wars to get it yet the only thing I now long for is to have it taken away. I hate it. As I regain my right to orgasm I also lose my Mistress; Sexyred. It’s hit me quite hard as it’s the longest relationship I’ve had (no girlfriends or boyfriends) and it feels like losing a piece of myself. It hurts. So much.

18 months ago I excitedly replied to Sexyred’s advertisement. I was nervous as my first sub/dom relationship was a disaster and...

Hypnotest #1: Research

I’ve never really been sure if hypnosis is really for me. Beyond the obvious issue of whether it works or not I rather like to think of my mind as a safe sanctuary. A somewhat private space for my own thoughts and dark fetishes to fester to blossom of their own accord. Even if I consent to opening up my mind up then is it something I want involved with my kinks? I decided to at least research whether it was for me and what is roughly involves…

Do I...

My ever-increasing list of toys and girly clothes. I'm unlikely to buy more...but then again I keep telling myself that then unable to resist the temptation to get more I do like using my sex toys, it does make me feel nice & naughty!

Toys and household items

• Ball Gag (make me drool)
• Belt (collar or whip)
• Butt plugs (one silicone vibrating butt plug

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1 Year, 0 Orgasms

The facts:
Denial length: 1 Year (and counting)
Full orgasms: Zilch
Ruined orgasms: 8 (maybe?)

Well today’s the day, 1 year after my last full glorious cummy messy orgasm. When I originally received 333 days of denial it seemed like an unclimbable mountain. I was inexperienced in denial having done one very messy (ruiny) 1 month spell previously so I was rather assuming I’d have to beg for reductions long before I made anything like...