I must have done a good job beating my ass on the 5/11. When I sat down in the evening you could feel the lumps and bumps.....yes!!!!

I have just realised one of the drawbacks of self beating...your wrists ache later, good job I haven't got arthritis!!!!

I really enjoyed beating myself today (Tues 5/11). If only there were guys around who would do it for me!
I used my mouth gag during my self beating, which added to the thrill.
I have ordered a horse whip, which hopefully will be here next week, I can't wait to use that on my ass, thighs, abdominal area.
If only someone in the Manchester region (UK) was willing to come round and teach me a lesson, and show me how a sub should be controlled and treated.

Here is my monthly bucket list for November. As the year progresses I find myself wanting more and more to continue to grow as a sissy and am already thinking about what more I can do next year to be an even better sissy and continue to grow more feminine and sexy.
I have updated my behaviors and wardrobe for this month as follows:

Behavior
1. Only sit down and pee as a girl.
2. Replace all of my bath supplies with female products.
3. Lotion my body with female...