Life as Princess Lily's Peasant

[HiJayJay]

Today was the first day as Princess Lily's peasant. I am so lucky and happy to be owned by someone so fun, creative and imaginative as Princess. After talking for a little while I knew how much I craved to be owned by Princess. Fortunately Princess decided to take me as her sub and immediately set out the rules I would live by from now on.
1. I must refer to princess as Princess, Goddess, Your Highness, or Divine Perfection at all times.
2 - I may not touch myself sexually without princess' express permission.
3 - I may not orgasm without princess' express permission.
4 - I must sleep naked.
5 - On weekends, my outfits are to be selected by princess
6 - I will not take dares/tasks from anyone but Princess
7 - When speaking with Princess I must refer to myself as Peasant.

I really enjoyed hearing all the ways I could please and entertain my Princess and I must admit it turned me on even hearing my rules. I will rightly be punished if I don't follow these rules.

Later that night Princess gave me my first task. It was simple but really effective. I had to first lightly tease my nipples for a total of 3 minutes, then lightly touch my balls for 3minutes before running 1 finger up and down my cock for 4 minutes before edging as many times as I can in 5 minutes. Princess reminded me my orgasms now belong to her and that I can not cum during this task.

I first stripped completely, imagining that Princess was pulling my clothes off, reminding me peasants don't need clothes. Even this was enough to turn me on. I laid on my back on my bed and began teasing my nipples. I have quite sensitive nipples so it felt good, it was gentle, erotic and very arousing. I was of course imagining/dreaming of Princess doing this. By the end of 3 minutes I was horny and aching to touch my cock.

Next came the ball teasing. My finger tip lightly stroked and teased, feeling how full I had become and only working to get me further aroused and desperate. Its fair to say the 3 minutes seemed to last a lifetime, my cock was now fully erect but my fingers were oh so close yet so far away! I had set a timer so when the alarm went, I took hands off with a mixture of relief and frustration!

Finally I had the chance to touch my cock but in the most frustrating way. A single finger gently and slowly running up and down for what turned out to be 4 hot but frustrating minutes. It felt great to touch myself but I wanted so much to just go full on and relieve myself. It was a perfect demonstration of the power Princess has over me already!

The final part of this task was to edge quickly over and over for 5 minutes. At first it was a relief to finally touch myself properly but after edging quite quick, cooling off briefly then working back up, denying myself each time, I realised how extremely horny I was and how much I wanted to cum. Of course I can't so I edged 3, almost 4, times in 5 minutes. As my timer went my hands let go and I was left, horny, throbbing and thoroughly denied. It was so good getting to work for Princess, she has been amazing so far and I feel very lucky, I can't wait to share my journey as Princess' peasant with you all.

[Sasher]

Someone got lucky. Well, good to see that ya havin' fun.

[cbtslave999]

Nice,

Your a very lucky guy:)

[HiJayJay]

Thank you for the comments sasher and cbtslave, I know I am very lucky to serve Princess! I hope everyone will enjoy reading my updates and what Princess has her peasant do.

After a restless night of sleep distracted by thoughts of my Princess and my building arousal I woke to find my next task. Princess had sent a picture of her gorgeous, soft and sexy lips that I had to make my kik profile pic. I was happy to complete this task, it kind of felt like showing the world I was now owned. Plus every time I see the picture it gives me a boost of arousal!

Princess was very impressed with my blog, which made peasant very, very happy. She was also impressed with the amount of views which made me think of setting a target and a potential reward. I suggested to my Goddess that if my blog reaches 1000 or 2000 views I could cum. So it was decided that once I achieve 2000 views that I can finally cum! I was so grateful to Princess for allowing this rule but of course I know she is allowed to change her mind or change the number....though I hope she won't!

Later that day I got my next task from Princess, which was to help my Goddess research before a shopping trip she was going on. She told me I had to look at 15 different foundations online and pick the top 3 for Princess before her trip. As a bonus, I would be stripped from the waist down and could stroke myself 5 times for researching a foundation worth over $40 and had to hit myself in the balls for anything below that.
I have to be honest, the second I read my task I began to get hard. Princess keeps me so aroused but so denied that things are turning me on easily at the moment. The opportunity to help my Princess pick a foundation plus the chance to stroke was more than enough to get me aroused. Of course knowing very little about make up I didn't realise Goddess had made stroking myself quite unlikely.
After about 10 foundations, I had found just 1 that allowed me 5 wonderful worship strokes for Goddess. This meant I had 9 hits to my balls, I didn't hold back in an effort to show my appreciation to my Princess. I felt a little humiliated, researching foundations in such detail as a guy but this only helped keep me aroused despite the regular hits to my balls. By the 11th and 12th foundations I was not looking forward to the remaining few as I had worked out they would most likely mean hitting my balls more.
I struggled through and it was made so worthwhile when my Princess really liked my foundation recommendations, my top 3 included a Neutrogena healthy skin liquid foundation, a covergirl stay fabulous foundation with concealer and primer built in and my number one choice was L'Oreal Paris true match foundation that got very impressive reviews.

As a reward for my research Goddess allowed me to edge myself which I immediately did. The task had left me quite turned on so my edge didn't take long at all, using the picture of my Princess' beautiful lips as inspiration too. My desperation after the edge shows what a great Goddess I have!
Keep checking back for more of my reports, I'm sure my Princess would appreciate any comments or ideas for me.

[HiJayJay]

Apologies for the delay, here is the next update from my peasant's life serving Princess Lily. Princess has been keeping me thoroughly aroused, making me regularly check the view count to this blog....need to get to that 2000 mark before I am rewarded with an orgasm!

