30-m / please help me to cure my mind

[xhoyaqaz]

since I have been addiction to porn recently. everyday what I can think of is porn. it gonna to be stopped. I need to be punished. Therefore I make a punishment plan for today.

1. I will wear my 2.4" anal plug in the morning and go to supermarket to buy toothpaste and probably some large vegetable used later.

2. after supermarket, I will take a bus and find a public toilet.

3. Since I have a 15" dildo, I will use it to deepthroat. Please help me to determine how deep I should put it (I am not sure what is my limit, I never measure it. but I will bring a ruler next time) and how many times?

4. After deepthroat, I will remove anal plug and lube it with toothpaste and put it back. I am going to sit on the toilet for 15min. If I can't hold it, please tell me the punishment.

what else I can punish myself? please guide me.

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Like anal, hidden public, spanking, deep throat
Dislike scat, pee drinking
Limits blood, permanent, illegal, family

[xhoyaqaz]

as i said before, this morning i went to supermarket with my large anal plug buying toothpaste. I did find a public toilet but sadly it is not a popular place. Nevertheless, i took my anal plug out and lube it with toothpaste and put it back again. the feeling is killing me. I have to pace around to somehow relief the discomfortable. I can't image someone can hold it and sit tight for a period.
It means I fail the goal i set and i don't receive any punishment so far. I however can wait a little bit for the punishment.

come to deepthroat part. the deepest i can reach is around 11". I gave myself 10 times. The dildo must come out completely and go in again which counts 1 time. It is so difficult after 5. besides if the reflection comes I can't hold my plug anymore. The plug just jumps out. I tried to hold it while the deepest but can't which means that I gonna need another punishment for it.

Please reply/pm me how you would like to use me later.