This week I really feel like I am failing ...

I have been taking hormones this week again, hoping to get ready for making a baby. They are awful honestly. They make me grumpy, emotional, nauseous and give me headaches. They also tend to make my blood sugar numbers surge. And that is a problem because I cannot get approval for fertility treatment unless my blood sugars are within target. So it is a frustrating never-ending cycle.

I am talking with a new potential Dom. We...

In less than 24 hours, a little worm will be travelling across the world to visit me!

Jaro and I met, right here on getDare, 3.5 years ago. I can’t believe it has been that long already. Our D/s relationship has changed many times over the span of three years. We have gone from very relaxed D/s to very strict M/s and even almost an entire year of consensual blackmail.

We have both learned so much about each other, our kinks, bdsm, and ourselves. We have shared laughter,...

**Jaro and I wrote this blog together. My part is written in purple. **

Day 3 of our trip was set aside for Jaro to meet my kinky friends. We had planned to meet a friend of mine: A, to help us with putting Jaro into a hogtie. Afterwards, there was a kinky campfire at my house where he could meet some more of my kinky friends, as well as my new play partner/dom.

Unfortunately, A was not feeling in a very top headspace, so that changed the plans a little bit.
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**Jaro and I wrote this blog together. My part is written in purple. **

I have a new Dom play partner who is bi. Since the beginning of our trip, I had told Jaro that he was going to have to choose between being fucked in the ass by N or deepthroat him. Well … today was the day. I could tell right from first thing in the morning that Jaro was terrified.

I have probably been dreading this day the most. Especially since Miss said that after the mind fuck at the playparty...

Well Thanksgiving Weekend took a turn for the worst! I along with some other co-workers were involved in a wreck on our way to go skiing Sunday night! I am still in the hospital as are two other people! The state troopers say we are lucky to take the least! Four other workers had to spend a couple of nights for safety! Also so that they could be under 48 hours observation! Our two vehicles are total demolish belong repair! But at least no one lost their lives which is a good thing!
We still can't...

Sir had a small task for me over night last night and into today which I have to say was pretty bad as it involved disrupting my sleep.

Task 7
Equipment required

• Ankle Cuffs
• Wrist cuffs
• Collar

The Task
To sleep naked overnight with ankles and wrists cuffed and collar on. I will set an alarm for 3am, get up, go to the bathroom and read the list of 41 humiliating words on my body out loud before returning to bed.

The report
I never sleep naked....

Balls are fun. You get to kick them around and whack them and squeeze them and dive on them. No, not those balls, silly. Soccer balls! Soccer is awesome. Why, you ask? I'll tell you why.

Why do I like soccer? I like soccer because men run around in tiny white shorts and show off their well defined legs. I like it because they grunt and grab one another and turn into animilistic cavemen. Why do they turn into cavemen? I don't know. It's just a ball, jeez. Speaking of balls, balls are fun...