The last two weeks

As some of you may have seen I put up an ad requesting a master. I had several responses (although several of those after having got to know someone really well and been playing with them). One never responded when I got back to them, the other was very understanding of my situation and request (the ad itself was very unusual). I got to know him, just chatting and then he started setting me some small tasks. And I wanted to share those reports with you. So here goes.

First task: to always be polite and respectful to everyone who talks to me calling them Sir/Ma'am and I should wear my collar out. However, because my collar had broken I was then given a punishment which was that after I'd had breakfast I had to strip down to my underwear and adopt the Rear position at your boyfriends side. I must then explain to him why I was doing this and why a sub should always have a collar. Maintain the position for 20 mins.

Report: After I finished breakfast I went into the bedroom where my BF was and I stripped off the old t-shirt I was wearing until I was just in my knickers. I stood to his left hand side and bent over, legs together, hands on knees to expose my rear to him. He asked me what I was doing, despite having seen the original message on my phone when I received it. I explained that Sir had set me the task of stripping down to its underwear and adopting the rear position next to him. I explained it was because we had failed to replace the collar that broke and this was the alternative to wearing that all day. He smiled and told me to stay where I was. I didn't realise how cold our flat was but exposed practically naked I was shivering. My nipples went very hard because of the cold and it was embarrassing to see my BF going about his day to day business while I was exposed for him to stare at. Every time he walked past me he would hit my rear gently but it felt humiliating for it to happen. After the 20 minutes ended I was really cold and humiliated, but I was also happy to have completed my first task for Sir. We then went into town briefly to buy new ink cartridges for our printer. It filled me with a sense of humiliation when I had to talk to the staff in the shop and call them Miss. I could feel heat in my cheeks so I think I was probably blushing as well. We did bump into my family whilst in town - when talking to them I didn't use Sir or Miss because they are my family and it would have been hard to explain.
He was very happy with my report and so we began to try other tasks.

2nd task: At 21:00 you’ll do another 20 mins in Rear position. Create a post asking for ways I can be entertained during the 20 mins. Plus for each response you get your bf can spank you 1 time for it.

Report: I explained that I would be at dance class until 9:30pm so would have to complete the task then and then it finally rolled around. We made it back from dance at 9:29pm so I had just enough time to take off my rucksack before assuming the rear position. The thread I created only had one response so my BF started loading my laptop and loading pornhub as instructed. Turns out (seeing as neither of us have ever used it on our phones or computers) that our internet provider currently blocks us from accessing it - we've got to do something technical to prove we are over 18 if we want it unlocked.At the end of the 20 minutes my BF spanked me with a wooden spoon that he was washing up at the time which stung quite a bit.

3rd Task: I want you to strip fully nude and then write me a full detailed review of your body. You’re going to tell me about every inch of you, which bits you like, which bits you don’t like and your reasons for both. Then consider yourself as an object and detail why anyone would want to own that object and what it’s primary purpose would be for them.
Once that is all done I want you to lay on the floor and masturbate until you cum. You should be thinking about your report as you do. Immediately after you have cum, take 2 ice cubes and apply them directly to your cunt. You can get up and dressed after they have melted.

Report: this was a tricky one. I came home from work and stripped nude straight away hoping to get through the task quickly. I wrote my review of my body.

