This is a fantasy of mine, no actions taken or people mentioned are realy and are unlikely to ever before real. This fantasy contains: extreme body modification, public exposure, extreme humiliation, orgasm control, bondage, diapers, exposure to coworkers, public humiliation, etc

My Daddy/Mommy is having their friends over. I've met them before, some are even my coworkers, one of them is a mystery to me. The house is clean and the food is on the table waiting to be served.
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I've had many people ask me what things I like, what I wont do or allow and because of that I decided to make this list that will include a lot more than I could in just my signature.


- BDSM
- General slut behavior
- Verbal humiliation
- Physical humiliation
- Exhibitionism
- Restraints
- Roleplay
- WAM
- Public tasks
- Body writing
- Pain (Not too crazy)
- Nipple play
- Toy play
- Anything...

I've been wearing diapers since I was born and I stand by it today, it wasn't always like that, I used to hate diapers and everything that had to do with them. i was born with a piece of open back, which caused nerve damage in my spine and caused bladder incontinence, i am wet very often every night and every day. At that time I was the only diaper wearer in the whole school, mocking and Hanselein were the order of the day. Classmates teased me, called me baby and trouser pisser. At home there was my...

Breath play
Breath play has always been something that I have said was outside my risk profile, however, I have always found porn with themes of breath play really hot. Lately I have been fantasizing about exploring breath play just a bit irl. Maybe I would be sitting at my computer, doing some work, and he would appear and with the simple command "hold your breath", I would stop breathing and wait desperately for him to allow me to take a breath. An even more exciting scenario is being...

For anybody who knows me to any degree, probably knows that I have always wanted a puppy. I even wrote a blog about it here.

However, for some reason the grown ups in my life have always voted against me and told me that I am not old enough (even though that is complete BS since I am a responsible grown up!) Instead, I have been blessed with three kitties, out Pasta Cats.

(Spaghetti, Fettucine & Penne)

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I have struggled to write this blog for over a week now. I am still numb but also very deeply hurt. After 2.5 years, Gerbil.boy and I are no longer together.

I don't regret loving him. I don't hate him. I don't think I ever could. But knowing that I had invested more in the relationship than he ever could, and that the decision to walk away from me seemed to come so easily to him ... it hurts.

I wouldn't change the fact that I gave my heart to him. It's what I do. I wear...

I was recently asked if I could update my toy list so I figured it is about time so here we go

Dildos:
- Large vibrating dildo complete with balls
- Regular suction cup that bends
- Large purple one (can be attached to my strapon harness

Vibrators:
- Small hitachi magic wand
- 3 Bullet vibrators of different sizes

Anal:
- Large black butt plug
- Small blue beaded plug
- Black silicon anal beads
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