If anyone reads this and knows of a great electronic device that gives out painful shocks to the nipples and balls etc, please message me where I can purchase one and it's price.
Thank you.

GED

Earlier I wrote about a guy who I had been around, who was fuckin hot.
I can update you on more information.
He was more like 6' 5", and built like a real thug who wouldn't take no for an answer, I'd say 'yes' every time.
I just couldn't help starring at him, imagining what I'd like him to do to me, which would be almost everything!
He was more likely to be in his late twenties when I got a closer look at him, which made me even more impressed.
He is definitely...

There's a guy sitting no more than 10 feet away from me, who could give my ass a beating of a lifetime. He's got a stocky build, 6'2". I'd say he's in his early 20's. I am sure that he could order me around, demanding that I satisfy his every last. I would willing eat his shit hole, let him drench me in his piss and cover my face in his spit....I can dream!

I know a straight married guy called Paul. He is 45 and has three grown children, but my god he really is boring, dull, uninteresting, etc.
He only talks about two things, football and sport in general.
I used to think he was intelligent but now I have my doubts.
He's a good looking and attractive guy, but being in his company is like watching paint dry. I dread to think what he'd be like during sex!
I find straight guys attractive, and I would seriously like to play with...

I must have done a good job beating my ass on the 5/11. When I sat down in the evening you could feel the lumps and bumps.....yes!!!!

I have just realised one of the drawbacks of self beating...your wrists ache later, good job I haven't got arthritis!!!!

I really enjoyed beating myself today (Tues 5/11). If only there were guys around who would do it for me!
I used my mouth gag during my self beating, which added to the thrill.
I have ordered a horse whip, which hopefully will be here next week, I can't wait to use that on my ass, thighs, abdominal area.
If only someone in the Manchester region (UK) was willing to come round and teach me a lesson, and show me how a sub should be controlled and treated.