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Four Years
4 years
48 months
209 weeks
1461 days
35,064 hours
2,103,195 minutes
126,227, 704 seconds
1 amazing man
48 months
209 weeks
1461 days
35,064 hours
2,103,195 minutes
126,227, 704 seconds
1 amazing man
Four years ago, my life changed. When I received that first message from Mr. Devious on June 19, 2014, I knew right away that he was special. I guess we can't call it love at first sight, because we never did see each other that first day, and really, neither of us was looking for a relationship. But I could instantly tell that he was different. The connection, the spark that we shared, was incomparable to anything else I had ever felt.
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Originally Posted by 3 Months Blog
It is so hard to explain to somebody the instant connection and feelings we had towards each other. It was so scary, because I had this immediate sense of trust, and urge to spill out everything to him, things I had never told anybody. It is very unlike me to trust people so easily. It is so hard to explain what it was about him, maybe his willingness to open up to me, or maybe just his genuine sweet nature, but I instantly felt at ease with him.
I have spent the day reading through some of our old messages and blogs, taking a trip down memory lane. I have read about our first meeting, our first kiss, my first punishment, our first live play session, our breakup, moving across the country to live with him, our wedding ... Over the past four years, I have meticulously documented and shared every stage of our relationship here on getDare. It sure been a magical journey. As I was reading, I found some quotes that I am going to use here, instead of coming up with new words.
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Originally Posted by Strong and scary feelings
It is scary to think that after such a short time, I trust him so much. I somehow know that he knows what I am capable of and what I can handle ... knowing where that imaginary line is between pushing me to the edge and breaking me. Saying that, we have a safeword, but he almost has a 6th sense, and I can't imagine ever having to use it with him.
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Originally Posted by Anniversaries
My whole world has changed since meeting [Mr. Devious]. I am a better person. I am a happier person; He has changed me. I smile more, laugh more, and cuddle more. I feel loved, and wanted and needed. I know that I am cherished and adored.
I have learned that I matter and that I am important. I have learned to put myself first sometimes. I have learned that I am strong, and beautiful, and that I have a good heart. I believe in myself more. I know now that I am not broken and damaged, but that I am perfectly imperfect.
And I owe those things to [Mr. Devious]
I have learned that I matter and that I am important. I have learned to put myself first sometimes. I have learned that I am strong, and beautiful, and that I have a good heart. I believe in myself more. I know now that I am not broken and damaged, but that I am perfectly imperfect.
And I owe those things to [Mr. Devious]
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Originally Posted by 365 days, 3600 km, one journey to happiness
He became my best friend. The one person I could tell everything and anything to. He was my shoulder to cry on, the person who could make me laugh and the only person who has been able to make me believe good things about myself.
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Originally Posted by Two Years
No matter where life takes us or what anniversaries we have to celebrate, I am the happiest girl alive because I have found [Mr. Devious]. He is so much more than my Dom. He is my best friend. My soul mate. My protector. My hero. My fiance. The love of my life.
I am forever yours.
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Such a sweet blog you wrote and I'm so happy for you Miss.
Happy Anniversary!!Posted 06-19-2018 at 07:12 PM by Jaro 
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Congratulations, I still have one of Slave_E's first PMs to me but unfortunately not the first. We did not know that our play would last so long.
To see you knew, that magical connection was so strong straight away,is wonderful.
Congratulations to you both
Mr CharcolPosted 06-20-2018 at 12:29 AM by MrCharcol
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You and Mr. Devious have given me so much hope on what real love can be. When I read your blogs and see your posts and notice that Nate and I have a similar thing going on. I love watching your love and happiness and its contagious. I wish you guys many more years of happiness and love.Posted 06-20-2018 at 06:10 PM by Wedgiebondagebabe
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Ok I will admit this may have made me tear up just a little..
Thank you so much sweetie for 4 years of heaven. Instill remember talking to you that first day like it was yesterday. It is amazing reading through our old messages and blogs!
I love you so so much my princess ��Posted 06-20-2018 at 08:57 PM by Mr. Devious