After three edges before bed last night, it was another disrupted nights sleep with arousal, thoughts of princess and more. It's getting easier and easier for me to get turned on now too, music videos, attractive women on tv or in the street everything is having a reaction and building my desperation further. Of course it is all worth it to get to serve Princess but it is still a frustration....which I'm sure my Goddess enjoys hearing!

Princess gave me a task to complete at work today which made the work day much more enjoyable. Peasant had to keep his cock and balls tied up all day while I was at work which was an arousing factor throughout the whole day and kept a constant reminder of being owned. It was amazing how much more I thought about my denial and arousal with my cock tied up, the constant dull ache made me think of Princess more and reinforced my place serving her.

I was allowed a small amount of strokes at lunch but all this did was increase my arousal and increase the desperation to stroke myself properly but I of course need Princess' permission to do this. Fortunately there weren't any embarrassing situations at work but the bondage was a good reminder and a steady builder of horniness! I still need 1800 views so it's looking like I will have to deal with my arousal for a bit longer.

Please feel free to ask questions, leave punishment/task ideas for me or ask for more info! I will be updating regularly so I hope you enjoy reading my diaries as Princess Lily's peasant.

[SwitchCouple14]

Very nice blog! I very much enjoy reading it and I can't wait to hear about your future adventures!
Good luck on hitting that 2000 mark as soon as possible! :)

[HiJayJay]

Hello everyone! Sorry for the lack of reports, I have been without internet for a little while! My Princess kept me very busy during the week, through the means of edging, edging and more frustrating, desperate, edging. While without internet Princess gave me the job of edging 50 times which I have completed leaving me a total hot mess. I have an almost constant urge to touch myself but every time I do it only adds to my frustration as I don't have permission to cum. The amount of time I spend each day erect is increasing and it's really driving me crazy but this is all in the name of entertaining and pleasing my Princess so I will happily accept it.

My Goddess also gave me the task of standing topless in a quiet area outdoors with 'Princess Lily's peasant' written across my chest. I went to an area not too far from where I live, it is a small area of trees next to some fields. There are people walking their dogs but I felt this was relatively safe. I went late in the afternoon, found an area had a quick look around and took my clothes off. My heart was racing as I continually peered around, wondering if anyone could see and would know I am an owned peasant.

I waited around a minute, with my very high level of arousal I couldn't help but become erect in my trousers. I guess I stood for around 2 minutes exposing the message across my chest before getting dressed again. Just as I was getting dressed I heard a dog bark and seconds later saw a man walk by on the path nearby. I don't think he saw me but luckily I was fully dressed by that point. I went home and completed another couple of my 50 edges.

Now I have internet back I will be keeping everyone updated with my life as Princess Lily's peasant. Thanks for everyone's comments, I hope you are all enjoying my reports.

[Happy Me]

This is a really well written and entertaining blog! Thank you for sharing, I look forward to future posts. :D

[Nwbie]

Omg I feel slightly sorry as I think you've greatly underestimated how many 2000 actually is.

Hope you get there.

Nice blog btw, now I'm subscribed :P

[HiJayJay]

Thank you 'Happy Me' and 'Nwbie' for the great comments. So glad you're enjoying my life as Princess's sub and yes 2000 does seem a long way away but as I learned today, I am princess's peasant and my body is for her pleasure. That phrase is part of my newest rule given to me by Princess. Every night I must kneel in front of a mirror, masturbate and repeat, "I am Princess's peasant, my body is for her pleasure." Of course during this time I am not allowed to cum.

Tonight me and Princess played a game, testing my level of arousal and my self control. The game involved princess sending me a series of sexy pictures, getting hotter and sexier with each picture and I had to stay soft and keep my hands off myself. I knew this would be a struggle for me to win given how horny I have been, especially when talking to Princess, so much so I even required time to firstly get soft before starting the game. The first picture showed a pretty woman pressed against a wall seemingly moaning. This was instantly enough for me to feel things moving and stirring but I controlled myself.

The second picture was of a woman dressed only in a bikini, this really had me struggling to control myself and even squirming a little to keep my cock from growing. I was fighting a losing battle as the next picture was of another beautiful woman in an even skimpier bikini, my cock jumped and grew, before I knew it the fourth picture was there and I was fully erect. I lost and lost all control too, begging Princess to allow me to stroke even though I lost. Princess graciously allowed me an edge which left me even more desperate than before.

To add to my humiliation, I admitted to Princess that my denial was turning me on even more and the thought of increasing me 2000 views to cum rule had crossed my mind. I really am struggling to think straight being so horny and desperate but I am learning that my body is for Princess' pleasure only.

[Nwbie]

You see I'm a switch with sub tendencies but I think it's good for every sub to keep a blog/diary for their dom(me).

It's one of the requirement for my subs in general since most of them don't want to provide other proof but more importantly since most people over here aren't in a real life relationship it helps the dom(me) understand. Without reports it's nearly impossible to gauge and understand the mental and physical condition of your sub and if you're pushing them too far or not.
I might be a bit naive but in general assume that what I read is true when it comes down to people communicating their feeling and the events that transpired.

However these kinds are even more useful for me for another reason it helps me see if your princess(domme) would be a good fit for me. I can see now that even though she does seem amazing that she wouldn't be. It simply wouldn't be able to handle such extended periods of denial and I also can't have my mind become a mush since I desperately need it for my studies.
I was seriously thinking about applying but I had some doubts after reading this blog I'm glad I didn't because I would have either wasted both our time finding out in time; or I would have ended up in a position that wouldn't have been the best thing for me and since I normally don't back out of my word and don't like dropping someone it would have taken a while after which I would reach a breaking point and then have to tell her I wouldn't be able to handle it anymore.

