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Dirty Before I’m Thirty

Posted 06-06-2019 at 05:11 PM by PrincessJessica

Dirty Before I’m Thirty

Having just reached 29 I’ve already begun thinking about (and dreading) my next birthday. Thirty is such a big number and, if I’m honest, I’m already a bit depressed about it (yes I know age is just a number, I’ve got so long to live and so many things to experience yet but with my chronic health condition sometimes it all feels a little hopeless). However, this isn’t the blog to moan about time.

Instead, it’s to talk about kinky things I want to do before I reach the magic number, but for whatever reason, something holds me back. I’m nervous, scared to push things further and often too stuck in my comfort zone to do anything about it. Maybe the kind people of GetDare can help as I’ll open myself up to doing these in some form over the next year; either through adding threads, PM dares with counters or simple truth or dare requests. I’m not entirely sure yet but, in lieu of a dominant pushing me along in my journey I’m hoping setting some goals (along with opening myself up to peer pressure ) will push me along.

Exposure & public
  1. Appear on a Porn site - this really scares me as it’s a step up from even public camming. It’s potentially permanent, once something’s on the internet it’s pretty tricky getting if off. However, it does greatly turn me on thinking of exposing myself like this for anyone to see & comment on. I’m not quite sure how long I’d post something for but I’d probably start with a simple 5-10 minute video and see how things feel. Of course, exposure for males tends to be a little slower which will hopefully build my confidence up.
  2. Have a gallery on an exposure/porn site - Again very similar to the above although I’ve done some limited temporary exposure things in the past, I'd like to do something outside my control more. With both of these, I’d make sure to keep most identifying information out of the exposure as best I could.
  3. Cum in public - After getting naked outdoors I’d quite like to try taking it to the next stage in a semi-public place with a low chance of exposure. Whether this is cumming or similar I’m not quite sure yet but the additional risk would be a huge turn for me.

Feminization
  1. Buy a pair of heels - I’d quite like to try prancing around in a pair of heels to feel extra girly. They look challenging to get used to but should entertain me on my cross-dressed days. I’d likely keep the heel length pretty small and opt for something relatively cheap.
  2. Fully shave and remain that way - (Leading to possibly waxed smooth, or whatever I deem best for me). I simply love shaved legs yet mine have always been as hairy as a monkey’s; yet it feels very much like my look after maybe having hairy legs for half my life. It would give me a better girly look though and be kinda embarrassing at first as it technically breaks a limit for me (Now available in a PM dare counter)
  3. Wear only female underwear - I’m pretty conflicted about this as it can get pretty awkward only wearing panties as I have 2 underwear collections on the go (I don’t live alone) but I would like to take my feminisation to the next stage. I'd only allow myself to wear male underwear if it was likely to be visible at some point (e.g. doctors)
  4. Wear chastity for at least a month straight - I’d like to experience longer no touch/chastity to see how it feels. I’m pretty addicted to edging and dicklet touching in general (I find no touching without chastity REALLY frustrating) but this one very much depends on finding a better fitting cage that I can wear at least every day without issue (maybe having nightly breaks as well as for washing)

Curiosities
  1. Be cursed by a hypno file - (Likely Cal’s curse or similar orgasm restriction). I’ve really enjoyed listening to hypno files thus far and am particularly finding myself highly aroused by teasing files. I’d love to play around with this and be put on the edge of bearable arousal coupled with a curse being unable to cum even if I wanted to (without permission or meeting some other criteria perhaps). I’m pretty vague about this one as I’m still relatively new at hypnosis and there may be a whole other genre/subject that tickles my fancy even more (but I am pretty addicted to denial )
  2. Experience toilet play more - Degrading play like this is something I stepped away from for a while even if I do get aroused by it. Again this one is pretty wishy washy as I’m not quite sure what I’d like to do exactly but something that makes me uncomfortable without totally being unreasonable (like drinking pee only for a week, tasks that require long clean-ups etc)
  3. Spend 1 hour straight trapped in bondage - (Or just cornertime). Sometimes a challenge like this is fun to see if I can manage it. I often find it hard switching off and doing nothing, I have to have something to fiddle with at the very least to keep my mind occupied so something like this would be outside my comfort zone (and likely something I’d be very glad to never do again after )
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