Life in a property of Sir

[Monos24]

Hello people!

How to start? Well I already fell strange excitement but also I am embarrassed. I am speaking out to you all that I am transforming into a slave, writing a blog and getting own by a Sir. Also I don’t write or speak English very good but here I am writing publicly. So I apologize because my bad English and not good writing in general.

So how did this happen? All started 3 days back when in a strange coincidence I met Sir on the forum-not really looking for something serious, or at least I didn’t have that in mind.. After some quick chat I already knew that I found the master for me, I was just hopping that he will give me a chance to represent myself even more. I think he also found the potential in me and soon we were talking on skype. After some chat he ordered me to take 2 naked pictures and show him. One was a full frontal and one full back but without face. After he saw them he told me my first task-until next day I was ordered to shave my pubic hair and once again take the pictures. I didn’t really understand why that would be important at that time but it was an order from Sir and if I wanted to continue whit everything I knew I am not allowed to question Sir’s decisions-and boy I was right.
Also I were told that I need to write him an essay about my fantasy, desires and punishments of being a slave. My hart was betting really fast talking to such a person and when we were already saying goodbye to each other suddenly another command came “and no underwear for you today, take them off!”.
What?? I tought to myself. How would I be without my underwear? Once again I didn’t question it but took them off right away and went to work.
There is where I felt my first kick of becoming a slave. Trouought the work I was kept reminded that there isn’t just my will in this world anymore. I could felt air blowing trough my trousers and I every time I tought about it I got erected and thinking about Sir. Sir knew that I need a reminder who is starting to own me and once again he was right. When I came home I immediately started writing first essay to him being erected and both shy at the same time.
The next day I was ordered to cut my pubes off. And I did in a really humiliating felling. After shaving all of-my penis, balls, ass and chest hair I looked myself in a mirror and felt very ashamed, humiliated and whit a felling I am not a men anymore. Yet I am becoming a boy, a slave something else. I felt humiliated and exposed. Byebye my pubic hair-probably I wont see you anytime soon..Once again I could understand Sir is getting me ready to become his slave-if I will be lucky…
I took new pictures of myself send them to Sir and waited concerning I did it right.
Master came online, after some technical problems we had on skype he saw the picures and liked it. I was happy I did good but both ashamed and humiliated not being a man anymore. But I get it now I knew I needed this, I realized I cant walk around the world alone, I am a slave and I need to be controlled to live. I just hope Sir would be my guide.
After that we had a 30min cam session. I was told to get naked and put on floor-it is where I belong Sir sad. And the teasing begun. 30 mins of edging whit me horny from day back, really hard, but I managed it. Felt really excited, humiliated Sir watching me naked, on floor, edging, whitout pubes..I am soo glad I was giving a chance.
After the session I was told that- again now underwear day. And after saying goodbyes, I dressed up. Once again without my underwear and went to work. This time was even more strange, because of my shaved pubes I felt even more humiliated and had a felling everyone could see my bulge. Also I could felt air/wind trough my ass, balls and penis much more. Also I felt a cold zipper on my trousers now and then and remind me who am I becoming. Reminded me on myself, getting erected a lot of times and thinking about Sir.
I was also introduced to the Master-slave contract. I read it two times, whit hart biting very much and whit humiliated felling.
It is today or soon that I will need to sign it and I guess from that moment on I am no more a person, I will become some persons property. He will decide about my genitals and a lot of other stuff. He will be in control of me-I will become a true slave I so desperately need to be..Will I have balls to sign it-I am wondering? I hope I will!

Maybe it is a good time that I tell he is also owned by a same Master. So when I was reading his blog I was really afraid and I can only congratulate him how a good slave he is and how good does he write. I just hope I could make someday Sir so happy as he is…

Slave Monos

[Monos24]

Dear forum,

It has been few days from my first posting. I was instructed not to cum without Sir's approval, and it is now the 4th day without me cum.
I am proud and I think Sir is also pleased with me. He said that cummin needs to be earned and he is right. Before I got to knew his kindness
and experiance, I was cummin almost every day and not appreciate it anymore. Now I am learning to control my dessires and most of all follow
Sir's instructions wich are the most important. More and more I am realizing that my genitals are not the center of the world and I am not
just doing stuff for my own benefit, but I am learning how to do tasks for other-more important person Sir. Who really knows how to guide lower level people-slave
like me to be a better person. Thank you for that dear Sir, I promise I will take youre orders, liste and obay good and I really hope you will have energy to teach
me on our journey!