I'm very glad for the both of you and happy for you guys that you have found each other, I hope I find someone that fits well with me :D

Thanks again for the blog and all the best ;)

[Shusheii]

Amazing blog, I'm looking forward to reading more about your relationship with your Princess. You're a really lucky guy :)

[HiJayJay]

Thank you for all the views and nice comments, I hope I will finally get to 2000 views soon! So the last couple of days Princess has given me a few tasks which have built up my arousal levels even further!
Firstly Princess made me find 3 lesbian porn videos to watch, the only catch was I could not touch my cock at all. This was so tough and so frustrating. I watched a video of two girls making out, then another where one woman tortured and teased a tied up girl before a public nudity video. I was hard and throbbing almost the whole time, my hands desperate to touch but not allowed. I squirmed and got more and more desperate but managed to keep my hands by my sides. It was so hard.
It was a huge relief to get to touch myself for my nightly worship session, kneeling in front of the mirror repeating, " I am Princess's peasant, my body is for her pleasure."

The following day I was given the task of spanking my ass, 50 spanks with a wooden spoon alternating cheeks before hitting myself in the balls 5 times. I then had to find 3 pictures of men edging once over each one. The spanking was relatively ok, I bent over my bed and whipped myself roughly. I could literally feel my ass getting redder and more sensitive. Each spank giving me a little jump. I then got down on my knees, spreading my legs wide and exposing my balls. I hit my balls 5 times in quick succession, winding me slightly and so I took 5 seconds to catch my breath.

After the pain, came the humiliation. I looked around the web for pictures of men to edge over. My cock rising to the job as I looked, I found 2 pics of men topless or even less clothed and 1 of a guy naked, erect and tied up, I was actually envious of this man! At this point edging really doesn't take too long, so long denied and Princess raising my arousal each day, so even while looking at men I was able to edge and reluctantly let go relatively quick, scooping up the pre-cum which is growing by the day.

Princess now likes me to sleep with my heavy balls tied up which is even further arousal and acts as a reminder of my place beneath Princess. My body is for her pleasure.

[Postoffense]

Beautifull blog, and i hope you hit your target soon...

[Shusheii]

Hello readers,

Today I've received the great news that the Princess is willing to enroll me as her Peon. This means that not only Peasant will be posting in this thread and keep you all up-to-date with his amazing blog posts, but I'll be trying to write as well as he does and keep you entertained with the tasks Princess will be giving me.

As my training begins, I quickly received my first task. I'm excited and a little nervous as I read the task. I have to roll 4 dice and require a sharpie and a timer. The frist die equals the time I can stroke my cock with just the tip of one finger, but I have to avoid the head of my cock. The second die allows me to add one finger. The third die shows me the time I should fuck my ass with a sharpie and last but not least, the fourth die equals the number of edges I am allowed to complete.

Being eager to complete this task as soon as possible, I quickly grab the stuff I need and retreat to my bedroom. Taking place on the bed, I lie down and roll the die. I roll a 6 and set the timer to 6 minutes. I start teasing my flacid cock and relax on the bed. Only after a minute I become aroused and my cock hardens. As the time runs out I quickly throw again and hit another 6. I smile as I may play with myself for another 6 minutes, this time two fingers. Honestly, I was surprised to find out how much this turned me on and made me want to grab my cock and stroke myself towards orgasms. I become horny and wanting more, but not allowed to. Sadly time runs out quicker than I had hoped and I throw again. This time I roll a 4, I lube up the sharpie with my mouth and set the timer to four minutes as I start sliding it in and out slowly. My ass is no stranger to intruders and has taken bigger objects in the past, so this isn't such a big deal and I relax while fucking my ass slowly. Time runs out again and yet again, I roll the die. I'm sad to see I can only edge twice... I sit up straight on my bed and start playing with my now flacid cock. It quickly becomes rock hard as I stroke it quicker and quicker. I soon reach the edge for a first time. I give myself some time to rest as I scroll through my conversations with Princess. I soon find myself horny and edge a second time and pull back my hand.

This tasks was easy, but effective. It made me aware of the power Princess has over my body. I can't wait to find out what she has in mind for me in the future.

[HiJayJay]

Hello everyone, this is an update from Princess Lily's peasant. Just a quick thank you for the views and for Princess Lily's peon who will be sharing the blog now, all helping me toward the 2000 view target!

Yesterday was quite possibly the most aroused and desperate I have been since being owned by Princess. I woke up horny and erect already, I realised the increasing power Princess has over me and just had to message her to thank her for denying me and turning me in to her dedicated peasant. Although I have never been more desperate, it seems the hornier I am the more submissive and eager to please Princess I am.

After speaking for a little while about various things and what Princess may have planned for her peasant, I was of course hard (as I usually am during a conversation with Princess) and the mood I was in I couldn't control myself and begged princess to allow me to stroke myself. I am of course not allowed to touch myself without the permission of princess. Fortunately Goddess allowed me, sort of. Telling me I could stroke but only with a single finger. Naturally I took what I could get and got to teasing myself, as I was already hugely turned on I soon began dripping pre-cum with my single finger spreading it all over my cock.

It was a good 5 or possibly 10minutes before Princess relented to my begs and squirms, allowing me to edge myself. Although it was a relief to be allowed proper strokes, the edge did nothing but build my desperation and arousal even further. I thanked Princess for the edge, as my body is for her pleasure only.

