F/37Confined to bathroom (post to extend time, add tasks)

[bornsubby]

I have being lazy, mostly not cleaning, not eating well, not exercising, watching porn and lurking on GD, when I should be putting myself forward to be used and tormented.

I need to be punished to change my behavior for the better and luckily I have this weekend completely free. It’s 9pm on Friday now, and here is the plan: for each post you can confine me to my bathroom for one hour. I can be confined in my bathroom until 9am on Monday morning, so for anything up to 60 hours. Starting out, I am clothed in pjs and the only comforts I have are a blanket, enough food to keep me fed, and a large tumbler. I will start my confinement as soon as someone posts to add an hour.

When you add an hour you can also choose how I spend that hour. What a thought would be really good is there are so many possibilities as to how I spend my time, such as how I sleep, messy baths, fun in the shower, discomfort, toilet control, pain while I clean. So many ideas to make it unforgettable for me. I also need to clean the bathroom and tidy the cupboards, which contain most of my items and cosmetics. I have been throwing all my pervertables in those cupboards for years and I don’t even remember everything I have, so I can let you know what I discover if I get to work there. I will briefly leave the bathroom if you need me to fetch any punishment item I don’t already have with me, such as food, ice, items of clothing, exercise bike or anything else I can fetch into my bathroom.

Thank you in advance for punishing me. I really, really need this and I promise to respond with detailed reports of every single punishment you inflict.

*Couple of notes:
Currently starting a punishment til next Friday night to not use the toilet between 10pm and the morning, and to drink two cups of water for every hour I’m awake after ten. I guess I’ll just have to piss my pjs if I need to go.
I won’t drink toilet water or lick toilet bowl. Like many a punished sub I’ve learned that it’s unsafe. Thank you.

[GivingWantingDares]

Well, sounds like you really need something unforgettable. Unfortunately you'll have to leave the bathroom for a second (probably) to pick a couple of things for the punishment I'm giving you.

Stay 1 hour (of course) and during the whole hour have your underwear filled with itchy/spicy food (pepper, paprika, bell pepper etc.). Make sure to rub it, don't just drop it in your undies... You have to feel it.

Enjoy!

[bornsubby]

Thank you so much! I started my time locked in the bathroom at 10pm. I am sleeping on the hard floor with just my blanket,

I made a mixture with Tabasco, hot sauce, minced ginger and chili pretzel salt. For the itch, I used dried rosemary and it is perfect. I had never thought of adding an itch before and it’s great, like sandpaper, only much more intimate because it’s rubbed into every crevice.

I rubbed it in really well into my ass crack and hole and my cunt, but it is my clit that is really on fire now. It’s throbbing and I’m writhing around. I think maybe the rosemary is making it worse with the little abrasions. I’m so grateful to punish my clit. I’ve been giving it nothing but pleasure. So twenty minutes in, I’m only at the start of my torment but I know now I will regret this and get the punishment I need.

Also because of the burning of course I’m not able to sleep yet so I drank two cups of water for being up for an hour after 10. Thank you so much. I’m so grateful I get a chance to be punished properly for being so lazy

[GivingWantingDares]

I love to hear that the punishment is having its desired effect :)

(You didn't mention double posts or how long has to pass before one has to post again in your OP).

Once that hour is over, get in the shower, use the showerhead to wash everywhere very well (it will still burn, but less) and then edge with the showerhead, but don't cum. You'll spend the whole hour edging: 20 minutes with the showerhead, the rest with anything you have at hand. If you cum, tell me so I can give you an additional punishment.

Edit: of course the shower must be freezing cold! Or what kind of punishment would it be?

[FenFluff]

Just been throwing kink gear in cupboards? Tsk. You need to clean up. For the next hour, you'll get to work cleaning up. Every toy you find, you must say loudly "Fuck, I'm such a slut" and add it to the pile on the counter. When the cupboards are clean, you must insert each toy into a hole for five minutes before you can put them back away

[masterkeys]

How about when you have all the items from FenFluff's dare lined up, taking a picture and putting it in an album on here, so people can see what you have?