So what happed since my last posting-hmm where to start?...All started yesterday morning. I was already at work talking with Sir on skype. After some time
of chatting, he ordered me to once again get my underwear off. I guess that will happen many times from know on...(Also at this moment I am not wearing them) From what I think Sir sad, I think this is for erection controlling. And he was again right. I get erected much more fast and I always try in my head to make my penis soft-so my bulge wont be seen by others...I think I am getting better and better with it.
But also every time I got hard I get that worm felling wich is really good but also knowing I didnt earned that. To think more about it - if to cum is to be earned,
is to get hard also to be earned? Am I allowed to get that worm feeling, my tick jeans rubbing against my penis?...

Enought about underwear for now. The main task that shocked me even more, was Sir ordering me to open the zipper on jean when I will go home from work...What??
My hard stated pumping and I felt that shaking felling. Will I be able to do that? I need to! Sir is showing me the way, there arent any decisions about my genitals from me anymore. They are in property of Sir. So it will be.
Uff the moment of ending my shift happend. While I was walking to the main exit of our company I unziped myself.
And after a few more meters, 10 or more people were standing on my way out. When I saw them looking at me, my penis started to grow and grow...Ohh nooo so humiliating and also I needed to say goodbye to them...
I was hopping my penis wont pop out any time soon. Probably I got all red in my face, of being humiliated and exposed like that. "Also not having my pubes any more,
there is more chance genitals could be seen trough open zipper" I tought..
But after around 20 seconds I was out. Thank god its over I tought. It was already dark outside so I felt little better. And I strated walking home. Becuase of the walk I always had a felling my genitals will fell out, also I could fell the air and the wind very much.
So every now and then I looked down to my pents if my penis is still inside -and it was. But soon I realize that it is better not to look down. Also not to try hidding my bulge whit my hand,
becuase it makes even more obvious that something is going on down there.
I soon realized it is better to not make any attention on it, but that was even harder thing..
Penis or balls could be seen and me not knowing it becuase I wont look down or test it whit my hand..It was hard but I managed-I came home hopping no one saw anything.
Just before I came inside the apartment I looked better to my open zipper. I find out that it was almost impossible my genitals to be seen.
The thing was that the zipper opening on my jeans is really small. It is like a long "tunel" leading to my genitals and it is almost imposible anything popping out.
Despite the felling I had was I was showing genitals all the time..heh...What a relieve!

But now thinking back on it - I was very lucky I wear those jeans yesterday. If I would wear baggy style pants-wich I wear many times I would have a LOT more problems...
On baggy style pants the hole on a zipper is much much bigger. Actually they dont have a zipper but 4 or 5 buttons to be open. The thing is that buttons dont hold the opening so tight as zipper does. And the line of buttons is much longer than the line of zipper-making it longer opening when unbuttoned. There is no "tunel" style opening on baggy pants, wich jeans have. Also pants are much more softer than jeans.
So probably if I would wear "baggies" yesterday I would have much more problems and probably my genitals could be seen or worse-fell out. I was soo lucky....
But being able to experiance that felling and accomplishing the tasks made me proud and happy for Sir. Thank you for the lesson Sir.

So now I can talk about todays events. I again started to work in the morning and it wasn't long that I loged in on skype. And there was a picture posted on the chat with Sir.
Skype needed some time to show it. And when showing it I saw a guy naked making a selfie from his mouth all the way down so his genitals could be seen. Imediatley I became hard.
Also I need to tell you that I find myself Bisexual. I have a girlfriend-who knows about me liking to look on naked boys but we didnt had any bisexual experiance yet..
So after taking a closer look to a naked sexy guy, with a puppy kind of chain around neck. I saw a writting on his chest-from upper chest all the way to his genitals he had one sentence repeating...
"I shall not touch myself"
His genitals were also circled around and the word " ! KEEP OUT ! " was written on top. And when looking even closer I saw a black thing coating his penis - what is that??
Sir was online and so I sad Hello to him and wished him good morning. And he imediatley told me tha I am looing to my new task and should get a better look at this picture.
It was my task to copy that guy Sir sad..Write with marker almost on my whole body? Uauu that is humiliating, and the seintince itself is humliating. But Sir probably knows I touch my genitals to offten and we need to do something about it I guess...Is this task about this thing?
I told Sir I could do the task on monday morning when I am free of work and my GF will be working. I would have almost the whole day by myself. And he agreed. But I know it is going to be hard.
Writting the whole chest and by myself it will not be easy...And those seintinces...But what can I do, Sir is always right and I am sure I will learn something for it..Not knowing yet what...

Then I asked Sir what is the thing covering guys penis that I already saw earlier on photo?..Sir sad that is a "Cock cage".
"Cock cage? what is that?" I asked. Sir told me that the device wich could be bought in sex shop or ordered on internet..
Immediately I surfed on the net about the device. Sir sad that trapes youre genitals and you could not get erected when locked. And it has a hole for peeing.
Uauuu! that is something I tought and immediately got exploding hard..What? why? That is the thing that wont be making me that worm felling when getting hard.
The thing that would stop my penis rubbing against my pents. Why am I excited???