Later Princess, gave me my task for the day. I was to tie my cock tightly to my balls, making it very difficult if not impossible to get fully erect. I was then to add at least 8 clothespins to my genitals plus one on each nipple. I could then begin watching some more lesbian porn and if I was able to get hard , I could time how long I remained hard and for every minute I could remove a clothespin. The rest of the clothespins would have to stay attached for the rest of the porn video. Of course being tied up meant I could feel my cock desperately trying to grow but I just couldn't get fully erect, which was one of the most frustrating feelings I've felt!

The fact that I was tied up and could only squirm and moan desperately trying to get hard meant that I had to leave each and every clothespin attached. I think I had about 10 attached to my genitals plus my nipples pegged and unfortunately the porn I had chosen to watch was around 15minutes long. Fair to say those 15 minutes drove me crazy, I squirmed, I twitched, I could not get hard, I could not touch myself and the clothespins were biting into my cock and balls. To top it all off when I finished the video, untied myself and unpegged myself, my cock sprang to life but I could do nothing but get dressed and let it eventually fade away.

Before bed I retied my balls (one of my new rules) and had a very interrupted, aroused and frustrated nights sleep. Princess is the master of frustration and desperation but she has got peasant completely wrapped around her finger, truly addicted!

[HiJayJay]

Peasant has been asked by Princess to complete a public humiliation task, peasant requires your help to complete it so if everyone reading could help I would appreciate it very much!
Basically peasant has been denied an orgasm for around 4 weeks now, as regular readers would know until this blog reaches 2000 views. I am sure most of you reading have had an orgasm much more recently and Princess thinks it is right that peasant is publicly humiliated for this fact. So I am announcing a kind of competition!!

I am BEGGING everyone reading to please message me via Kik, my name is hijayjay1, with a humiliating message about how you have been able to orgasm while peasant remains rightfully denied. It could be a message as simple as....
"You loser! You have been denied for 4 weeks and I've had 4 orgasms in 4 days! You are such a pathetic slut."

There is a prize for the person who messages with the most humiliating, abusive message which is a picture of peasant of Princess's choosing. You may well get more opportunities to humiliate peasant in the future too. So please, please send me a message and tell me what a submissive, undeserving peasant I am. My Kik is hijayjay1.

[Nwbie]

Lol, sorry but don't feel like sending you any messages over kik.

But just so you know I'm going to give myself some nice personal me time and come in about 30 minutes or so ;)

[HiJayJay]

Thank you for your message Nwbie, I hope you enjoyed your 'personal time' :p

Peasant has had a busy day today starting with a bit of early morning public humiliation. I had the task of going to a shop or supermarket dressed normally and going in to the toilets, before stripping completely and edging while repeating my mantra (I am Princess's peasant, my body is for her pleasure only). After my edge I would have to get redressed but without underwear or my tshirt, to humiliate me further I would also have Princess's slut written across my chest.

I decided to complete this task early as I thought the shop would be quieter. I went out wearing a thick hoodie so I could zip up completely hopefully hiding the message written across my chest and the fact I'm topless under it. I hurried in to the toilet cubicle, locking it behind me. My heart was racing at this point, as I nervously checked for any cameras around. As I began stripping off I realised I would have to take my shoes and socks off, which would be visible beneath the cubicle doors. This made me even more nervous but I stripped completely and quickly began stroking my already erect cock. Even in my incredibly aroused state recently, I think this was the quickest I have edged. I whispered my mantra which became very strained and breathy as I hit the edge.

I quickly stuffed my cock back in my trousers and put my clothes back on, while putting my tshirt and underwear in my bag. Fortunately no one had come in to the toilets so I left quite quick, probably very red in the face with embarrassment. I hurried out of the shop, my mind constantly wondering if anyone knew or suspected something especially with the writing across my chest. I'm sure no one saw anything but it was a real rush and it made me really feel like a slut for Princess. I loved feeling like that to be honest.

Later that day I was honoured by being allowed to perform on webcam for Princess. I have to be honest, I was nervous about performing for her. I was asked to strip for her and I slowly took every item off, lastly my boxers which saw my cock spring out and to attention. I spun around to allow Princess a thorough inspection. She then asked me to stroke myself with only the tip of one finger. This was highly arousing, my cock was straining as the thought of Princess watching made it even hotter.

She eventually allowed me to stroke with my full hand and edge for her. This was so pleasurable, it was such a turn on being able to perform for Princess, show her my arousal and act like her slut once again. Surprisingly, after so long without cumming, it was easier to stop at the edge with Princess watching, it genuinely felt like my body was only supposed to be for Princess' pleasure not my own.

I was lucky enough to be given permission to hit myself in the balls and to edge once more before Princess had to go. It was a great experience and Princess seemed to be impressed too, she enjoyed playing with her cock. I was rewarded with a voice recording of Princess which was an honour and she literally has the sexiest voice I have heard! I was very impressed to hear her and of course I just had to edge myself to her voice.

Finally, Princess would like me to announce an opportunity for you, yes you, to watch peasant performing for Princess on webcam. There is no set date but Princess would like to see how many people would like to watch peasant, so if you would be interested in watching peasant perform, tease and abuse himself then could you please send me a private message telling me you're interested. In this message you also have the opportunity to give me UP TO 3 edges to complete or UP TO 10 hits to my balls that I must complete while kneeling and with my balls all tied up. (note I say 'up to' please :P)

I hope you are all enjoying my blog posts and reading about my suffering, I only need another 850 or so views until I may finally cum.....Princess permitting. I look forward to your messages telling me if you would like to watch peasant perform and my edges/ball hits task. Blog again soon!

