On Tuesday Sir had me do some more deep throat practise. It wasn't great. We tried a variety of different positions.

Sat in bath with the dildo stuck to the tiles - couldn't get it very far in at all.

Lying down on the bed with my head dangling over the edge - better and we were able to do some of my practise, just pushing it in and holding it to get rid of the gag. This position became more problematic later on when trying to put the dildo down my throat as the gag reflex...

Yesterday Sir had two quite full on tasks for me. For the first one he wanted to explore my messy like, something we haven't done anything with so far.

Task 15

Equipment required

• Latex panties
• Latex bra
• golden syrup
• toffee sauce
• chocolate sauce
• tin of spaghetti hoops
• lemon curd

I have quite small boobs. Well it would seem that way anyway. I'm a 32B/C depending on shop. When I wear my latex bra which has moulded cups my breasts don't really fit in very...

Since Sunday when Sir gave me a nice treat/task, we have begun focusing more on my training as a cocksucker which involved finding and buying a dildo and seeing how much I could take and then focusing on improving my gag reflex. You can follow this journey in my other blogs.

Yesterday night we played with confinement. Sir had me go to my space and stay there for an hour and a half. I had a bit of freedom with what I did in my hour and a half. Sir let me take my dildo and vibe and said...

After yesterday's first ever cocksucker training we realised that the biggest issue holding me back is my gag reflex - although my gag reflex has already got better as when I took a lateral flow test today I didn't gag for the first time.

Sir had been doing some research in how to suppress the gag reflex and wanted to try them on me. So the first thing Sir had me do was to coat my dildo to the 3 inch mark with my own spit as this is a natural lubricant and can make the dildo easier to...

Since I entered into the trial period with Sir I have tried a lot of new things but a lot of them are fairly straightforward - with no experience you can just jump in and do them, such as confinement.

One things Sir had noticed is that in a post I had responded to in the truth section here on the site was that I had said that I wanted a dildo. Now, this wasn't strictly true. The question itself was "What toy would you want that you don't already have?" and essentially its the...

In the UK there is a show called the Wheel. Sir and I both watch it from our respective houses. Last night Sir challenged me to a little bit of a competition. How many questions could I get right? If I did well I would get a nice task today, if not... well I don't want to contemplate that right now.

So far with this show I have done awfully. I'm not very good, the categories have been obscure. Its horrible. There was a very high chance of failing given the topics were history, the 80's,...

I've settled in quickly to my role being owned and completing tasks set by Sir. He now has me wearing my collar most of the time. Throughout the week we have been practising skills and tasks. He has had me record me saying "I am Sir's cuntosaurus and I deserve this. I will do my best for Sir". My ability to tie rope and make bondage look pretty has greatly increased. We've practised spanking in different places including my thighs which bruised when we did it and my cunt. And today Sir brought...