Keeps me thinking - does the device makes you even more "horny" because it is not possible to touch your genitals anymore?
Or it makes you less horny becuase you couldn't get erected anymore?...
What a frightening yet incredible device!....

So am already hard for at least two hours writting this. Again I am without my underwaer offcourse...Will I ever earn to cum I keep thinking.
By the wise words of Sir-that could only happen if I follow the instructions and work the tasks. Thank you again for them Sir-I am getting a better person, slow but I already feel that..
I have the whole weekend to prepear for the task- it wont be easy but I know I will manage it.
I will inform you next time how will it go...

Thank you dear reader and mostly thank you Sir!


slave monos

[Monos24]

Dear forum,

So it’s been few days from my last writing. And I need to say Sir made me do something I really liked and I appreciate him being so nice to me, but more about this latter.

Also, I need to say that Sir mentioned me that I need to learn to write my blog better or I will get punished. I know I am bad in English and sometime I write to quick-not to look if words are right… So I will try to do my best this time and not make too many mistakes. I was never punished by Sir and tend to keep it like that…

So all started on Sunday afternoon. I wrote Sir on Skype about some details about the task that I was given to do on Monday. Also, I mentioned that it was my 6th day without cumming and how hard is it.
I waited for few hours and Sir wrote me back. He sad that I should not complain anymore about how long is it since I last came. Sir doesn’t want to hear that anymore and if I will keep complaining he won'tt let me cum even longer.

I now understand Sir’s reaction-I need to be a tough slave not complain about everything, my genitals belongs to him and he knows how they feel and when is the best for me to have full balls and when will be the time to empty them. So from now on I won’t complain about it not here and not when writing him.

Then he gave me instructions about the next day:
After I wake up in the Monday morning I get to toilet and then edge for 20mins. I was not supposed to cum! Then I stay naked and start doing my task-writing “I shall not touch myself” and “Masters property” on my body… Then I was given an order to wait naked until Sir would log in on Skype.
I got so excited to do my first bigger task for Sir. To show him how I appreciate his time for me and his energy to train me. Thank you again Sir!

The Monday morning was here. I woke up really early, around 7:30. I couldn’t sleep thinking about the task. So I did all the things I needed to do first (washing teeth, breakfast, worm the place...) and then it was time to go by the instructions of Sir. Sir in the beginning of the message mentioned I should toilet first. Then suddenly it bumped me- I realized I didn’t understand Sir’s first instruction enough. Should I go to toilet now and then wait for him for the next one? Am I allowed to toilet-pee before he logs in?... What can I do now-I was thinking. But because I wasn’t sure I decided to pee now and wait for Sir just in case. Probably Sir will come soon-I tough…

So I went to pee and took my clothes off. Getting naked I got really excited. This is it. The task has started. I will be naked/exposed like a real slave, I tough about myself. When getting my clothes off I got the feeling I was turning into a slave right away and I got really hard. I got fully naked, except I left my socks on.

Then it was time for my second task: edging for 20mins.
I first think about it, how should this be maid. In what way Sir would make me do it and I got a scenario in my head and hoped it would be fine whit Sir.
I was used to sitting on the chair or lie on bed and watch porn movies while masturbating. But probably Sir wouldn’t liked that. Also I probably I didn’t earn to watch porn yet. I also remember Sir told me that slave should not use furniture. So also using a chair was not an option.

So I decided to get on the floor-like slave should be. I got humiliating feeling right away. Then I made a 20min alarm on my phone-so I would know when to stop edging. I put the phone on the table and pressed start.
I grabbed my hard penis and started going up and down. Ohhhh it felt sooo good.
Because it was some time since my last cum, my penis was sooo sensitive:
I was used to putting spit or lube on it so it would be more sensitive but this time I didn’t because I wasn’t instructed that way. And it was better not to-because it would be even harder to not cum if I won’t be dry masturbating.
After not more that 5-10 up and downs I already got on my first edge.
And I also haven been touching my penis-head, if I would do that I would probably cum. My penis shaft was so sensitive I don’t remember if it ever was like that. I waited sitting on floor for few seconds after my first edge and then started again. It felt so good. Finally, I was allowed to masturbate even if I can't cum. Not long from that I started to release my voice. I couldn’t help it not to start moaning like a little bitch slave. I was so excited and kept edging for next minutes.
After some time it begun to be harder and harder because I was closer to cum. So I taught: how much time do I have?...-Because edging was so intense I completely lost sense of the time. At one point I wanted to be over soon-because I was so close to cum. And at the same time I was so happy I could continue because I was aware that probably I won't be allow edging for quite some time…
After a while I couldn’t stand not knowing and I took a peak on my phone. I am sorry Sir I hope that was ok for me to do… The time showed 14 minutes and counting. So 6 more minutes of pleasure.
To bad I couldn’t watch porn, time would run faster if I could watch it while masturbating.
And suddenly alarm went of and I stopped. It was so good-thank you for that Sir!

