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#05 - Becoming an Edging Toy - More Edging ... again

Posted 09-11-2020 at 02:33 PM by Felix645

Becoming an Edging Toy

#05 More Edging ... again



Todays post is all about edging again!
Little extra info from yesterday. After I posted yesterdays blog my master ordered me to do another 10 edges, with only 5 second breaks this time, to be done right before going to bed! I guess he liked that idea from yesterdays blog! So I did, and I fired through them quickly, the whole thing only took 3-4 minutes. I did them on all fours which kinda always enforces my submissive side a bit. It was delicious torture, almost like holding an edge but not quite. You can be sure I went rock hard and pre cummed to bed last night

Also from now on my resting period in general is changed. Im now required to kinda like a rotation. It goes like this: edge, 20 seconds rest, edge, 40 seconds, edge 60 seconds rest, edge, 20 seconds, etc etc. So, 20 seconds, 40 seconds and a minute. I was quite excited to try this because I never really have edged this way.

So this morning I started edging right after waking up because I didnt really had to pee like I usually do. I edged for a total of 30 minutes because it felt so good! Its really sweet frustration because you can never settle for a specific rest time, kinda keeping the cock on edge even more. I even whimpered and moaned on the last 8 edges or so, I kinda didnt wanted to stop edging ^^. But I stopped, because I really had to get up, so I managed 24 edges this morning ... almost one edge a minute! And the most edges in the morning I did so far! That means: only 66 edges for today

To get ready for the afternoon edging session I though Id tease myself a bit. So I watched about 30 minutes of my favorite porn without touching myself to really get me greedy and needy. And boy did that work, I couldnt wait to touch my cock! I yanked down my trousers along with my underwear and furiously stroked my self to the first edge. I kinda continued like this the whole session (with the new resting periods of course). I didnt really whimper that much like this morning but it was good anyway! I did 21 edges in just over 24 minutes.

Now on to the big evening edging session: 45 edges today, almost at the magic 50 edges mark. I got naked and on my chair and started stroking. I maintained like a medium speed throughout the session. The first half went like the other two edging sessions. A bit whimpery and frustrating. The second half was a bit different. The differing resting periods now appeared to be a bit more cruel. Each time the resting gets longer I get more and more frustrated because I just want to continue edging. Its like running towards the light at the end of the tunnel but each time you get close enough it gets that further away again. For the last 10 edges or so I soley focused on me and my cock and kinda blurring everything else out, just focusing on the pleasure. And with that I think Im at the height of this day. After doing those last edges I caught the glimpse of the reason why Im loving edging and denial so much. Its like entering a state of pure pleasure. At that point I become greedy, my cock becomes greedy and my mind becomes greedy. and greedy of what? Edges! At this state all that matters is edging, and only edging. I think there are a number of reasons for it. I think the most important being that after a certain number edges my cock starts feeling soo god that is practically begging to be touched, and every touch feels that much better.

And at that point it can get of out hand very quick without some external force. If you just cant make yourself to stop, you just do another edge ... and another ... and another ... again and again. And if one is not careful, thats were mistakes happen. BUT I did stop, unlike most of the times when I entered that state before. Why? Because there is someone who wants me to stop. No, he's not physically present but for me personally the thought alone is enough to stop me from going overboard. I guess you can put it a bit like that:

My cocks like "Touch me for fucks sake!"
My minds like "Yeah touch it, it'll feel real good"
And Im like "Sorry guys, I really want to but Im not allowed to"

For me thats a good summary of obedience. The whole situation your in tells you to do something ... but you dont, because your dom said so ... and I really hope and I can keep up with this for as long needed!


I guess that summarizes the day! I also noticed that cock gets increaslingy more "active". I kinda already have to distract myself if I see a hot women on the street in order to avoid getting a boner. Which is hot as fuck but also a bit humiliating ^^

Also: 18 minutes of corner time today, there really getting easier! The daily meditation comes off easier now as well!

Tomorrow will be the big 100 edges mile stone, so Im excited to edge myself again tomorrow

I hope you had fun reading this!
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    Wow, you're good at this edging thing! I could never. Huge props to you. You seem to get into this intense mindset where nothing else matters. Oh and I love your summary of obedience. Can't wait to read on!
    Posted 09-12-2020 at 02:19 AM by theobsessionqueen theobsessionqueen is offline
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    Originally Posted by theobsessionqueen View Comment
    Wow, you're good at this edging thing! I could never. Huge props to you. You seem to get into this intense mindset where nothing else matters. Oh and I love your summary of obedience. Can't wait to read on!
    Thank you very much! I intend to become a good edging toy, being told to edge more and more until I cant take it anymore
    Posted 09-12-2020 at 02:46 AM by Felix645 Felix645 is offline
 

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