I have been uploading my past sexual experiences on Getdare.com, which looking back makes me yearn for those days to return.
I have my current fantasies that I also write about in here, hoping that one day they might actually happen.
There's nothing better than writing about something that once happened.
I have more stuff that I'm going to write about but I don't want to hog the system.

Feeling safe is not something that comes easy to me. I grew up not feeling emotionally or physically safe in my environment. So it doesn't just happen naturally with every person that I meet.

But the feeling of safety is something that is really important when you are exploring a kink dynamic.

Entering a BDSM relationship can be an exciting and fulfilling experience, but safety—both physical and emotional—should always be a top priority. Here are some of the things that...

As per usual today, Saturday, was my dildo day, where I set out to get my dildo in my ass while thinking about a straight married guy that I know professionally. Rhys could take the place of the dildo anytime.
I used my mouth gag device today for the first time and it felt amazing. If Rhys wanted to come round and use me to satisfy all of his s&m urges then using my mouth gag to silence me, would be exceptable.
S&M sex acts doesn't have to involve sex, so Rhys can still come round,...

I know a guy called Rhys who is straight and married, but there's just something about him that I seriously want to explore. I'm into S&M, a sub, and I think Rhys would make a fantastic dom. Rhys could use me to satisfy mine and his s&m urges. S&M doesn't have to involve sex, so Rhys could come round, use me, then go back home to his wife without actually 'cheating'. If only Rhys would know about my s&m interests, and then come round to my place and act them out on me!

Given PM dares
Remember your place: 3
Freeze:
Beg bitch: 3
Edge:
Hands off:
heel bitch:
Cool Down:
Add:
Insert:
Vibe:
Hands free: 1
Get wet: 1

Edges given for using I: 22

Completed as of 11/1
Remember your place: 3
Freeze:
Beg bitch: 3
Edge:
Hands off:
heel bitch:
Cool Down:
Add:
Insert:
Vibe:
Hands free: 0
Get wet: 0...

The dare
Wearing only a towel, go to my apartment stairwell with a dildo and drop the towel and edge, then orgasm on the stairs. Wear the towel back to my apartment.

The method
I negotiated to swap the towel for a dress, and shoes. The location in the stairwell was down by the basement stairs, if no one is in the basement, the only direction people could come from is above me. The time that would work best is the middle of the night on a quiet night. A Friday or Saturday...

Here toy will keep track of the tasks given to it on its thread and state if they are complete. If they are completed there will be a blog post with the report

completed:
Given on 10/30/24
- I'll leave to this blond toy the easy task to count and report how many times this blond toy must edge, right now, for the pronouns improperly used in this thread.
Given by: redcamel

Completed on 11/23
Try this task:
I would like you to place toothpaste...