Report for Miss K and Sir
Usually I wait many, many hours (a full night of sleep actually) to write a report since my Owner is not in a rush, but today I'll make an exception and write it right away for the GD member that gave me the task to read, so I'm a bit shaken and can't really give the writing the same attention I usually would.
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I was to put pegs on my nipples and then edge, and only after taking off the pegs, snap my clit for every 30 sec that my edge took.
When reading this task, all my mind could think about was how horrible these would feel on my clit, I had only tried rubber band snaps once before in a session where I was ordered to use them on my nipples and inner thighs, and even there they were pretty intense, marks instantly appeared and they became bruises the next day... I was so scared how it would feel on my clit and I think that led me to misread the rest of the structure of the task.
Instead I began to masturbate with a 30 sec timer set in a loop, and I thought I had to snap my clit every 30 sec, in the process ! Not only that but I also forgot to put the pegs on my nipples... when I said my mind was completely overtaken by the thought of those rubber band snaps
I let myself cool down and checked my PMs, i saw that Miss changed her instructions to fit my current comfort zone and told me I had to only do one rubber band snap instead at the end, that was a relief, but little did she know I already received a few during my first misunderstanding of the task, my clit was already pretty tingly... but I was also really turned on.
I felt so sorry that I had misunderstood and messed up the task, I read everything again with more focus, and I tried to start over properly after cooling down a bit.
The edge didn't take much time as I was allowed to watch porn and was also already pretty turned on from the rubber band snaps, a lot of them failed to hit my clit properly and I had to repeat many times (I really suck at aiming) but the result is that I received a few that weren't that painful but only contributed to my arousal.
But I wouldn't be me if I didn't mess up again right ? I don't know if it was the level of arousal, or if the pain in my clit from the previous rubber band snaps I wasn't supposed to do blurred my perception, I would have sworn I stopped soon enough when I hit the edge, but I think I ruined accidentally again... this keeps happening and I hate it, if there's one thing worse than an edge, it's a ruined orgasm, never mind knowing that I failed at doing exactly what I was told, once again.
Then I had to take off the pegs, without opening or pulling them, which puzzled me for a few seconds, so I figured I would flick them until they came off like one Dom wanted me to do weeks ago. These pegs weren't too tight I adjusted them properly for my level of sensitivity, it's tight enough to make me hurt a bit and leave my nipple red and sore, but it's bearable, and flicking them off was doable.
One thing I could at least do properly at the end was the one rubber band snap she asked me to do instead of one for every 30 seconds, so I did my best at aiming my clit correctly and taking the pain, although I would lie if I said I wasn't holding back compared to how I executed them when I did it on my nipples and inner thighs, that's just something I wasn't ready for, I did what I could for a first time doing this.
The last part of my task consisted of asking my Owner if I could come after showing him my performance, but I couldn't get in touch with him yet, and since I think I ruined my orgasm, I am not too sure I want to come anyway, this is one more reason I hate ruined orgasms, I'm literally unsatisfied but I also don't want to go on, utter confusion !
Random additional fact I don't have the energy to read back to add in the proper spot in my report : I had tears in my eyes after doing the first rubber band snaps on my clit (the ones I wasn't supposed to do).
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I was to put pegs on my nipples and then edge, and only after taking off the pegs, snap my clit for every 30 sec that my edge took.
When reading this task, all my mind could think about was how horrible these would feel on my clit, I had only tried rubber band snaps once before in a session where I was ordered to use them on my nipples and inner thighs, and even there they were pretty intense, marks instantly appeared and they became bruises the next day... I was so scared how it would feel on my clit and I think that led me to misread the rest of the structure of the task.
Instead I began to masturbate with a 30 sec timer set in a loop, and I thought I had to snap my clit every 30 sec, in the process ! Not only that but I also forgot to put the pegs on my nipples... when I said my mind was completely overtaken by the thought of those rubber band snaps
I let myself cool down and checked my PMs, i saw that Miss changed her instructions to fit my current comfort zone and told me I had to only do one rubber band snap instead at the end, that was a relief, but little did she know I already received a few during my first misunderstanding of the task, my clit was already pretty tingly... but I was also really turned on.
I felt so sorry that I had misunderstood and messed up the task, I read everything again with more focus, and I tried to start over properly after cooling down a bit.
The edge didn't take much time as I was allowed to watch porn and was also already pretty turned on from the rubber band snaps, a lot of them failed to hit my clit properly and I had to repeat many times (I really suck at aiming) but the result is that I received a few that weren't that painful but only contributed to my arousal.
But I wouldn't be me if I didn't mess up again right ? I don't know if it was the level of arousal, or if the pain in my clit from the previous rubber band snaps I wasn't supposed to do blurred my perception, I would have sworn I stopped soon enough when I hit the edge, but I think I ruined accidentally again... this keeps happening and I hate it, if there's one thing worse than an edge, it's a ruined orgasm, never mind knowing that I failed at doing exactly what I was told, once again.
Then I had to take off the pegs, without opening or pulling them, which puzzled me for a few seconds, so I figured I would flick them until they came off like one Dom wanted me to do weeks ago. These pegs weren't too tight I adjusted them properly for my level of sensitivity, it's tight enough to make me hurt a bit and leave my nipple red and sore, but it's bearable, and flicking them off was doable.
One thing I could at least do properly at the end was the one rubber band snap she asked me to do instead of one for every 30 seconds, so I did my best at aiming my clit correctly and taking the pain, although I would lie if I said I wasn't holding back compared to how I executed them when I did it on my nipples and inner thighs, that's just something I wasn't ready for, I did what I could for a first time doing this.
The last part of my task consisted of asking my Owner if I could come after showing him my performance, but I couldn't get in touch with him yet, and since I think I ruined my orgasm, I am not too sure I want to come anyway, this is one more reason I hate ruined orgasms, I'm literally unsatisfied but I also don't want to go on, utter confusion !
Random additional fact I don't have the energy to read back to add in the proper spot in my report : I had tears in my eyes after doing the first rubber band snaps on my clit (the ones I wasn't supposed to do).
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