I have wavy brown (now dyed red) hair. I used to hate my hair as it was really curly but now its more wavy I actually really like it, I was bored of brown which is why I dyed it but I actually have no problems with the colour of it naturally. The only thing that I have to complain about here is when I last had my hair cut, the hairdresser cut it differently than normal so the front is slightly shorter than the back. This is annoying because when I tie my hair up (most days) I have these two strands that fall out and end up in my face.
I have quite average eyes, that are a greeny brown with hints of blue but nothing particularly special. Likewise my nose and mouth are pretty average. Slight gap between my teeth but much more confident with it them after having braces as a kid so nothing to worry about there. I currently have an outbreak of spots which are annoying me, but usually fairly clear skin. Ears are average size, but I think I have a hearing problem slightly from a build up of wax.
My neck is quite long, thin shoulders, stick like arms (there's a bit of muscle but not much) my shoulders, back and chest have a number of beneath the surface spots - these are something I hate as they are quite lumpy and just ugly. I have a lovely straight line scar on my left wrist from a cheese cutting injury.
My chest is average, nothing really wrong with my breasts. My nipples stick out a bit but nothing major. My ribs aren't visible but you can see the curve of where my ribs stop running down my middle. My stomach is fairly flat, a lot more healthy looking than it has been in the past where its been non-existent. My hips stick out quite a lot and are very noticeable as very bony and no fat there. My butt is nicely rounded but doesn't overly stick out. My thighs are quite wobbly, but I have grown to like them. Calves are skinny and then my feet are quite large (like boats at times). I have several scars on my knees and legs from dance injuries. - again I suffered from body confidence issues when I was younger and these would have been problems in the past but I've grown out of them and learned to love my body for what it is.
I don't not like any part but its taken a long time to get to that point where I am less body aware and just let it all be. But I wouldn't say I have a favourite part either.

The only reason someone would want to own this object is their willingness to do whatever they want and keep them pleased at all time. They would be able to use them as they wished.

I then lay on the floor and placed a finger on my clit. This is where problems emerged. Due to my asexuality I really struggle to physically touch myself in any 'sexual' place without gagging and feeling really ill and uncomfortable. Usually if I'm tasked with edging/cumming I would do it with a vibe because then I don't have to touch myself. but generally I associate the word masturbate with using fingers which made me feel quite sick. I tried for about an hour to arouse any sort of feeling from me, but I was struggling to even get my fingers close to me. After an hour of trying, I gave up. I used my vibe for 5 minutes against my clit and edged, but I couldn't get myself to cum (again it's the asexual thing, I just can't.) I then held a bag of frozen peas to my cunt for 22 minutes. I then got dressed and had dinner.

i'm currently taking part in Cancer Research's 10000 steps every day of march. A task was set based on this.

4th Task: For every 1000 steps you have been over 10000 for the last 3 days..... think up 1 new humiliating or degrading name for yourself. You must then sit in front of a mirror in the endure pose and repeat them all to yourself. Administering 10 spanks/nipple pulls or twists/pussy spanks after each name.

Report: I've walked a total of 48690 steps over three days - 18690 more than needed so 18 names to say. So I wrote a list of names first to help me make it easier.

Slut
Whore
Bitch
Cunt
Pussy whore
Slave
Cum-dump
Torture bitch
Cock tease
Wench
Cow
Hussy
Fuckface
Pass around pussy
Manslut
Bang hole
Prick tease
Cuntosaurus

I then assumed the endure pose - this is really hard to hold as it causes your thighs to burn from lactic acid build up. I said slut and then moved my hands from behind my head to twist my nipples while my BF went to spank my pussy with a slipper. However the moment he made contact my knees buckled and I fell to the floor. I got back up and we agreed a deal. He'd administer 5 to my ass cheeks after each name whilst I twisted my nipples as far as I could. Then at the end I would lie down on the bathroom floor (only room with a mirror in) and he would administer the remaining 90 spanks to my pussy afterwards in one sitting. I swallowed hard and said the next word on my list, and then twisted my nipple while he spanked my arse. By the time I got to the last name I was almost in tears. My nipples were red and sore, my thighs were burning so much and my ass was tender. However only 90 of the 180 spanks had been administered. It had taken 9 minutes and 28 seconds to complete

My BF grabbed our cuffs and attached my hands to the cleaning brush as I lay down, pussy exposed. The first hit with the slipper was a shock. Unexpected. I hadnt been ready for it. I instinctively closed my legs and tried to roll away so he pushed my legs open again and crouched down so his calf were against my knees, stopping me from closing them. He was swift but hard with the spanks. Each one sending a wave of pain through my aching pussy and into my core. I closed my eyes for much, resigned to being used as the worthless whore I am. At the end, he unclipped my wrists and left me on the floor without saying a word. I didn't move for a couple of minutes, trying to get myself calm again. Luckily when I got back to our bedroom he was sat with my dressing gown ready to wrap me up in it and cuddle as I write this report.

