This blog is just for me to vent my frustrations. Don't bother reading it.

I have a huge whole in my heart, making me very upset. My grandma died a few months ago of cancer and I miss her dearly. My uncle died yesterday, the morning after his birthday, of a rare degenerative disease. I miss him too. I just graduated from college a few weeks ago and now I have to find a job. I have been going to school since I was 3, for 21 years and I am used to it. I want to go back to school. I am not...

Wednesday was my last day of work. I cannot work there anymore unless I apply to be a lead teacher. I had to say goodbye to all the children and I cried.

On the way home, I was thinking about all the things that work had taught me this year. I bonded with one child with a disability and I worked one-on-one with him most of the semester. He has taught me a lot. One of the major things that he has taught me was how much patience I actually have. When he would have a temper tantrum because...

I was listening to some Christmas songs today and one came up called "Where are you Christmas?" by Faith Hill. This got me thinking about having my first christmas without my grandma. I really miss her. We always went to her house every Christmas morning after church and had lunch together. I don't know what we are going to do this Christmas now.

I will also be graduating college in a few days. It's a super busy time getting everything done and looking for a job and a place...

I was watching television today and they were talking about Obama trying to get rid of "Don't Ask, Don't Tell." What is the problem with people knowing that someone in the military is gay? I don't understand! The same goes with gay marriages. What's the problem with that?

In class today, we were talking about how young adults come out of the closet more than adolescents do. This got me thinking about a conversation I had with my sister. She said that she would be very disappointed and angry if she found out that I was a lesbian. My dad and grandma were there also. My family is very religious and don't believe that two girls or two guys should love each other.

Now, my problem is that I believe I am bisexual and my class said that young adults come out of...

I have this invisible bubble around my car just like I have one around me. If you go in my bubble, I get angry. If you are driving in my bubble, I hit my breaks to tell that driver to get the fuck out of my bubble. If that person doesn't back off, I slam on my breaks to show them that I want them to GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY BUBBLE. If you crash into me for being in my bubble, I will sue you for tailgaiting and your insurance premiums will skyrocket. You don't want that now do you? *evil face*
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LIFE IS GOOD finally. Finally a happy blog.

I bought a car today and can finally say the car I have been driving for 10 years is MINE.

School has started again and even though I don't know anyone in my class and I have to get used to taking tests again, I am excited because it is my last semester of school EVER (until I start teaching again). I also started work again. I started a week late due to circumstances beyond my control and I am finally caught up.
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