[bornsubby]

I guess you can post as many times as you like so long as someone else posted before you.

I noticed going into the shower that I was already wet. I do like my spicy food. I was really dreading the cold shower because I hate them. I washed myself well. I don’t have a detachable shower head so I used a shampoo bottle to edge. The 20 minutes seemed to last forever. My clit is half raw half numb so I was just going hard with that bottle like an animal. I’m really pleased I did 20 minutes under the cold shower because I haven’t done more than 5 before. And I made sure it was on the lowest setting, so icy.

Then for the rest of my edges I sat naked in the tub. I did 17 edges total. I actually had to use my hitachi wand on its highest setting because my clit was needing more and more. I didn’t cum.

I noticed that my shower wasn’t very clean while I was sitting in the tub and I definitely want to use this weekend to correct that.

I cleaned most of the sauce from the panties and there’s just a trace of the pepper left so I put them back on under my pjs.

I have had 6 cups of water now, two on the hour. I love the way my belly is bloated.

Im going to try and get a night’s sleep now and not piss myself. It looks like I’m in my bathroom all night. I hope to find more torment awaits me when I wake up. Oh and the next task, inserting each toy into a hold for 5 minutes will definitely take me some time! I can’t wait to be filled up and stretched. Oh and I will take a picture of the toys for sure. Thank you everyone!

[indulgeMe]

Sleep is very important, so if you have to pee through your pj's, make sure to
Take them off, wring them out over your own mouth, and make sure to drink everything and not to spill a drop. We wouldn't want your pj's to be wet while you sleep and your bathroom floor to be soiled. You on the other hand need to deserve a punishment for being bad and should not wash your face until you've slept...

Bonus points for trying to suck your pj's dry!

[bornsubby]

Thank you so much for making me drink my piss so I could get a good night’s sleep. There was so much of it. It tasted not only of piss but of all the hot sauce I had in my panties. I took every last drop. Sucking them dry I was like how much more of this can I take. Thank you, I feel so degraded now. My pjs are dry now and I’ll sleep well, but my face is pissy just like I deserve.

[bornsubby]

Good morning. I had a rough night, sleeping in my damp clothes on the hard floor. I woke up to pee twice so I pissed into my pants in a bundle and then wrung them out into my mouth.

This morning I feel better after breakfast, and washing my face and brushing my teeth, but my body and pjs are still covered with my dried piss. I am currently confined for two further hours. It’s now 7am. My next task will be, as above, to clean out my cupboard and insert each insertable into a hole for five minutes as I find them. I think I have many so I will need to use all holes to give each toy its time during the hour.

[MaleHuman]

Are you still in the bathroom? Did you get any cleaning done? And how did you sleep?

Edit: Nevermind I guess you already posted about this. I didn't see it. You get one more hour I guess. And wear clothespins or clamps on your nipples while your cleaning, if you have them.

[bornsubby]

I spent one hour cleaning out my closet. I found lots of kink stuff while I was cleaning. Here is a list: sharpies, duct tape, sandpaper, clothespins, pins, needles, spatula, chain, padlock and key, toothpaste, binding tape, string, rubber bands, flexible metal ruler, scrubbing sponge, pliers, candle, Saran Wrap, whisk, 12 insertables of varying sizes, a funnel, soft and firm toothbrushes (not pictured), a mini vibe, a lovense hush, and a hitachi wand. I am adding a picture so you can take your pick if you would like to use anything to punish me.

Every time I found an insertable I inserted it in one of my holes for 5 minutes. However I failed at this because right at the end I found two more dildos (the large pink and ribbed pink one), and then I was out of time to insert them. But I’m still trapped in here for another hour, so I will wear them for 5 minutes each while I’m doing the next task.

Now I have just been sentenced to another hour. I will continue cleaning my bathroom, with clothespins on my nipples. Thank you so much.

