Arruan
08-31-2018, 02:50 PM
22/male/switch seeks 18-30/female/switch in EU
Opening remarks
Hello everyone who reading this. It will not be so much AD post as the cry of the soul. I'm male switch (more sub than dom) from Russia, and I'm looking for female switch (Can be more dom than sub).
About me
As i told earlier, i live in Russia. I am currently study at university, for IT specialty. Also i live with my family in a country house near the city.
Unfortunately, I'm not so good in staring conversations, it's difficult for me to start communicating with a person, but if you are the first to start a conversation, then it will not be a problem for me to get involved in a conversation.
My main interests are watching movies, anime, video games, some PCs and IT stuffs, of course watching porn (where without it), absolutely different music (you can call me a music lover), reading books in the genre of fantasy (but unfortunately I don't do it as often as I would like), also interested in some cute stuff (like digital art and etc).
What i am seeking
Ideally, I'm looking for a female switch or dom that is interested in hypnosis and can change my behavior to be more submissive and more feminine, also will change my body to be more fit and feminine. And will take control over my orgasms, for teasing and dening me.
So, if you are switch it can be a changeable relationship, because sometimes i may have desire to dominate someone. And we can have some fun playing some games with bets and forfeits. But mostly i feel myself more submissive than dominant
For me biggest part of this relations must be mutual interest and friendship, because i am not looking for full time submission or slavery, we all have our lives and problems.
Currently I am only engaged in self-destruction, moral decay and other foolishness. So I decided that the only way out for me from this situation would be to find a person who will be the incentive for me for which I will have the desire to improve myself and become a much better person and just start living a normal life, not this shit.
My Likes
Traps, Hypnosis, Feminization, Mind Control, Edging, Ruined, Denial, Private Humiliation, Bondage, Breathplay, Mummification, Sensory Deprivation, Loosing control
To talk about my likes, I think I can start in the order of their enumeration (it is arbitrary, not by priority).
Traps. When I was in middle school, good friend of all of us google, showed me that i found exiting and arousal thinking and looking to cute girls and boys that looks like a girl and wearing female clothes. Couple years after i even tried some crossderssing (with clothes of my older sister), but for now on the only thing that I can afford is dreaming about this, because my body is way too masculine for doing that sort of things. But arousal after looking to cute girls or boys which looks like cute girls stayed with me. So with story we can tell that my sexuality is bi or bi-curious.
Hypnosis. After school, when I entered the university, the same good friend showed me what is audio hypnosis. And I was flushed with a desire to try on myself something like that. But I did not have enough willpower and too much fear to really try it.
Feminization. After my first expirience in crossdressing i stared to think and dream about, how my life can be if i was born not a male, but female. But as i told earlier, it didn't go beyond the dreams that remained to this day.
So, other likes don't have any interesting stories to tell, i found them with help of the same good friend and while i searched for some porn. But abut Breathplay, Mummification and Sensory Deprivation, i can tell that i found i extremely arousal and exciting. And maybe someday i will try to have some real bondage experience.
Dislikes/punishment
Linewriting, Pain, Anal
But those are things that I hate, in my opinion clear enough.
Anal. I have tried it couple of times, but don't got ane pleasure from it.
Linewriting. This some sort of mental conditioning, that i realy don't love. because it takes a huge amount of time to perform, and most of this task are on English, in which I am not so good and writing a huge amount of text can really be problematic.
Pain. I have a fairly high threshold of pain and my skin is too sensitive for this kind of things, and there are visible enough traces on it for a long time, but I can stand a little pain.
My Limits
Face Pics (but maybe when we get to know each other better)/Vids, Scat, Piss, Public Humiliation, Family, Real Blackmail, Illegal, Friends, Visible Marks, Body Writing, Diapers, Messy or Disgusting Things
Most of my limits are determined by the fact that I live not alone and I'm just incredibly shy (right up to the trembling all over the body). But some of them (like Piss, Scat, Diapers or Messy and Disgusting Things) are hard limits, that i can't break them.
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Hope you don't get bored while reading this stream of incomprehensible thoughts. And sorry if i did any grammatical errors, currently i'm trying to improve level of my English language.
