Ask Me Anything by shydarkgirl

[shydarkgirl]

I am very shy and quiet. I have never really done anything with another person. I recently turned 18 and I am still a virgin. I have a considerable amount of dark, unique, and sometimes just weird fantasies that part of me desperately wants to explore, but so far, I have not been able to break out of my shyness. Everyone who knows me thinks I am a perfect little angel--and, while they are not exactly wrong about that, they have no idea what all goes on inside my mind. No one knows. I found this place and thought it would be a good way to start to talk about some of these fantasies with others while still being anonymous.

So, please, ask me anything. I do not talk much in "real life", but since I can be anonymous on here, I hope I will open up freely. Keep in mind that, since I have not done much of anything with other people, your questions should probably focus more on my fantasies, as well as things like how I look, how I like to dress, what I do in my life, and so on. I will endeavor to answer all questions as openly and honestly as possible. I may also randomly share some fantasies along the way.

[imakward]

what are your deepest fantasies you want to be done to you ?

[Forrest]

How do you like to masturbate? (Ex nipple play, toys, clit, etc.)

[NaughtyDaddy]

How tall are you?
Breast size?
Hair color?
Eye color?

What kind of underwear do u usually wear?

How much time a week do you masturbate?

Dom or sub?

Have you ever wet yourself purposefully? If no why? If yes how and when?

Are your kinks about pain?
Humiliation?
Exhibition?
Ageplay?
Rape?
Give an example of each one you're into.

What was the most arousing moment you ever lived?

What is the most arousing and shameful experience for you?

[batfinch]

Do you always sit on toilet seats

[shydarkgirl]

How do you like to masturbate? (Ex nipple play, toys, clit, etc.)

I do not own any toys. I have sometimes used everyday things around the house to tease my clit. I greatly enjoy nipple play/pain though. Using something that acts as a nipple clamp really turns me on.

[shydarkgirl]

How tall are you? 5' 4"
Breast size? 36DD, but no one really knows because I keep them well covered
Hair color? brown
Eye color? brown

What kind of underwear do u usually wear? regular panties, but I fantasize about not wearing any--ever

How much time a week do you masturbate? hours and hours--what else is a bored and lonely girl to do?

Dom or sub? I have some fantasies that lean either way, but I don't think I am strongly either.

Have you ever wet yourself purposefully? If no why? If yes how and when? No, though that sounds kind of exciting.

Are your kinks about pain? yes
Humiliation? yes
Exhibition? yes, very much
Ageplay? no
Rape? maybe
Give an example of each one you're into.
I'm not sure how to answer your last couple of questions. As for examples...I fantasize about dressing like a total slut and then being used sexually somehow in public for lots of people to see. I also fantasize about being tied up and rendered helpless, then being beaten, abused, fucked, and more.

[shydarkgirl]

Do you always sit on toilet seats

Yes, but I have experimented with some odd positions, like sitting backwards or sideways to see if anything like that turns me on. Several times (just at home) I have stripped naked in the bathroom, sat backwards on the toilet seat, wrapped my legs around until my feet crossed, and leaned backwards with my hands touching the floor. This makes it somewhat harder to pee and the odd position is a turn-on. After peeing, I'll go ahead and give myself an orgasm.

[indymaster]

Have you ever played with someone online? Would you play with someone online?

[tzzzr]

What would stop you from going pantiless tomorrow?

How do you normally dress in public? Skirts or pants?

[runner8888]

What is the furthest you have gone with a guy?

What do you wear to work out/go to the gym?

When you say well covered regarding your breasts what do you mean?

[shydarkgirl]

Have you ever played with someone online? Would you play with someone online?
Yes, I have a few times and certainly would again.

What would stop you from going pantiless tomorrow?

How do you normally dress in public? Skirts or pants?
I don't guess anything would stop me--but I'm not that brave or daring yet. I wear both (long) skirts and pants.

What is the furthest you have gone with a guy?

What do you wear to work out/go to the gym?

When you say well covered regarding your breasts what do you mean?
I've never done anything with a guy, at all. I don't go to the gym. And when I say well-covered, I mean that I dress very modestly. I have large breasts but I don't show them off at all, nor do I wear tight clothing that would amplify them and draw attention to them.

[thewilds]

In your online exploration, have you done any cyber? And to what degree? How involved mentally? What did you do physically? (If so, describe some of the "things" you have done while playing online - things you liked, things you didn't enjoy etc)

Have your fantasies involved sexual thoughts from both male and female? Elaborate.

Describe the three "kinkiest/sexiest" things you have looked up while online and what you liked/disliked about what you found.

Have you gotten into reading online sex stories? If not, I suggest you look some up very soon and let us know what you found.

Since no one would know, why don't you go pantiless for a few days?