[Louise1]

Have another hour with your legs saran wrapped together from your ankles to your knees

[bornsubby]

Thank you. Yes, I will. I forgot to mention the diapers when I listed the things I found in the bathroom. Here’s the pic

https://www.getdare.com/bbs/picture.php?albumid=17403&pictureid=80642

[Louise1]

Well then you can have another hour, this time in a diaper with the chain and padlock preventing you from reaching the toilet

[Johnsmith555]

Your next free hour, I want you to strip naked and lay on the floor. You will light the candle and drip hot wax all over your pussy and tits.

[bornsubby]

Thanks for all the added hours and tasks! I have 3 more hours to serve, unless I get sentenced to more time.

I spent the last hour cleaning the floor on my hands and knees. I needed to have my nipples clamped with clothespins during this hour, but I really struggle with clamping, and I managed to do it only for two periods of 10 minutes. It really hurts when I’m moving around. Please feel free to give me some other punishment instead, or I will be able to do other periods of 10 minute clamping with breaks, if I’m able to stay still (maybe it would help to tie me down or distract me with more pain on the other parts of my body).

For the next hour, I have saran wrapped my legs from my knees to my ankles. I will start cleaning the floor again an it will be interesting while I’m bound up like this. It gives me a lot to reflect on with regards my past behavior which has made this punishment necessary.

[Louise1]

How about another hour then and this time as you have spent so much time on the floor, you now stand for the whole hour ... but use the saran wrap or anything else to bind one leg with your thigh to calf so you can only stand on one leg and hop.

No sitting or laying down on the floor for the hour.

[bornsubby]

I completed the hour with my legs bound together with the Saran Wrap. I finished cleaning the floor so I had to drag myself around. I felt kind of hot - literally, my legs were sweaty and also my cunt got wet and was begging me to touch it.

So I still have 3 hours of my sentence. It seems like every time I see an end to my time, more time is added, which is wonderfully unfair and tormenting.

Now I am wearing my diaper, and I wrapped the chain around me and padlocked myself in. (This gave me an idea for weight loss - being chained constantly around the waist, possibly also trapped in diapers, and forced to reduce the length of the chain by one link each week. But anyway… I digress). I drink a lot of water and coffee so I pee a lot so I think peeing in my diaper in the next hour will be inevitable. To get the diaper on I needed to remove the Saran Wrap so now I am just wearing my diaper and my pissy pajamas, which are still a tiny bit damp. I will clean the shower this hour and continue tidying the cupboards and drawers.

I realized that with my tasks each lasting an hour, it doesn’t give the posters a chance to get me trapped into things - like diapers - longer term. So what I will do is that any time I am put into a new piece of clothing (includes wrap, diapers, etc), I will keep it on unless my next task necessitates I remove it or I’m explicitly told to do take something off. You can also specify if there is anything like that that you want to last longer than the hour so long as it is possible. I hope that helps with more options.

[Irock23]

I will add an hour. Make sure to be going exercise for the whole hour. Burpees, push-ups, sit-ups, squats, 5 min plank.

[bornsubby]

I completed my hour in a diaper, chained in. I needed to piss of course. At first, it was a relief, to pee into a thick diaper, given the alternative that I had last night, which was to piss in my clothes and then suck up all the urine. I spent my time cleaning the tiles and bathtub. It’s good to be able to do this deep clean.

I have three hours sentence to serve. For my next punishment hour I need to strip off and drip wax over my pussy and tits. After that, I will have some lunch before logging in and seeing what else is in store for me.

[bornsubby]

I completed my hour of pouring wax on my pussy and tits. I lit a couple candles so that I had a constant supply of wax. I haven’t done a lot of wax play and I found I actually really enjoyed it. I’ll add this to my likes so people know. I felt really turned on and I was humping the air, but I couldn’t touch, because, obviously, coated in wax. One of the candles was hotter than the other (so I’ll make sure to get that next time), and the wax hurt real nice especially when I managed to get it directly on my cunt hole.

I’m now completely naked, save the wax covering my tits and pussy. My next hour is going to be much harder I think. I need to get tied up and stand on one leg for an hour. I do very little standing (even though I have a standing desk - another bad habit), and I think having all my weight on one leg and hopping around will make it doubly hard. Not looking forward to it, but grateful to be punished.