[HiJayJay]

Hello again everyone, here is the latest update from the past couple of days as Princess's peasant. The past couple of nights peasant has had his sleep bondage increased, I must now sleep with not just my balls tied as usual but with my hands tied together then tied to my balls. This has meant my hands have been tied around 20cm from my balls for the entire night, any attempt to move my hands tugs on my balls. It has been uncomfortable but my god it has been incredibly arousing! With this new addition Princess is teasing me almost 24 hours a day and it is truly driving me wild.

So wild that after the first night tied up like this I woke up stupidly horny and had to message my Princess thanking her for making me her property and for doing all she is doing to me. It seems the hornier I get the more submissive I become! Yesterday Princess gave me an awesome task, all I had to do was tease my frustrated cock with a single finger while I begged and pleaded for Princess to have an orgasm herself. It felt brilliant being able to help Princess orgasm, while I toyed with my own cock, I begged her to have an orgasm and told her all the things I would do for her etc. It was probably very humiliating if anyone had seen it but it felt great to me. I truly understood that my body was for her pleasure only during this task, finally Princess rewarded me by allowing me to edge.

Today Princess gave me another task to complete and it involved watching more lesbian porn, I am now only allowed to watch this type of porn and only when I get permission from Princess. I would have to watch 3 videos, for the first I would take the length of the video in minutes, subtract 10 then edge that many times. For the second I would do the same but instead of edges it would be hits to my balls. For the third I could only edge once and could only stroke for 3 seconds after a moan in the video.

I decided I would choose 3 videos randomly by closing my eyes, moving the mouse then wherever it landed I would watch. Sadly for me this meant the first video was 22minutes long, which meant a huge 12 edges. This also meant I would have under 2 minutes for each edge! The first 2 or 3 edges were fine, I was of course incredibly horny having gone so long without orgasm but I could handle letting go of myself at first. By my 10th, 11th and 12th edge I was going wild with desire, it was torture to get so close to an orgasm but to let go again and again. My cock throbbed and pulsed, begging me to touch it but I resisted, leaving me frustrated, desperate, horny and feeling so slutty!

The second video was only 12minutes long so this meant just 2 hits to my balls which were feeling very full by this point. I made sure to please Princess by giving my balls 2 good, hard, firm hits which made me jump and moan, they even forced a bit more pre-cum to drip out of my cock. As it turned out the hits were not the hardest part of this part of the task, it was watching another 12minutes of porn with a massively horny and desperate cock not being able to touch myself.

The third video was 15minutes long but thankfully had a girl in it who moaned a lot which meant I was able to stroke fairly regularly. The genius about this part of the task from Princess was that the girl moaned more and more as the video went on so I got closer and closer to the edge while the girl got closer to orgasm. Of course with my high level of arousal I edged before the girl orgasmed but I had to stay close to the edge while the girl had a very intense orgasm....something I crave so badly, so desperately right now! By the end of the video I was probably moaning as much as the girl, it was humiliating watching her satisfaction and pleasure while I stayed on the edge but it told me again that my pleasure is not important.

What the past couple of days have done are raise my desperation, arousal and frustrated to even higher levels. However I have never felt more owned and more dominated than I am now which feels amazing. Princess has taught me that her pleasure, in fact all women's pleasure, is more important than my own. Princess is all I can think about and I'm so turned on all the time but if she said stay denied....I would obey.

[Postoffense]

You are very lucky to have princess! good luck on another 700 views.

[Shusheii]

I decided it might be a good thing to update everyone on my life as Princess's peon. The last couple of days I have been assigned writing tasks. I had to perform small tasks during writing, such as anal play and edging.

All of these stories requested by Princess can be found on my personal blog on GD. Click Here (http://www.getdare.com/bbs/blog.php?u=119658)
I'd appreciate some feedback, either positive or negative. Give me something to work with :)

Last night, Princess asked me to play a little game with her. The stakes were high. I had to choose a number, Princess would then flip a coin. If it was heads, I could cum that # times in a year. If it hits tails, there would be that # days between each of my orgasms.

It was a hard choice and I had to think for a bit. Then decided my absolute max without an orgasm would be a month, so I picked 12 as my number. Luckily enough it hit tails and now I can cum every 12 days. Which is a huge relief :)

I'll try to keep you up-to-date with Princess her amazing tasks for me, but will be posting less in this thread.

[HiJayJay]

Peasant has spent the past day or so yearning and being incredibly desperate for an orgasm. It seems everyone I speak to has had orgasms this week while peasant is now on his 30th day of denial. Peasant has been reminded of his position serving Princess, my Princess gave me a quote that she said fitted my situation perfectly, "You're going to learn to be satisfied with my orgasms and my orgasms alone. Yours are a thing of the past."

I agreed that this suited me very well and ever since then peasant has been trying to live by this quote, being pleased that Princess can orgasm over my humiliation and denial despite how desperate I am for an orgasm. Later that day Princess told me of her game with her other slave, peon, he could pick a number then on a flip of a coin that number would either be his amount of orgasms this year or the amount of days between orgasms. Peon will now be allowed an orgasm every 12 days but Princess told me she won't play the same game with peasant because I only cum when Princess allows it which probably won't be very often. I must admit to being jealous of peon being allowed to orgasm but also being happy that Princess enjoys denying me so much and must get turned on by it.

Princess teased me further by writing a short but amazing piece of erotica including peasant, it turned me on massively and I admitted what I dreamed of doing for Princess in person but sadly I was not allowed to touch myself so my cock throbbed and begged pointlessly. The desperation for an orgasm is incredibly incredibly high but this is good because it pleases Princess so much.

