Birthdays mean fun, excitement and happiness, right? Right!

Well, not to everybody...

To me it's an all around anxiety and sadness. I'm 26 now, it's my birthday and i should be happy, but i'm not.

Birthdays remind me always of the time that's passing by...at least the last few year...and then there are people joking on you(at least that way it feels to me) saying things like:

"you're young, enjoy your life!"
or
"look...

as a sub:

likes: cbt, ballbusting, sounding(occasionally), edging, short term tease and denial

intrigued: facesitting, to be held chastely(with a cage of some sort and the key not in my reach), doing stuff outdoors, roleplay, bondage

punishments: denial, ruined orgasms, edges while being denied

limits: PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY'RE SOMETHING SPECIALL!!!, any popular music, wedgies, illegal, family, friends, public, cum eating/play, pee/poo, crossdressing,...