I have two hours left of my confinement, unless I’m sentenced to more. Sigh, maybe I will be able to wash myself clean and sleep in a bed tonight…

[Louise1]

I don't know what the time is where you are but if this goes as far as 9pm then you should be diapered and as you can't use the toilet after 10pm then you can stay diapered until the morning. (Edit... From your 1st post it's probably around 2pm Saturday now)

If you need another task to get you that far then wrap your dominant hand in a fist with saran wrap so you are one handed for the next hour

[bornsubby]

I completed another hour of punishment. I tied my left thigh to my calf tightly. I used duct tape, instead of Saran Wrap, to make it hold better, and then I started my hour of pitifully hopping about on one leg. So it’s always the way with a stress position, that 5 minutes in, it dawns that whatever the hell those first five minutes are, are only the start of worse to come. At first I was hopping around and wobbling on one leg, but since I couldn’t balance well, I steadied myself against a wall. I’m overweight (and this is because I’ve not been eating healthily) so that added to the punishment. Fifteen minutes in I was shaking and my leg was cramping up. And then a few minutes later I looked at my leg and it was red, even a little purple, to show it was being nicely abused. Then something very humiliating happened. At about 30 minutes the stress was getting to me - I was sweating a lot, and I really needed a shit. I didn’t feel safe hopping to the toilet because of the sweat, making things slippery, so I had to shit on the floor. So now my shit is there on the floor. After that there were moments when it was really hard to push through, and moments when I broke through the pain barrier, and felt quite at peace with my predicament. By the end, there was a nice trickle of sweat running from my ass down the inner part of my right leg, and it was a light brown color from my unwiped ass. That was the hardest punishment so far, even though I thought that drinking my piss and sleeping on the floor was hard before. I’m grateful and I’m hoping that I will have some muscle aches in my leg for a few days because I really like to have reminders of my submission.

It looks like I am still sentenced to be locked in my bathroom. I realized that there was one post earlier to add a photograph of the kink things from my cupboard, where I didn’t count the hour. So I have 3 hours to go, until I am free… maybe. My next hour is forced exercise. I’m very appreciative to the GetDare community for taking the time to punish me.

Edit: it’s Pacific Standard Time here, to confirm the time of day when I’m working through these punishments.

[bornsubby]

I completed my forced exercises. Hundreds of push-ups, burpees, squats and sit-ups. Needless to say, I’m really exhausted now, and very sweaty. I must stink so bad. I was unable to hold my plank for five minutes, sadly. I managed one minute, so please feel free to give me an alternative task or punish me for that, because I should be fitter.

Now I’m naked except for my diaper up, which I really deserve. I deserve to have my toilet privileges revoked because I’m a stupid lazy slut. I will stay this way until I get up tomorrow morning, or until I’m freed - whichever is sooner. My dominant hand is wrapped in a fist for the next hour. I am typing my report with one hand.

[bornsubby]

I am starting my last assigned hour of being locked in the bathroom. I’m naked, except for a full (piss) diaper. So if no-one posts before then I will be free in an hour.

[Irock23]

Do another hour. You have to run water in the shower but not get in. If you pee yourself do 50 pushups.

For the punishment do a 30 min workout every day till you can do a 5 min plank. PM me when done.

[bornsubby]

I spent what I thought was my last hour resting, having a little nap on the floor, thinking of how I might be free of my ridiculously full diaper, and thinking of a shower, and being clean and comfortable again. But I logged in after my hour was up, rested, and of course it was not to be. So what can I say apart from thank you. Thank you so much for making sure I am properly punished.

I will do my additional hour now. And thank you for my punishment. It is a very good punishment. I love long term punishments that take my time and energy and change me for the better. Since I have a couple of ongoing punishments now, I will make a post to keep track of them all. Thank you

[Bondageworld1874]

For the next hour u will put on ur padded coat but zip to the back and cuff ur hands to the shower rail and enjoy ur next hour like that

[Irock23]

For the next hour you should make and drink a smoothie and drink it with all items in your fridge. You have to finish it and have nothing else to eat till the morning

[bornsubby]

I held my pee for my latest hour of punishment, even though the sound of running water really conditions me to want to go. Thanks for reminding me that just because I’m in a diaper doesn’t mean I’m free to pee and mess whenever I like. I peed when the hour was up. Now my diaper is leaking but I am stuck in the diaper until the morning, so I suppose I just have to leak. More cleaning work to keep me busy tomorrow.

