Tease and Torture a Denied Slut

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Please use common sense and don't bombard me with a whole bunch at once! It gets overwhelming and really hard to keep track of.

Balls - I will insert my big kegel balls so that one ball is inside me against my g-spot and the other is hanging outside, keeping constant stimulating pressure against my cunt. Can be done at home or at work.

Bare - Next time I sleep, it will be...

Being asexual I don't enjoy edging or cumming. I still aroused and on rare occasions this can cause me to need a form of release - before being owned I would resolve this with a quick edge with a vibe and then move on and not need one for months. Since being with Sir he has made sure this is not the case and I have become a little horny, aroused bitch that regularly begs him to let me have a release.

Two days ago this resulted in my bratty side coming out.

I had completed...

I actually hate the term topping from the bottom. There is such a stigma attached and I think it holds some submissive back from sharing their thoughts, feelings, wants and needs in a relationship.

I don't know how many times I have been accused of topping from the bottom or a sub has told me that they don't want to share, for fear of being accused of topping from the bottom. Telling my Dom that I want to be spanked or that I want to play with electricity, is not topping from the bottom....

I took the BDSM test today and here are the results. I'll be discussing each of them and how much I agree/identify with them.

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Dominant
100% Degrader
98% Rigger
94% Sadist
94% Brat tamer
77% Primal (Hunter)
76% Ageplayer
61% Master/Mistress
50% Exhibitionist
49% Masochist
48% Experimentalist
36% Owner
32% Vanilla
8% Voyeur
8% Non-monogamist...

This is the list of the toys my GF and I own and use of me:

Small butt plug
Big vibrating butt plug
Medium Princess plug
Large Princess plug
Cock ring
Anal douche
7-Inch vibrating strapon
9" dildo (suction)
Prostate massager
16" double sided dildo
Padded handcuffs
Ring gag

These are my rules which I must follow:

1. I have to give my GF an orgasm every day
2. I have to fully cross dress 1 full day each week
3. I have to be sitting on my suction dildo while we eat dinner each night
4. I have to eat my cum at least once a week (something I'm not against but I'm not a huge fan of)
5. I have to spend an efternoon tanning in my g-string bikini once every two weeks (providing good weather)
6. My boipussy must be plugged when not in use...

Looking for ways to ground, center, and/or reset myself. My usual method (scenes) is not available and meditation/asmr/hypnosis dont really help. Advice?