[shydarkgirl]

In your online exploration, have you done any cyber? And to what degree? How involved mentally? What did you do physically? (If so, describe some of the "things" you have done while playing online - things you liked, things you didn't enjoy etc)
Yes, to varying degrees. Sometimes, I have simply fingered myself. Others, I have given myself nipple pain or constrained myself in some way, but there is only so much of that I'm able to do on my own. I long for someone to do that with me.

Have your fantasies involved sexual thoughts from both male and female? Elaborate.
Yes, I am very interested in exploring both. I'm not sure how to elaborate upon that, though.

Describe the three "kinkiest/sexiest" things you have looked up while online and what you liked/disliked about what you found.
Well, I'm not really into watching porn. I've seen a little here and there but so much of it just seems fake to me. I'm a reader, anyway, and I much prefer to read sexual/sensual stories that turn me on.

Have you gotten into reading online sex stories? If not, I suggest you look some up very soon and let us know what you found.
See above. ;) I primarily read from different parts of the asstr.org website, which I would guess many people are already familiar with.

Since no one would know, why don't you go pantiless for a few days?
That is a good question. Perhaps I will. It still requires me to be brave and get out of my comfort zone, though!

[AbusiveMaster]

I have a considerable amount of dark, unique, and sometimes just weird fantasies that part of me desperately wants to explore,

Which fantasies would you term "unique" I am not sure there is such a thing.

[getdaring]

So how did you find getdare and what brings you here?
What do you do in real life, work/student?
What is your most embarrassing moment?
Have you ever thought about doing dares?
What sort of dares would interest you?
Have you ever had a wedgie?
Would you ever try a wedgie dare?
Would you do underwear dares?

[shydarkgirl]

So how did you find getdare and what brings you here? Honestly, I don't remember how I found it exactly, but I've been visiting as a guest for a while and finally joined after I recently turned 18.
What do you do in real life, work/student? I'm a senior in high school.
What is your most embarrassing moment? I can't think of anything. I'm a pretty calm and careful person.
Have you ever thought about doing dares? Maybe...
What sort of dares would interest you? Exhibitionist, painful, bondage, bladder control, maybe others...
Have you ever had a wedgie? No.
Would you ever try a wedgie dare? That doesn't sound very fun to me. I know that seems to be a popular thing here but I've never understood why (can someone enlighten me?)
Would you do underwear dares? Maybe, like what exactly?

[getdaring]

Would you ever try a wedgie dare? That doesn't sound very fun to me. I know that seems to be a popular thing here but I've never understood why (can someone enlighten me?)
Would you do underwear dares? Maybe, like what exactly?

Wedgies can be fun or they can not be fun. They can be used to create pain or they can be used to create discomfort. The uncomfortableness of a wedgie can make you feel like a loser and can possibly help you to put you in a submissive mindset. It can also be somewhat embarrassing to have them under your clothes and I think there is also a humiliation aspect to it.

Underwear dares could be stuff like putting something messy in your underwear or wearing them backwards. Basically anything that involves your underwear somehow.

[shydarkgirl]

It's been a little while since I last posted--I apologize for that. But I want to share something with you all...

For the last couple of weeks or so, I have gotten brave enough to go without underwear, and braless too. I haven't worn panties or a bra in a little over 2 weeks. I have to admit...I have definitely felt turned on a lot more since I started dressing like this.

No one has noticed, yet. But with warmer weather coming, I won't be able to cover up quite as much, so I wonder if someone might eventually notice (like, if my nipples get hard and I'm only wearing a shirt).

I also have a question for other women. If you have gone without underwear during your monthly period, what was it like? Were there any difficulties? My next period is coming up soon and I'm not sure yet what I want to do at that time.

[tzzzr]

What turned you on the most going pantiless and braless? The feeling or the risk someone might notice?

[shydarkgirl]

What turned you on the most going pantiless and braless? The feeling or the risk someone might notice?

The feeling, at least for now. I don't think anyone would notice--at least not yet. It's just an exciting feeling--like I'm doing something naughty, and I feel quite aroused sexually throughout the day.

[goodguy21]

Hi i have a few questions to you

1.) What was the most public place you masturbated?
2.) What was the most public place you peed in?
3.) Ever had sex in changing room?
4.) Ever peed in a changing room?
5.) Do you pee through your swimsuit or take it off?
6.) Ever peed on the Beach?
7.) Would you like do some peeing dares?
8.) Would you like do some masturbations dares?

And in addition to your new free world without underwear:
Allready tried peeing outside with a skirt on and no underwear? Is it easier
If not: Would you just do it as a dare?
Tried some masturbation in public?

[shydarkgirl]

I apologize for being so fucking slow in responding. With it being the end of my senior year in high school, I've been very busy lately.