Now I will go and get trussed up for an hour and report back on how it was.

[bornsubby]

I am back from my latest hour of punishment, in which I was strung up by the wrists from my shower rail. The task was to wear a long warm winter jacket, fastening it at the back like a dress, and then cuff my wrists above my head to the shower rail. For the jacket, I have a long padded winter coat and I put the hood over my head. I don’t have cuffs but I set up the same kind of thing by looping my chain tightly round my wrist, and running the padlock through them.

Once I was locked up for my hour, I became aware that I was going to very, very hot. The coat is from a brand that makes goose down winter jackets, specifically for the Canadian winter. People wear them up in the snowy mountains and it’s actually famous I think for being worn by Arctic explorers.. Wearing it buttoned up at the back was like being in a sauna. The sweat ran down my back and pooled at my feet, so I had to be careful not to slip.

The hood was a good addition - luckily my coat had one of these so that I could experience sensory deprivation. My face and head was also very hot. All I could see was pitch black and all I could hear was the sound of my breathing as I breathed deeply to regulate my pain and draw in enough oxygen.

The height of the shower rail was just right for my height in that any way I positioned myself, I experienced pain. My arms seared with pain as the lactic acid slowly built. My wrists, which are still red, had no way out of their discomfort. I tried to shift around but the only effect was to make the pain from my arms shift down into my side and abs. As I hung there, I felt like a tortured prisoner, and then realized that that is in fact what I am. The hour seemed very long, especially because of the sensory deprivation.

When my time was up and I could get myself free, I pulled down the hood and squinted into the light. I felt dizzy and dazed. My hair was dripping wet from all the sweat, like I had washed it. My hands are still marked at the wrist and a couple of my fingers are still numb. I sort of staggered, confused at first, finding it hard to walk. When I was able to collapse onto the floor, it even hurt to do that because my body was so stiff. This was a good punishment, and one I deserved thoroughly.

What I need now is food and fluids, so luckily my next task is to make a nutritious smoothie, with plenty of liquid and every type of food group in it, that is, all the contents of my fridge.

[MaleHuman]

I'm glad this is still going on. I wanted to give more tasks but my phone died while I was out. I was worried you might have gotten free.

Disappointed you failed in my clamping task. Try the clamps again and see how long you can keep them on. Pull down your diaper and spank yourself while your doing it to distract from the pain in your nipples. If you can keep them on for a solid thirty minutes you can take an ice cold shower as a reward.

(Some of these dares are kind of scary to read. Stuff like "Balance/hop around on your wet bathroom floor" makes me nervous.)

[bornsubby]

Reporting back on my gross dinner. The task was to make a smoothie using everything in my fridge. So the smoothie I made consisted of: 1 little gem lettuce, 1 hard boiled egg, 1/2 a raw zucchini, a bunch of raw baby broccoli, 1/2 a raw onion, a raw vegan sausage (I checked it’s ok to eat raw - it just tastes gross), 1 raw potato, 1 raw baby Swede, and then to to add some liquid and flavor I had 1 cup of almond milk, 1 teaspoon of mayo, 1 tablespoon of salsa and 1 tablespoon of kimchi.

I blended it all up and it made 2 and a half cups so I got to work eating it, and it was really really gross to eat so much of it. It had a cloying meaty taste and also a bitter undertone from all the raw veggies. I made 2 and a half cups in total. In one hour I managed 1 and a half cups, so I can be punished for the rest.

To wash it down I had to have two cups of water since it is past 10pm. My diaper is very full and is leaking. No doubt I’ll piss myself again so I guess I may be rolling around in my pee on the floor tonight. Right now I’m in a deeply submissive state of ‘sorry’.

So I have one more hour assigned, and it is clamping which is just the worst, but I need to be a good girl and take my punishment well.