Note: Cuntosaurus was his favourite and has now become my new pet name.

5th Task: When you're walking to tesco I’d like you to do that without underwear. But you must take your underwear with you. Ideally something frilly. Keep it in your pocket with it hanging out a little.

Report: I got up about 8am, showered, put on black tracksuit bottoms and a loose fitting light grey t-shirt - no underwear! I made breakfast and ate it, all the time feeling my stomach twist and turn and knot itself up. At 9am we made sure we had the bags to put the shopping in, my purse, and of course my underwear. My bra was loose in my rucksack and my pale yellow panties with frilly trim around the legs and waistband and yellow bow on were tucked firmly in my coat pocket.

Once outside our flat, I pulled a bit of the panties out of my pocket and off we set. Being so early the town was completely dead- we didn't see a single person until we reached the main road. At this point, because we had to stop a lot for pedestrian crossings I tucked the panties back in - just in case. But once across out they came again. I felt humiliated, ashamed at being such a dirty slut with my cunt being stimulated by the seam of my joggers and my nipples the hardest they've ever been, pushing against the roughness of my t-shirt. Luckily my coat hid the what would have been noticeable nipples.

We walked down the busy A20, but because we were walking and there were no other pedestrians I felt humiliated but able to leave the panties poking out. Car drivers were very unlikely to be able to tell what it was hanging from my pocket. But I could feel myself getting more and more embarrassed by my behaviour and I could feel wetness between my legs. Again we got to another major pedestrian crossing and again the panties went back in. Once across though I had to make a decision.

We'd been walking on the left hand side of the road, so my panties were in my left coat pocket, farthest away from the road, less likely to be spotted. Did I risk keeping them there and now have them closer to the road or do I take them out completely and swap sides? I took the second option, bundling them into a tight ball in my fist (although they were still peeping out) I quickly transferred them to my right hand coat pocket and left them peeping out the pocket.

At this point we'd been walking for about 25 minutes and I was really warm under my coat, but I refused to take it off for two reasons. One my very visible nipples that were being gently scratched by the rough t-shirt, and two I was sweating and I was pretty certain that the pale grey of my t-shirt was probably noticeably darker around my chest and stomach.

As we got closer to Tesco, the traffic began to build up, this made me really anxious and humiliated, and I clutched at my BFs arm trying to hide my humiliated face from view in his arm. We got to Tesco 17 minutes before it opened, so to help get my step count up we went for a walk around the quiet little village. We didn't see many people but saw lots of cars all heading for the Tesco.

We got back to the Tesco at 9:57am. At this point I put the underwear in my coat pocket and left it there (good decision as I came to realise later) because I thought it was too risky that students and parents from school might be there, and your task had been to have it sticking out during the walk (i'm about 80% sure you probably intended it to mean for the whole trip though). We scanned and shopped as went, picking up loads of healthy food and pineapple Jaffa cakes (which are amazing) and as we turned a corner bumped into one of my very own parents with a child I teach. I spent about 5 minutes talking to them, feeling like a humiliated dirty slut for not wearing underwear and being unprofessional. We left very quickly after that. We then had to sit at the bus stop for about 20 minutes and then we got on. The vibrations from the bus did not help my cunt and the rubbing of the seam. I felt humiliated the whole journey and anxious that I would leave a wet patch.

We then walked the shopping home. Once we got home, I unpacked the shopping

It had been an interesting two weeks and I have felt challenged but also made to feel respected and cared for. I feel as though this is going to be a really good relationship.