Hi i have a few questions to you

1.) What was the most public place you masturbated? a public restroom
2.) What was the most public place you peed in? I haven't done anything weird with peeing...yet
3.) Ever had sex in changing room? as stated previously, I'm a virgin...
4.) Ever peed in a changing room? no
5.) Do you pee through your swimsuit or take it off? no
6.) Ever peed on the Beach? no
7.) Would you like do some peeing dares? maybe
8.) Would you like do some masturbations dares? maybe

And in addition to your new free world without underwear:
Allready tried peeing outside with a skirt on and no underwear? Is it easier
If not: Would you just do it as a dare?
Tried some masturbation in public?
I have not tried those things yet, but they sound like good ideas to try soon. :)

[shydarkgirl]

I am continuing to go without underwear and bras. I did wear underwear during my recent period, but that has now ended. I hope to someday get to the point where I don't even do that, but I'm not quite that brave just yet.

While I always dress modestly, obviously things change when the weather turns hot, and that makes me a little nervous if I'm not wearing a bra. One day last week, I only wore a t-shirt, but it was dark-colored and loose-fitting, so I don't think anyone could tell that I was braless. I will admit, though, it definitely turned me on--and made my nipples rather hard during the day.

[MasterDaddy02]

1. What do you hope to gain from Getdare?
2. What is your favorite color?
3. Are you looking to bring out that better understanding of yourself?
4. Are you looking to lose your virginity to a Master from Getdare?
5. Are you searching to discovered how deep you wish to go with those thoughts?
6. Are you looking to just play without anything serious to come?
7. Are you willing to give up control of yourself to someone else?
8. What level of pain do you hope to be able to handle?
9. Do you want to drive in head deep? Or at your own pace? Why?

[shydarkgirl]

1. What do you hope to gain from Getdare?
2. What is your favorite color?
3. Are you looking to bring out that better understanding of yourself?
4. Are you looking to lose your virginity to a Master from Getdare?
5. Are you searching to discovered how deep you wish to go with those thoughts?
6. Are you looking to just play without anything serious to come?
7. Are you willing to give up control of yourself to someone else?
8. What level of pain do you hope to be able to handle?
9. Do you want to drive in head deep? Or at your own pace? Why?
1. I just like being a part of a community where I can openly share my innermost feelings and desires and, at times, get feedback and advice.
2. Blue
3. Yes
4. Not necessarily. Though I do have a secret goal to lose my virginity by the end of this (calendar) year.
5. Not sure
6. No, not necessarily. I would love to ultimately enter into a long-term relationship with one or two like-minded people.
7. Maybe, but I'm quite independent, so I'm not sure how that would work out.
8. I hope to be able to handle very intense pain. Already, pain doesn't bother me too much (just from normal things that happen in life), so I am intrigued by the possibilities in that area.
9. The first, I think. It's like, when August comes, I want to leave my home here as the person I have always been, then when I arrive at college (which would be either later that same day or the next day), I want to be someone totally different. Is that crazy?

[tzzzr]

Great to hear your still going braless and pantiless.

Have you worn a short skirt pantiless yet?

Did your nipples rubbing your t-shirt get your pussy wet?

[shydarkgirl]

Great to hear your still going braless and pantiless.

Have you worn a short skirt pantiless yet?

Did your nipples rubbing your t-shirt get your pussy wet?

It's funny you should ask. I actually had an interesting experience just today. The weather has finally turned rather hot here, so I wore a light-colored t-shirt with nothing over it and, of course, no bra under it. All morning in school, I kept thinking about it, worrying that someone might notice--and by worrying like I did, I ended up getting kind of turned on thinking about it. My nipples got hard and poked into my shirt just a bit.

I caught one guy (someone I don't really know) staring at me one time, but then he turned away as soon as I looked at him. Maybe I was just nervous, and perhaps it wasn't as noticeable to others as I felt like it was. I'm not sure.

I have to admit, though, the whole experience made me so wet that, later in the day, I couldn't stand it anymore...I asked my teacher to go to the restroom and I gave myself an orgasm (no one else was in there and I kept myself quiet).

I have not worn a short skirt yet. I wore jeans, pantiless, today.

[tzzzr]

Feeling a little braver about showing yourself off?

Would you enjoy being challenged to go a little farther in displaying yourself?

How does it feel to have the roughness of the denim against your pussy?

[Masterwants]

Have you ever thoughts or fantasies about masturbating in particular locations?

[shydarkgirl]

Feeling a little braver about showing yourself off? Maybe just a tiny bit, but I'm still quite nervous at this point!

Would you enjoy being challenged to go a little farther in displaying yourself? Someday soon--but not yet.

How does it feel to have the roughness of the denim against your pussy? Awesome.

Have you ever thoughts or fantasies about masturbating in particular locations?
No, not really, but I'm open to suggestions.