[QuickBreeze]

Have another hour
To stop the diaper leaking Saran warp up from your knees to your belly button.
Before you loose access insert a small dildo into each hole

[bornsubby]

After being very humbled by my smoothie dinner tonight, I moved onto my next hour of punishment. The thing with me and clothespins is over many years I have changed between having clamping as a limit, or just as a dislike. And 30 minutes is a lot for me, but since I was in such a sorry state after my smoothie, I realized that if I was going to take it, I just needed to submit. Period.

So I just needed to lower my head and silently accept it, without a whimper, which is what I did for 30 minutes. I then administered ten spanks to each butt cheek afterwards. As I mentioned previously I have to stay completely still to take the clamps so I did these two tasks sequentially.

Then I had a freezing shower. And though it was freezing and it would normally just be torture, it was the best thing because finally after over 24 hours I could clean myself of dried piss and sweat that was all over my body and hair. I wanted to say thank you for that. It’s still punishment but it gave me a little mercy, ready to be abused, humiliated and hurt all over again.

So now I am double plugged and diapered again. The diaper I was wearing before the shower literally disintegrated while I was being clamped. I mean the gel that retains the pee just started spilling out. So I have changed into a new diaper for the night, with the Saran Wrap over the top to keep it in place. I ache good from today. Since it’s 12 midnight for me now, that means two more cups of water before bed. So good night and I look forward to what is in store for me tomorrow.

[MaleHuman]

Haha I didn't think you'd actually be able to do it, after you failed the last time. Well done, and at least you got a shower out of it.

Okay I've got another clamping task for you. Since you did so well the last time.

Get what's left of that smoothie. Then dump it on the floor. Clothespins on nipples, then bind your hands behind your back. Once you've licked up every bit of that smoothie you can unbind your hands and remove the clothespins.

[Irock23]

Haha I didn't think you'd actually be able to do it, after you failed the last time. Well done, and at least you got a shower out of it.

Okay I've got another clamping task for you. Since you did so well the last time.

Get what's left of that smoothie. Then dump it on the floor. Clothespins on nipples, then bind your hands behind your back. Once you've licked up every bit of that smoothie you can unbind your hands and remove the clothespins.
1 more hour. This time you have to stay standing up for the next hour. If you sit down in any way do 15 squats each time with clothespins on nipples

[bornsubby]

I am still confined in the bathroom and I apologize for the delay in my latest report. After getting up this morning there was a minor flood in my house which I needed to fix and clean up. Now I am back where I belong, sitting on the hard floor of my bathroom.

Last night I slept well, considering that I was naked, double plugged and diapered on a hard floor. I am just grateful to be allowed to sleep. My body ached from my forced exercise and bondage from yesterday. I couple of times I woke up in pain. Particularly my legs, from the squats, my knees from crawling around on the hard floor, and my shoulders from being tied up by my wrists and arms. I will watch that today. I play hard, but I play safe.

With my water intake it was inevitable that I would need to pee, so I slept overnight in a wet diaper which I removed this morning. It didn’t leak but this morning I am unwashed and stinky. I have two further hours of confinement and punishment at this stage, so I will resume now. It looks like I’m eating my slurry for breakfast…

[bornsubby]

Reporting back on my punishment for my current hour of confinement. I had saved my slop from yesterday in a cup, so I got that and dumped it on the floor (on a chopping board). It disgusted me to look at it and smell the pungent flavor of uncooked onion. First, I practiced tying my hands behind my back with my chain and padlock. I tried a few times and realized that I could do it best when I took it slowly and thought through the steps, but knowing the panic and desperation that takes me over when my nipples are clamped, I was scared I would not have the wherewithal to do it properly once clamped.

When I was ready I took my clothespins and clamped each tit. With each nipple, I groaned with the pain, and I didn’t stop moaning while I worked to get my hands restrained. I was forced to focus as screwing up just meant more time clamped. Still, it took a good couple of minutes to get my hands restrained, and I just kept moaning and groaning at the thought that now I couldn’t just pull them off or soothe my tits in any way.

