• Why do I keep taking two steps backwards after taking one step forward
• Why do people lie to me?
• Why do people need to be fake?
• Why do I feel so alone yet so cared for at the same time?
• Why is it that luck is never on my side?
• Why is that I have been rejected in all aspects of life so many times? Now I just assume the worst
• Why?

Do I know any of you?

Conrad Murray was found guilty today! Horray!!! Finally Michael Jackson's family can get closure. What a great man this was! He only fondled little children but got away with it because he is Michael Jackson. But at least the Jackson

Kim Kardishian was recently divorced by Chris Humphries. What a huge story!!! I wondered what happened?!! Maybe they didn't like each other. Maybe someone said something awful! But at least Kim, whose dad got OJ off, will find closure!!!
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I really don't enjoy this holiday. I know it is positive in some ways, but really I just have found it overrated since i was young. It is okay if you are a young child, but no grown man should dress up as a cop or something like that and go out in public, unless of course you are forced by a woman to do so. I am proud of my decision to skip festivities (plus there were other reasons) and watch baseball instead.

As many of you know, last spring was especially tough on me. I had a lot of personal issues to deal with and a lot of family issues. It was not the highlight of my life. This summer, I spent mostly working. Occasionally, it was close to 60 hours a week, but it was mostly between 20-30. Now as I am going through the school year, I feel totally burned out. It is hard for me to go to class, I can't pay attention. I feel like I my head is going to burst 24-7. I can't wait for the weekend everyday...

I turned 21, got completely hammered with my best friends, Loke left and Chloe is back!!!! It is like a dream come true!!!!

Today is my birthday!