Princess reminded me that I am getting close to 2000 views on this blog, which I am so excited for. As I am getting so close to my target Princess thinks that everyone who reads the blog should be thanked. Therefore you can now private message me, or Kik me at hijayjay1, with tasks to complete this can include edges, bondage, cbt or pain tasks, public humiliation, etc. Peasant will get permission from Princess to complete them and will give you reports in response too. I look forward to receiving your messages. Till the next update, bye!!

[Happy Me]

Still loving this blog!! Keep it up! :D

[HiJayJay]

Hi everyone! In my latest blog I have spent more time humiliating myself in public, my arousal driving me to humiliate myself even more for my Divine Perfection. This time my task was to go back to a public toilet, strip completely naked before tying my hands to each ankle, bending myself over and making myself helpless. Added to this I would be covered in humiliating words such as slut, whore, bitch and denied.

So I covered myself in the descriptive words for myself and went out to the shops. I was incredibly nervous, especially when I saw the shops were so busy and full of early Christmas shoppers. I admit I spent a lot of time wandering around the shops, plucking up the courage and waiting for the shops to empty slightly. I eventually went in and found myself a cubicle, it was a corner one so I only had to look out for people in 2 directions. I took all my clothes off, including shoes and socks, exposing my body writing and my erect cock, somehow still hard despite the redness of my face.

I got my two shoelaces and tied my right hand to right ankle then left hand to left ankle. There I was naked, erect and tied up in a very submissive pose. All sorts of things ran through my head imagining if someone saw or if someone walked in, what if they took the opportunity with a tied up, naked and labelled whore. My cock was still throbbing between my legs too, Princess has me incredibly desperate.

My task was to stay tied up for a full 7 minutes, which I managed to achieve without too many close shaves. I heard lots of people come and go, must have been at least 10 or 15 people. I even saw the shadow of someone come up to my cubicle door, my heart skipped a beat, but fortunately whoever it was didn't knock or attempt to get in. I untied myself and my cock was still so, so erect. The adrenaline and arousal from the risk of being caught plus the humiliation meant I couldn't resist stroking. Of course I am unable to stroke without Princess' permission, so I have since been punished with an edge by Princess.

I left very red faced and I constantly wondered if anyone suspected anything as I wandered back out through the shops. I clearly enjoyed the humiliation and my desperation for an orgasm is clearly driving me to do things I wouldn't dream of doing normally!

Thank you for the tasks/dares I have been receiving. I will be completing all of them in order to earn an orgasm and there will be more reports appearing on the blog shortly. If you have any tasks or dares you want me to complete please send them via private message or kik.....you have until I reach 2000 views and can finally orgasm!!!

[HiJayJay]

This is a report of a task Happy Me sent me, telling me to complete her dice game, which can be found here (http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=217341). Thank you for greatly increasing my desperation and arousal, you will find out why in my report.......

The first roll was a teasing roll. I had to stroke enough to get hard but then stop, only stroking to just keep myself hard. I had to do this for 5mins but given how much I want to orgasm, staying hard wasn't too difficult, the hardest part was not being able to continue touching after getting so hard, it was massively frustrating!! If I had to do this for 10/20/30mins it would be true torture!

The second roll was to touch myself with only a single finger. I have experienced this with Princess already and it is amazingly teasing, you are incredibly slowly building towards the edge but you want nothing more than to wrap my hand around my cock and stroke properly. I had to fight that urge and tease myself, making myself pre-cum quite a bit in the process!

Roll 3 was tough on me, the dice told me to edge 5 times which is tough when you are so desperate to push yourself over the edge and experience an orgasm. It was so hard to take my hand away over and over when an orgasm was so close, even more so given I had been hard already for about 20mins before even starting the edging.

Roll 4 was kinder because I had 3minutes of ball fondling, porn watching and stroking at any pace to complete. Of course I chose to stroke slow, giving myself a break from the intense edging I had just completed. The next roll was less kind as I was given 6 minutes to stroke at a 180bpm pace, pausing if I was about to cum. I didn't realise how fast the stroking would be, it was very quick and I lasted only about a minute before needing to stop, taking away yet another orgasm from me. After a break to catch my breath I made it another 3 minutes before edging again. Then only 2 minutes before getting so close once again. By this point I was a squirming, moaning mess on my bedroom floor.

The next step required me to edge and then stay hard for a given amount of time, I rolled 3 minutes. I thought given my desperation this would be easily do-able but I edged and after around 2 and a half minutes I got soft, I guess the waiting and clock watching isn't good for an erection! Sadly this meant I had to go back and redo some steps as a punishment, it was a very long, teasing night! The do-over made me stroke, fondle my balls and watch porn for 4 minutes, once again I stroked my poor, denied and desperate cock slowly, reaching the edge almost exactly at 4 minutes.

I had finally reached the final step and because I am denied by my Goddess, Happy Me gave me a new set of options for my final roll. I ended up having to edge another 3 times, allowing myself to go completely soft between each one which wasn't an easy ask! Overall I must have edged like 10-15 times and the task took over an hour, so by the end I was quivering and squirming but could do nothing but tuck Princess's cock back in my trousers.

Thank you Happy Me for the task and I hope I have satisfied you. You have made peasant even more desperate for an orgasm. If you have any other tasks for peasant to complete, private message or kik me, you have until 2000 views and my first orgasm in over a month!

[HiJayJay]

Peasant has just had a very intense and amazing cam session with his Princess. First of all Princess asked peasant to give her a sexy striptease which of course I tried to give, I used lots of hip swaying and thrusting etc. It felt slightly humiliating but quite arousing, as I'm sure Princess noticed when my cock bounced out of my boxers. Princess called me a slut after it which was very accurate to how peasant felt.