I wriggled onto the floor and to reach the plate my big tits had to rest on the floor somehow, but each movement moved the clothespins and made me groan more as I tried to get myself into place where my face was just above the food.

It was really a predicament, because I wanted to be free from the searing pain of my tits, but it was hard to overcome my revulsion and disgust at what I was being forced to eat and my every instinct was to eat it slowly, overcoming my revulsion between each bite. So I managed to gobble and lap it up from the floor. But it was not a relief when I was done because I was still in pain and I started groaning again from the injustice of it. Unlocking myself again was a challenge, because I had to focus on what my hands were doing, and overcome the hissy fit I was now throwing from the horribleness of the situation. I failed the first time, fumbling and dropping the keys, but I managed the second time. Finally free I was so relieved to unclamp myself. Looking in the mirror I saw there was slop all around my mouth and on my nose, and I just looked at myself and the pitiful mess I have become.

[Johnsmith555]

For your next task. I want you to pierce both of your nipples. Either leave the needle in or take it out right away, it's your choice. Also make sure to sterilize the needle. If you don't feel comfortable, don't do it

[bornsubby]

Every time I think I am on the final hour of confinement and punishment, I log back in to report and I find I have been assigned more time. And more pain or humiliation. Thanks for making my time hard time.

I spent the last hour standing, which was somewhat difficult because I’m not used to standing, and it is significantly harder in bare feet on a hard floor, while my whole body aches and stiffens from delayed onset muscle soreness. I wasn’t sure if I was allowed to move, so I stayed in one stop, treating my time like corner time and reflecting on how this punishment is both deserved and merited.

Now I have a needle task and will report back once done.

[bornsubby]

My next hour was spent with a piercing task, to pierce my own nipples. My level of experience with needle play is very low so I used the whole hour to mentally prepare myself and to research sterilization online. I also looked at some porn, but the sub was screaming with pain so, great to see, but not such good news for me.

I didn’t manage to pierce my nipples but here is what I did do. I started off by deciding to try to put some needles through my breasts, just not the nipple. This was to get me doing something that was less painful to help me build up, and help me overcome the fear of needles. Because the fear is great. I’m born subby but unfortunately for me I was not born a masochist. So I managed to insert four needles in each breast at right angles like the point of the compass. I then sat there and looked at my breasts, feeling pleasure that I had hurt myself when it’s so scary without a dom here to inflict it. I actually don’t have any piercings or tattoos, so for me, it’s also a type of consensual surrender. As punishment I can be forced to compromise my bodily integrity.

I moved to the nipple area, and I managed to use two safety pins and pierced each areola once. This hurt considerably more. With the breasts it was more a head fuck, but with the areola there was suffering. I sat there moaning and feeling sorry for myself for I think 2 minutes, before removing the pins. That took me the hour, and I’m sorry for not being able to pierce my nipples, although the punishment did say that I didn’t have to do it if I didn’t want to. It’s made me learn how I can expand my limits and maybe I will look up if there are any classes near where I live or virtually, because I do think that I need to learn to take more punishment.

[bornsubby]

It seems that my punishment is over since I am not assigned any more hours. Finally I can wash myself, and sit on a chair. It has been good. I definitely think it was good to be imprisoned in a room like that and treated roughly. I will think again about being lazy.

So I did say I was able to be confined until up until Monday morning. So here is what you can do: if you pm me ‘needle’ I will put a needle through my breast and leave it there for one hour. ISince I have some old cartons of soup that are past their sell by date, if you pm me ‘bath’ I will bathe in the soup for 30 minutes and please let me know if I need to piss into it or put anything else in there. If you PM me ‘bind’, I will bind my breasts for 30 minutes and please let me know if you want me to swat them. If you PM me ‘rice’, I will kneel in the corner on rice for 30 minutes. If you PM me ‘sauce’, I will eat a tablespoon of hot sauce and not rinse or clean my teeth for 30 minutes. If you PM me ‘mask’, I will wear a face mask with ingredients of your choice for 30 minutes. This is up until Monday morning before 9am PST. Thank you.