Next I went to the bathroom, looked myself in the mirror and start doing my next mission. I grabbed the black marker and started writing on my chest.
It was hard to written on myself but I somehow manage to do the first line. When I finished I got so humiliated. “I shall not touch myself” was written on my chest. I continued and soon I came to my belly. I was hard and humiliated and the same time. I continued for two more lines and I was finished. Sentences repeating on my body felt very humiliating and shameful. But I know Sir would like to teach me a lesson and it is good for me. Also, who am I to think about why I do this-I am a slave in a property of Sir.
Then I made a circle around my genitals and around it I wrote “!KEEP OUT!” and on the both sides of groins: “MASTERS PRORPETY”.
I looked ridiculous when I looked at myself. But at the same time I was hard as I could be. Felt I was like tool Sir uses. A tool that follow his commands and do things for his pleasure. I am a slave.

I was finished and went naked to the kitchen and started waiting for Sir to come. I felt like a puppy waiting for his owner. I couldn’t get my eyes off the Sirs name, hopping soon he would get online.
Two or three hours latter Sir was still offline. The waiting was really exhausting. Probably because I was naked and also full of humiliating writings my penis was hard 95% of the time. Also, my balls were hurt like somebody would punch them, probably because of the edging and they were very full and big.
But I knew that would happen because I am a person who has really strong erections. I am easily teased and I immediately get really hard and stay hard for long, long time…
So after the second hour something happened-I was in real urgent to go pee. But like I sad I didn’t know if I am allowed to.
After some more time it was also hard to move. Also, something interesting happened for the first time-my penis got soft. But I still felt horny-it was because of the urgent to toilet??
I couldn’t stand anymore and I went to toilet and pee. Felt so good…

Then after some time Sir got online. I was so happy.
I started talking whit Sir, I told him I had to pee and Sir wasn’t angry about it. He even apologizese not coming earlier. I need to say he was really kind and understanding.
And then he sad I should turn my cam on and show to him. I went to my bedroom on sit on my bed and turn the cam on. He saw me and he was pleased. He sad that I did a good job and that I look good whit writings. I was so happy I made it good. Also, he didn’t mind about pee and myself sitting on bed not on floor. He even approved I can. He was so kind to me.
Then he also permits me to touch my penis and balls. Felt so good.
And then Sir allowed me to edge for him…I tough I was dreaming-whit all that writings on me I really didn’t expect that.
I edged for a couple of times and I felt really loving and honored I was allowed to. I really enjoyed it. I kept saying: Thank you Sir, Thank you Sir…

Then Sir ordered me to turn around and show him my butt. I did and he was pleased-he liked to look of my back. He then ordered me to bend down so I present my ass.
I couldn’t see it but I felt my cheeks opened and in full glory I showed Sir my anus. Because I am more straight then Bi I felt humiliating and exposed one more time. And I was happy because Sir liked my anus, he sad that it looks clean-and it was...
Then he ordered me to get back in front position showing him my face. My face? Ohh can I trust Sir so much-I was thinking. Are we there yet?...I was so confused and shy. But after some time I knew I can trust my Sir.
Also, everything is based on trust on online slavery. So I decided and lifted my cam. I felt ashamed and exposed but Sir was so happy and understanding. He knew for me that was a hard job. And he gave me all his support. He was really understanding and kind to me.
Then suddenly he asked me if I would like to cum?…Of course I would like that I sad. But I was sure that this would never happen because of my past mistakes and also I had “I hall not touch myself” written trough my whole body. But I was honest and sad: “Yes Sir I would like that”
Sit then made me edge for couple of times and then it happened! I still can't believe it.
All of a sudden Sir told me that I can cum. WHAT???? Is that real? Am I dreaming? My full and heavy balls could cum…

I was so happy I can't even describe. I started edging and after few strokes it happened.
I cannot remember I ever came some much. Cum was blasting out of my penis. I couldn’t be quiet even if I wanted to be. I started to humiliating moan very loud. Cum was shooting on myself. My balls, written belly and chest were all in cum. Felt so good! I was happy I deserved that and Sir let me. Thank you again Sir! I kept thanking him all the time I was cumming.
And when it was over sir ordered me to eat it. So happy I could cum, it wasn’t hard for me to put every drop in my mouth. And so I did.
Sir was happy that I followed his orders and trust him to show face. So I was allowed to do that what I felt before it will never happen. I got an really good surprise. And thank you again dear Sir for being so kind to me!
Then he told me I could wash myself and go…
It was so good to be empty, I was not intense anymore. I was a little free…

Thank you Sir, I will stay a good slave boy!