Princess then teased peasant immensely, making me stroke using a single finger for a while or to only fondle my balls and not my cock. Peasant felt so so horny, especially to be performing it for Princess on cam. Peasant just had to ask Princess if he could stroke properly but this was naughty from me, it is Princess's cock not mine so I should not ask to stroke it which meant I had to take my hands away.

Princess made me tell her why I could not stroke my cock but she could touch herself any time she wanted. Of course peasant is just a pathetic, worthless toy that Princess can use for her pleasure, my reply was rewarded with more single finger stroking. Saying this made me feel so incredibly submissive and completely under the power of my Princess. Sadly Princess had to go soon after but she told me I could not even touch myself for the rest of the day which was so frustrating for Princess to hear, I begged Princess for even one edge, I was so horny I desperately needed some sort of pleasure even if I couldn't orgasm.

Princess told me no and then made me beg her to not touch myself. I told her, amongst other things, " Peasant is just a worthless whore, peasant doesn't deserve to have any pleasure at all. Peasant only deserves humiliation, pain and frustration. Please Princess I beg you don't let me touch myself!!" This was hugely arousing, being made to beg for exactly what I didn't want. I felt so controlled by Princess and so humiliated, it was arousing and desperation increasing but I know, better than ever, how dominated I am.

[Satoshi]

Amazing blog! Keep it up :) (You're almost there)

[Shusheii]

Greetings readers,

It's been a couple days since I last posted. Saturday evening, I gave Princess a reason to punish me :(
I hadn't been assigned a task for the entire day and remembered a tease and denial blog Princess had mentioned the other day and decided to scroll through it. Being a bad and horny boy, I removed my trousers and started to play with my Princess's cock. I told Princess about it and I deserved a fitting punishment. She decided that I'd be in chastity for the next two days (untill yesterday), which meant there was no touching, nothing at all for the entire two days and no additional tasks given my Princess.

It was weekend, so I was at home most of the time. This gives me easy access to my laptop and privacy. A bad combination when you're in chastity... :mad:
I also LOVE receiving tasks and not having anything to do for the entire weekend was just very very irritating. I couldn't stop about Princess.

Finaly, today I was home alone for most of the day untill now and asked Princess if there was anything I could do for her. She allowed me to perform a dare on GD in her honour. After tens of minutes scrolling through all the dice dares in here, I decided to go with this one : Card drawing dare for m/f (edging, anal, spanking, clothespins) (http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=138206)

I have to tell you, it's an amazing dice dare, but hard. I had bad luck with the cards so the dare lasted for over 40 minutes. At about 25 minutes, the clothespins on my nipples, balls and cock combined with the continuously spanking, stroking and ass fucking drove me crazy. I almost quit the dare, but decided to continue after a short break.

After all of this, my body was just a hot mess, I was pretty exhausted and stepped into a cold shower, heating it up after a minute and enjoyed a relaxing and comforting hot shower.

[Shusheii]

Hello, readers!

First and foremost, thank you all for the many views! We finaly made it to 2000 views! *cheers* I know it has been a while since the last update on the blog, but here we are again :)

Since there was a special occasion (the 2.000 views and therefor our long desired orgasm!), this was a long task. Princess decided to give me a long tease and denial session. Since I knew there was a happy ending, I could focus my mind on that and it made these few hours a lot easier to handle :p

The first thing I had to do was search on the web for a lesbian porn video of atleast 10mins long. I found myself something nice and sexy. Two lesbian girls were kissing sensualy before licking and eating eachother out. I had to keep my hands of my cock for the entire duration of the video (14 mins long). It was difficult! I was already feeling aroused and became hard just watching. Ofcourse Princess didn't just make me watch porn for fun, there was a purpose. Everytime one of the girls would moan, I had to count. The final count would be used for the next task. The first girl didn't moan at all (crazy >.<), the second one on the other hand moaned for like 5 minutes non-stop, which got the counter to 16 moans in total.

With the first task behind us, I was now heading towards the longest task of all. Writing time... I had to write erotica with the topic based on how many times the girls in the video had moaned.

0-5 : Tease and Denial
6-14 : Worshipping
15+ : Holiday Gift

So the topic of the erotica I had to write was obviously "Holiday Gift". It had to be 1500-2000 words long, which is by far the longest story I've written for Princess. I had to insert my buttplug while writing and had to start a timer. I had trouble writing a story this long and at the end I had what they call a writer's block. The inspiration flow stopped... I had difficulties writing a nice ending and decided to finish it later. (Therefore the story will be uploaded later, I don't like the current ending)

With the story written, I checked the timer. 1 hour and 20 minutes... :eek: My third task was rubbing my nipples (and only my nipples) for the duration of the time it took to write the story (in mins) divided by 10. So I spent 80 minutes writing, which means I had to tease my nipples for 8 mins. Which I did. It was very irritating and I had to force myself not to start touching myself in much naughtier places.

After this, I was allowed to pick another lesbian porn video. This time 4-8 mins and had to tease my cock with only one finger, avoiding the head. This is insanely arousing and frustrating. My cock became hard again within seconds and it turned me on so much. I had been denied for two weeks now and I didn't require much to get all horny.

Finaly we had arrived to the edges! For the next part, I had to roll a die. If it was a number between 1-3, I could edge properly (entire hand) without touching the head. If it was 4-6, I could edge by only touching the head. Luckily I rolled a 3 and could edge by full strokes! Damn... I had been waiting for this!