If you was interested of just want to aks questions you can contact with me via my
E-mail: [email protected]
Kik: Arruan
Or just with PM
P.S. Sorry if you got misunderstood me, i am not a little and i don't like any AB/DL stuff. I lost in a dare and my profile must looks like this
Opening remarks
Hello everyone who reading this. It will not be so much AD post as the cry of the soul. I'm male switch (more sub than dom) from Russia, and I'm looking for female switch (Can be more dom than sub).
About me
As i told earlier, i live in Russia. I am currently study at university, for IT specialty. Also i live with my family in a country house near the city.
Unfortunately, I'm not so good in staring conversations, it's difficult for me to start communicating with a person, but if you are the first to start a conversation, then it will not be a problem for me to get involved in a conversation.
My main interests are watching movies, anime, video games, some PCs and IT stuffs, of course watching porn (where without it), absolutely different music (you can call me a music lover), reading books in the genre of fantasy (but unfortunately I don't do it as often as I would like), also interested in some cute stuff (like digital art and etc).
What i am seeking
Ideally, I'm looking for a female switch or dom that is interested in hypnosis and can change my behavior to be more submissive and more feminine, also will change my body to be more fit and feminine. And will take control over my orgasms, for teasing and dening me.
So, if you are switch it can be a changeable relationship, because sometimes i may have desire to dominate someone. And we can have some fun playing some games with bets and forfeits. But mostly i feel myself more submissive than dominant
For me biggest part of this relations must be mutual interest and friendship, because i am not looking for full time submission or slavery, we all have our lives and problems.
Currently I am only engaged in self-destruction, moral decay and other foolishness. So I decided that the only way out for me from this situation would be to find a person who will be the incentive for me for which I will have the desire to improve myself and become a much better person and just start living a normal life, not this shit.
My Likes
Traps, Hypnosis, Feminization, Mind Control, Edging, Ruined, Denial, Private Humiliation, Bondage, Breathplay, Mummification, Sensory Deprivation, Loosing control
To talk about my likes, I think I can start in the order of their enumeration (it is arbitrary, not by priority).
Traps. When I was in middle school, good friend of all of us google, showed me that i found exiting and arousal thinking and looking to cute girls and boys that looks like a girl and wearing female clothes. Couple years after i even tried some crossderssing (with clothes of my older sister), but for now on the only thing that I can afford is dreaming about this, because my body is way too masculine for doing that sort of things. But arousal after looking to cute girls or boys which looks like cute girls stayed with me. So with story we can tell that my sexuality is bi or bi-curious.
Hypnosis. After school, when I entered the university, the same good friend showed me what is audio hypnosis. And I was flushed with a desire to try on myself something like that. But I did not have enough willpower and too much fear to really try it.
Feminization. After my first expirience in crossdressing i stared to think and dream about, how my life can be if i was born not a male, but female. But as i told earlier, it didn't go beyond the dreams that remained to this day.
So, other likes don't have any interesting stories to tell, i found them with help of the same good friend and while i searched for some porn. But abut Breathplay, Mummification and Sensory Deprivation, i can tell that i found i extremely arousal and exciting. And maybe someday i will try to have some real bondage experience.
Dislikes/punishment
Linewriting, Pain, Anal
But those are things that I hate, in my opinion clear enough.
Anal. I have tried it couple of times, but don't got ane pleasure from it.
Linewriting. This some sort of mental conditioning, that i realy don't love. because it takes a huge amount of time to perform, and most of this task are on English, in which I am not so good and writing a huge amount of text can really be problematic.
Pain. I have a fairly high threshold of pain and my skin is too sensitive for this kind of things, and there are visible enough traces on it for a long time, but I can stand a little pain.
My Limits
Face Pics (but maybe when we get to know each other better)/Vids, Scat, Piss, Public Humiliation, Family, Real Blackmail, Illegal, Friends, Visible Marks, Body Writing, Diapers, Messy or Disgusting Things
Most of my limits are determined by the fact that I live not alone and I'm just incredibly shy (right up to the trembling all over the body). But some of them (like Piss, Scat, Diapers or Messy and Disgusting Things) are hard limits, that i can't break them.
______________________________________________
Hope you don't get bored while reading this stream of incomprehensible thoughts. And sorry if i did any grammatical errors, currently i'm trying to improve level of my English language.
If you was interested of just want to aks questions you can contact with me via my
E-mail: [email protected]
Kik: Arruan
Or just with PM
P.S. Sorry if you got misunderstood me, i am not a little and i don't like any AB/DL stuff. I lost in a dare and my profile must looks like this