At least I guess so. Frequently, when talking to my husband, I use my childish voice. I play foolish with him on a regular basis. Fits with playing video games too much, not cleaning up my room and going to bed way too late.

Sometimes I wish someone brought me to bed (my husband already did once or twice), but more important I want to be cared and nursed for a while, even liften and carried in strong, responsible arms. I guess I did miss such attention in my childhood so I long for it...

Inspired by this recent post by Lemuricon

I don't like bets in my daily life. Very rarely buying a single lottery ticket is the closest I do. I also rejected any Truth or Dare in my life so far until I discovered this page.

My experience so far with bets are mostly very harmless one, a single game of battleships I lost with the result of a cold shower (hate that) (and yes, technically it's not a bet but a simple game ante, but even that is nothing I usually do). So when...

Cassandra bets the thread won't get 1,750 posts by 16.01.2018 midnight (end of that day, same day as this blog post) GMT+1 in that thread. If Cassandra is wrong because the thread got 1,750 posts or more by that time, Gonzalez got to choose 1 keyphrase Cassandra is not allowed to use anymore in this thread (and if she does, her bad, Gonzalez just ignores it). If Cassandra wins because it is less than 1,750 posts, then she sends Gonzalez a hypno file to listen to at least once a day for 7 days plus after...

Opening up is hard for me. As I currently seek more family stem therapy session and continueing a shadow therapy book, I noticed, by a the definition of a friend I found - "someone whom you have given the space to point out even the ugly side of yourself (besides supporting you)" - I have no person I have such a deep relationship with. Even with my depression, and when my husband got so sick it troubled me a lot, I had a hard time to even tell a colleague. I seem to have no problems to chit-chat...

This is my current list of (pending) and completed PM dares in the year 2018. Those from 2017 and before are here and there.

09.12.2018 - Pool, Pool
30.11.2018 - Pool, Pool
04.10.2018 - Mean
28.09.2018 - Legs
12.09.2018 - Frozen
08.09.2018 - Friends, Last 5
15.08.2018 - Chastity
14.08.2018 - Teaser, Duty, Bingo, Duty, Mean
13.08.2018 - Sales, Offer, !Refused and Deleted: Exercise
08.08.2018 - Ginger Liquid, Frozen
05.08.2018 -...

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This is a follow-up on the stories Lola, Cassandra, Miss Gorman and Orsini's Revenge.

Lola put the face into her hands. How should she ever come home, completely naked all the long way? How could Cassandra do that to her? Didn't she have any limits? She was close to breaking down right here on the floor. The hall remained silent while the last sunlight faded. There was still a chance. Lola had to get out if it was only not to let her bully get away with this. It seemed she was alone, or...