Ofcourse, it was not done yet :P Since 'Lily' contains four characters, I had to edge 4 more times however I wanted. After those edges I was allowed to cum! Princess had sent me a picture of her chest and a part of her face, exposing her amazing cleavage! I could use this picture as motivation while edging. With the picture in front of me, the edges came quickly! By the time I reached the final one, my heart was beating heavily in my chest and my body was sticky by the sweat. I was about to explode right there and then! And I did... I laid back on the bed and started stroking once more, hard and full strokes and in a matter of seconds I blew my entire load in multiple streams, my full balls finaly emptying. I was exhausted and drifted away to sleep...

Thank you Princess for this amazing experience <3

[HiJayJay]

Hello everyone!! Firstly apologies for the lack of posts recently, mine and Princess's schedules have not matched up lots of late so I have not had too much to blog about. Secondly thank you to everyone for viewing this blog and for helping myself and Peon reach 2000 views. I am currently still very much denied however as Princess would like to see me release my immense frustration on cam. This has therefore kept me very very horny and still incredibly desperate, and since Peasants do not ask for orgasms I will patiently wait until Princess thinks I am ready.

Every day I wake up erect, aroused and craving orgasm, every night I go to sleep dreaming of Princess allowing me an orgasm. I spent longer and longer each day hard and throbbing, every time I receive a message from Princess I quickly become erect and a lot of my time is spent thinking of ways to please my Princess, to humiliate, tease and torture myself in order to convince Princess I should orgasm. Having said all of this, I am beginning to realise that this is my rightful position. That as a peasant my only real job is to serve, to make sure Princess is happy, pleasured and entertained. Princess is teaching me my place in society.

With that in mind I still follow my rules and spend a little time each night kneeling in front of a mirror, stroking my useless cock and repeating that my body is for Princess's pleasure only. Princess has recently given me a new mantra too, that edging is better than cumming. Although it is torture to take my hand away and deny myself yet another orgasm that is so close, it does feel great for a while to stroke and momentarily relieve some of that frustration.

Hearing that Peon has had an orgasm and that he will orgasm every 12 days only increases my arousal and desperation because of the slight jealousy I feel. However Princess knows best and she obviously enjoys keeping peasant like this....which in turn makes me happy. I spent 40 minutes this morning doing some corner time tied up and unable to get hard, all I could think about was more ways to humiliate myself and bring pleasure to Princess. Here's hoping that doesn't become a regular rule!

As always if you would like to talk to me, ask questions or give a task/suggest a new rule then you can private message me, comment in this blog or say hi on kik...I'm hijayjay1
Until next time!!!

[tijfp]

First of all: This blog is amazing! You are truly lucky to have found such a good Mistress.

I've been thinking about trying to tie myself up for some cornertime to. Would you mind describing what exactly you did? Also you said that you couldn't get hard. Was that because of a chastity device or some clever use of bondage?
Looking forward to hear from you :)

Greetings,
tijfp

[HiJayJay]

This past week has been another busy one with work etc so apologies for the lack of posts. This week has also shown just how submissive I have become to Princess, as I am still denied and I actually broke down and begged Princess to keep me denied. I know you will all be wondering why especially as I was, and still am, incredibly desperate for an orgasm but let me explain.....

I had just completed another couple of edges and was very horny, it was at this point when I felt so submissive and so close to my Princess as edging and denying myself has become my best way of worshipping and showing my devotion to Princess. Having these feelings plus the desperation and extreme arousal, I began to beg Princess to keep me denied, begging her to let me continue my best form of worship and keep me as her denial slut. I think Princess quite enjoyed seeing me so submissive and acting so desperate that she agreed to keep me denied....not only did she agree but she teased me by saying she was going to allow me orgasm the next day but since I asked so nicely.....This made me literally squirm knowing what I had just begged for and not knowing how close I was.

I am happy to stay denied for my Princess and especially as I think she really enjoys owning my orgasms and keeping me in a continual state of arousal, desperation and craving not only an orgasm but to please and serve Goddess. Since then I have been edging a number of times and myself and Princess have set up a dice game to see how long I will stay denied. Princess will roll a dice weekly and the dice will decide my fate for the week, the options are......
2 - Peasant must edge 30 times during the week. No cumming.
3 - peasant must edge 70 times during the week with balls tied tightly. No cumming.
4 - Princess may change one option next week to, Peasant may cum.
5 - Peasant must edge 5 times per day, 1 of these edges must be in public. No cumming.
6 - peasant has 3 rest days with no edging, on all other days peasant must edge 10 times. No cumming.
7 - peasant must edge 20 times during the week, at least 5 of these should be while begging to cum in group kik chat with Princess and Peon.
8 - peasant may cum however Princess decides.
9 - peasant loses one, you may cum option, next week. No cumming this week and 14 edges.
10 - peasant must edge 50 times during the week. Peasant must also ask for lots of humiliating dares to complete. No cumming.
11 - peasant must edge 28 times during the week and must slap his blue balls 200 times during the week.
12 - peasant must give Princess 5 orgasms while he performs on webcam. Peasant must also edge 10 times while on webcam. No edging or cumming the rest of the week.

This game is on top of any tasks that Princess may give me and any that you readers might send to me. I have a slim chance of cunning each week but I could be in for a long period of denial unless Princess has mercy on me. This week Princess rolled a 7 for me so I have 20 edges to complete plus some begging.

That's the story of my week so far, I hope you are all still enjoying reading about my frustration and arousal, it drives me crazy thinking some of you might be cumming to this while I sit here rock hard, desperate but denied. Till next time......