Sletje_Marco
05-27-2017, 05:28 AM
43/male/slave seeks any age/female/master in any location (serious replies only)
Hello, I am a married guy, very Happily i have to say !
But the sex has not been so great the last few years (yes we are married over 20y and I am 43 now).
So I’ve started to watch porn, started to chat, signed up on dating sites etc etc etc, just like most of the guys do probably.
I started developing fantasies, who doesn’t?
Fantasies of being with other girls, but not just that. I also started to wonder what it would be like to submit, to lose control, to surrender. To learn to let go off all inhibitions, fears and worries and just obey and feel nothing but total pleasure, the kind of pleasure I saw in girls eyes when they were intensively masturbating and watching brainwashing porn.
I got so aroused by this idea that I started to develop a new fantasy of me being forced into sissyfication, serving a true Mistress who would never let me fuck her but who would train me to become one of those girls….craving cock, craving to obey, craving orgasm, craving cum, totally mindless.
Nothing wrong with a fantasy, right?
I even named my sissy me, I called her Anna.
And watched more porn. Then I thought it might be hot to eat my own cum, YEAH RIGHT…CHICKEN…
So I had these two things I wanted…learning to eat cum…and a fantasy.
The fantasy probably never would become reality given my marriage, the cum eating….well you can always try.
Then I met a wonderfull Mistress who definitely was going to break me and would have made me eat my own cum if…we would not have split up….
I am now trying to get my wife to feminize/sissify me and its going slowly but she seems to like it since she has removed my male undies and is getting me more and more panties, stockings, analtoys etc
But i don;t think she will go ALL the way
So all I can think now is…where am I going to find a new Mistress to guide Anna further out of being a fantasy into the real world. Will I ever suck cock for a Mistress? Will I ever clean her pussy after she has been fucked by a real men? (slowly so my wife thinks she's in control)
Is there a Mistress out here willing to help a helpless slave like me?
Hello, I am a married guy, very Happily i have to say !
But the sex has not been so great the last few years (yes we are married over 20y and I am 43 now).
So I’ve started to watch porn, started to chat, signed up on dating sites etc etc etc, just like most of the guys do probably.
I started developing fantasies, who doesn’t?
Fantasies of being with other girls, but not just that. I also started to wonder what it would be like to submit, to lose control, to surrender. To learn to let go off all inhibitions, fears and worries and just obey and feel nothing but total pleasure, the kind of pleasure I saw in girls eyes when they were intensively masturbating and watching brainwashing porn.
I got so aroused by this idea that I started to develop a new fantasy of me being forced into sissyfication, serving a true Mistress who would never let me fuck her but who would train me to become one of those girls….craving cock, craving to obey, craving orgasm, craving cum, totally mindless.
Nothing wrong with a fantasy, right?
I even named my sissy me, I called her Anna.
And watched more porn. Then I thought it might be hot to eat my own cum, YEAH RIGHT…CHICKEN…
So I had these two things I wanted…learning to eat cum…and a fantasy.
The fantasy probably never would become reality given my marriage, the cum eating….well you can always try.
Then I met a wonderfull Mistress who definitely was going to break me and would have made me eat my own cum if…we would not have split up….
I am now trying to get my wife to feminize/sissify me and its going slowly but she seems to like it since she has removed my male undies and is getting me more and more panties, stockings, analtoys etc
But i don;t think she will go ALL the way
So all I can think now is…where am I going to find a new Mistress to guide Anna further out of being a fantasy into the real world. Will I ever suck cock for a Mistress? Will I ever clean her pussy after she has been fucked by a real men? (slowly so my wife thinks she's in control)
Is there a Mistress out here willing to help a helpless slave like me?