A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
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Posted 09-30-2018 at 06:29 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Lately I have been in a very Dommey headspace. I have a full time sub (Jaro) as well as a few casual play partners that I Top with. It seems that every time I turn around there is somebody new who I am bossing around.
I love being a Domme. I love being toppy, but at the same time, my subby side has been severely neglected the past few months. I crave that submission. I crave giving up control. I need it. I want it.
And while I am being Dommey, it is hard for me to get...
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A Butterfly Princess <3
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Posted 09-29-2018 at 07:38 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
When we started to talk, I was in a vulnerable place. I felt isolated from my friends and family. I was in a bad relationship (but you didn't know that). I was looking for somebody to talk to, to confide in, to be friends with. I let my guard down.
I lied to you. I was not happy with my fiance. But I liked to protect myself. I didn't want to open myself up to the possibility of you getting the wrong idea. I was very clear with you that I was looking for friends only.
My...
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Posted 09-29-2018 at 06:48 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 09-29-2018 at 06:57 PM by Butterfly
As I sit here and write this, my chest is still tight. It hurts to breathe. I have started this blog about 10 times now and wiped everything that I have written. The truth is, I really don't know how to describe the feelings that are happening inside me.
The thing is, I thought I was doing better. It has been awhile since I have had such a flare up in anxiety. It has been years and years since I have had more than one anxiety attack in a week.
I have no explanation for...
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Posted 09-25-2018 at 01:43 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 09-25-2018 at 02:00 PM by Butterfly
I am tired of dealing with people who feel they are entitled to something. Nobody owes you anything!
Other than the basics (food, water, etc.) you don't just automatically deserve anything. You have to work for the things that you want.
Nobody is entitled to my body, my attention, my respect, my love. You have to earn that!
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Posted 09-14-2018 at 11:00 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
My feet like to be naked. My toes like to be free. When I am at home, I am barefoot 95% of the time. Even when I sleep, my feet need to be sticking outside of my blankets.
I wear flip flops as soon as the weather turns warm enough in the spring. As a Canadian, this means as soon as it turns about 10c and the snow has mostly melted (usually around April). I wear them in the rain, on cold days, at night, as much as I can.
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Posted 09-11-2018 at 11:52 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
For those that know me, you know that I love to be bratty. I have learned from some of the best brats around (even from the Queen Brat herself: Icemaiden) as well as I just have a natural talent for it. When you hear the word Brat, most people associate it with an s type role. I have to say I used to think that way as well ...
but recently I discovered that I have so much fun being a bratty domme as well.
Icemaiden and I have so much fun behind the scenes of our dynamic...
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Posted 09-08-2018 at 03:21 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Since Jaro gets orgasms so sparingly, and his recent pleas to be allowed an orgasm were denied, we thought it might be nice to have an orgasm or two FOR the little worm.
Butterfly's Orgasm
I laid down on my bed, naked except for my pink batman panties. I searched on pornhub for a video to watch.
The video I chose was a woman who was chained to the floor with a funnel gag tapped to her mouth and a wand on her clit. Another woman was held above the funnel...
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