So I've been away from here for a bit. Just before the Euros final I got ill - nothing too serious, but it wiped me out for a few days, and left me feeling tired for the last few weeks.
Anyway, in the last few days I remembered GD, and coming back here I was reminded of the bets I made with myself on the Euros. As I got ill and forgot about it I never completed my forfeits, and I don't think I even decided what I would do if England won or lost.

I'm on leave from work this week,...

Thank you GD! You did not disappoint! I posted a control link for my Hush in a thread and asked people to play with my ass while I worked out at the gym to help me figure out if it would be pleasurable or a good punishment. Well the verdict is in ...

PUNISHMENT ALL THE WAY!

So I started with a half an hour on a rowing machine for my cardio. When the the first 10 minute control session started I thought "This is nice". That thought didn't last long. As the vibrations...

Becoming an Edging Toy

#21 - Becoming an Edging Toy - Punishment

Yesterday I got a new challenge from my master. I was required to do 30 edges in sets of 5. And for each set I had to use a different technique to edge. The catch was that at least on of those sets had to be done without using my hands. And if I managed to do two or more sets without my hands I would get a reward.

Unfortunately there are only two methods that are practical to me: Humping my matress or...

Becoming an Edging Toy

#17 - Becoming an Edging Toy - A game of hardness

Today was quite the interesting challenge and quite the opposite of what I normally do. My master picked a favorite porn video of mine I needed to watch. The catch: I wasnt allowed to get hard!

The video was 16 minutes long and I had to time myself. Everytime I got hard I was required to stop the video and wait until I soft again. While timing timer was still going. Depending on my performance...

Yesterday's session was intense. So intense in fact that I couldn't write the report after because I was too exhausted to form another sentence. That's telling for someone who loves to write...

This past week, I've been yearning to be punished. Maybe it has to do with the stress I'm under at work and in my personal life. When Sir (my former dom) asked me to describe a fantasy to Him while I was grinding my XL butt plug with pegs on my nipples, clit and tongue, the one I came up with was...

Becoming an Edging Toy

#08/2 Punishment

A little extra for todays blog:

As I was writing todays blog and gathered the hot writings I subconsiously rubbed my cock through my pants for a couple of seconds. The moment I realized what I was doing I stopped at and instant. I felt really bad and ashamed for not even being able to control myself for 24 hours.

So I told my master what happenend and he was disappointed. As a punishment I had to do some writing...

Strip - I have 2 Minutes ASA I read it to strip naked.

Tits - Have to flash tits as soon as I read it.

Take off: once I see the message I have 5 minutes to remove one article of clothing for the rest of the day.

Prudish - write a phrase on my body of your choice next time I go out which is covered by your clothes.

Stranger: leave house. Cant come home till a stranger sees me naked.

COMMANDO - No undies for the next 24 hours....